Fuchs
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DragonFire11 said:Just make it right, the situation is not like I am crazy about an 18year old female, she is 40 same as me. I respect all of the opinions even they are negative except Jacks., which doesnt mean that I have someone to protect me and I can go and get my female colleague into the bad, NO!!!
I have changed a lot since I stepped on this path. Before I was really a stupid christian donkey, always was pushing to the fucking church to lick jewsus ass. Had to live how the filthy christian -communist system was commanded. My grandparents were the ones who were strict on this to follow this rules and making my own parents to do the same - following jwesus-. When I was a teenager, ofcourse started to be interested about girls and sex. Shortly to say, my sexual energy was suppressed a lot then when I should enjoy it, by that fucking jewsus. I become very shy, when I got a girlfriend finaly,my parents but mainly my grandparent always warning me - be careful, do not do stupid thing, do not stay out too long and so on, so the system work perfectly and lost the girls, and the second as well. Started to hate the females, then no job, alcohol and drogs, and going down on the hill very fast.
I do not want to hurt anyone, NO, do NOT think that, but the half of the world -same as me - have lived in the fucking jewish communist regime, where people do not have any rights, and people had no other choice that to follow jewsus, feel shame if just even thinking about sex, the priest ´sent you to hell´ straight away, cursed you. While on the west people lived free, openly talk and live their lifes as they wanted, till now.
When I have found the SS path, started educated myself, start to understand many things, my whole thinkink changed competely, bit by bit I gained back what was taken from me. Since I am on this path I can feel I am a man and you know I love it. This is my short live story I wanted to keep it sectret but somehow I got the feeling to share with you all.
I love my wife and I will never leave her and my children, I would do for them everything, they are future SS.
My wife also become more open minded since she is on the this path too, we are changing maturing together. I love it.
Openly say, as I said I was a woman hater, now I am a woman lover, just love them, love to be with them, talk with them, just feel their energy and vibes. I become more sensitive for surrounding energies, thanks the rtrs and meditations.
I have bigger desire for sex for sure and I love to have sex with my wife. My wife also knows that I like other woman, that I have fantasies also, she accept it because she knows I LOVE her. Spiritualy we are compatible, another woman will never take her position in this life, NEVER.
Before I finish, I understand the anger of the female warriors here on this forum, respect them, even if they call me a shitbag, all I was saying here in this topic, that the sexual vibe I feel from my female colleague is strong and not easy to ignore especialy if you see it in her eyes. I do not want to cheat, but is a big temptation.
With this post I think more open I could not have been, and I never was with nobody before, this is the only place what is safe enough and trust a lot.
Thank you!
I once did read a story about someone who did loose interest in his wife:
He did meet a fortune teller, the fortune teller told him he will find the wimmen of his dreams if he is good to his wife for 40 days straight, she adviced him to help his wife more in the house, give her free time from the kids, overal take off burden from her. As he did the wife had enouth time to enjoy life on her own again, took the time to dress nice, put on make-up, feel happy as she wasn´t stressed all the time. On the final 40 day he did prepare a candelight dinner for the wimmen of his dreams. A astonishing wommen walked into the room, flooding the room with a vibe of happynes and joy. He thanked the fortune teller in his mind for his great advice and after that, looked closer and recognized his own wife.
Pls do not lye (if not for protection against enemys) we are satanists = Truthwarriors.
Overal I think every wimmen should be happy, find the perfect lover (biological aspects included),
but this can´t be on the cost of a other happy wommen. Same goes for men. Everything else will just create a cycle of misfortune. Happy couples will create happy children/e.g good again future wifes, husbands.
I do not condem polygamy but I can´t see it as something for the masses.
Did you ever try the book from Mantak Chia Multiorgasmic men?