Sungio13
Member
A simple message of reflection I'd like to share involves judgements placed on our souls when we fail or make mistakes.
A perspective that I'm finding useful is based on who or what is passing judgement over me. Many questions, almost repetitive, I've asked myself that dives into this process and how I feel in regards to each area of my life.
So to start, I first ask myself: When's the last time I made a mistake, or alternatively when's the last time I feel like I've failed?
I ponder on how or why I failed and how I felt because of it. I consider the guilt, shame or humility that I possibly went through, and ponder if these feelings made matters worse. Did I struggle because of this or did I place myself to suffer?
The next big question I thought I should ask myself is if the Gods are the ones who've judged me, and if I were to perform a ritual for them when I'm not feeling so good, do they not feel me? Or if they do, is my soul seen as dirty, dim, or weak?
The introspection that this procured for me was no, the Gods aren't the ones deciding how clean or strong my soul is. It's not simply a matter of them solely choosing what I must struggle and fight through.
The simple truth is my own soul is the one who's judging me. And every aspect of my soul is included in this judgement such as my mind, my emotions and my body. All aspects are the ones deciding my success and fail rate of all the goals I have.
So because of that, I now have to look backwards to understand how to change my future. In what ways, did my soul decide what I have in my life vs. what I don't. My answers were broad but absolutely clear.
2 examples I'll share:
My financial success.
I make a certain amount of money right now. No more, no less. So how I am achieving this and why am I not making more? What was clear to me was that this is the current level of success that my soul is willing to accept. I've lost money before, and I realized I happened to not be taking of my spirit during these times. I've also missed opportunities to make more money because my soul was only willing to accept so much. The factors involved were the strength of my soul + any limitations in my psyche that are attached to making more money.
Conclusion: I need to work on detaching negative notions of attracting more money, and my willingness to accept financial success in my life. I need to not only earn financial success, but love myself to accept it as well.
Next Example - My Marital Success.
This requires more information on my younger days. So to briefly share, I was the type of child that moved to different schools often and by often I mean, 15 schools by the time I was 18. One thing that was true for me, especially in my childhood years, was I always "had to" have a crush or love interest. Nothing obsessive, but in each school, I would think about this person often and love had always been of the upmost importance for me.
So later in my teenage years, when I began having partners, two immediate things I had to answer was what kind of person was I looking for, and did I feel worthy of finding this person. I went through many trials and errors for this, without the perception of the spiritual work that was taking place. To skip forward a more or less brutal struggle, I ended up finding what many would call, the love of their life.
When looking back to how or why this happened, I came to this conclusion: The day before we met, I had told and felt this to myself that life was good to me, and I was good for life. I genuinely felt astounding joy for myself that I even considered that "my future partner was missing out." Looking back, I realized that I had lifted all limitations to attract the ideal person for me and she wasn't going to be "hiding any longer" nor were any obstacles in our way. I was no longer scared in achieving success in this area of my life.
To broaden these examples even more, anyone can utilize this perception with any aspirations you have, including your goals towards spiritual empowerment. A great question you can ask yourself and consider, is do you feel deserving of spiritual progress? or do you accept the work that you're putting in towards this goal?
I hope this helps anyone that needs to reflect further with themselves, and understand how and why your soul succeeds and doesn't succeed in any area of life.
A perspective that I'm finding useful is based on who or what is passing judgement over me. Many questions, almost repetitive, I've asked myself that dives into this process and how I feel in regards to each area of my life.
So to start, I first ask myself: When's the last time I made a mistake, or alternatively when's the last time I feel like I've failed?
I ponder on how or why I failed and how I felt because of it. I consider the guilt, shame or humility that I possibly went through, and ponder if these feelings made matters worse. Did I struggle because of this or did I place myself to suffer?
The next big question I thought I should ask myself is if the Gods are the ones who've judged me, and if I were to perform a ritual for them when I'm not feeling so good, do they not feel me? Or if they do, is my soul seen as dirty, dim, or weak?
The introspection that this procured for me was no, the Gods aren't the ones deciding how clean or strong my soul is. It's not simply a matter of them solely choosing what I must struggle and fight through.
The simple truth is my own soul is the one who's judging me. And every aspect of my soul is included in this judgement such as my mind, my emotions and my body. All aspects are the ones deciding my success and fail rate of all the goals I have.
So because of that, I now have to look backwards to understand how to change my future. In what ways, did my soul decide what I have in my life vs. what I don't. My answers were broad but absolutely clear.
2 examples I'll share:
My financial success.
I make a certain amount of money right now. No more, no less. So how I am achieving this and why am I not making more? What was clear to me was that this is the current level of success that my soul is willing to accept. I've lost money before, and I realized I happened to not be taking of my spirit during these times. I've also missed opportunities to make more money because my soul was only willing to accept so much. The factors involved were the strength of my soul + any limitations in my psyche that are attached to making more money.
Conclusion: I need to work on detaching negative notions of attracting more money, and my willingness to accept financial success in my life. I need to not only earn financial success, but love myself to accept it as well.
Next Example - My Marital Success.
This requires more information on my younger days. So to briefly share, I was the type of child that moved to different schools often and by often I mean, 15 schools by the time I was 18. One thing that was true for me, especially in my childhood years, was I always "had to" have a crush or love interest. Nothing obsessive, but in each school, I would think about this person often and love had always been of the upmost importance for me.
So later in my teenage years, when I began having partners, two immediate things I had to answer was what kind of person was I looking for, and did I feel worthy of finding this person. I went through many trials and errors for this, without the perception of the spiritual work that was taking place. To skip forward a more or less brutal struggle, I ended up finding what many would call, the love of their life.
When looking back to how or why this happened, I came to this conclusion: The day before we met, I had told and felt this to myself that life was good to me, and I was good for life. I genuinely felt astounding joy for myself that I even considered that "my future partner was missing out." Looking back, I realized that I had lifted all limitations to attract the ideal person for me and she wasn't going to be "hiding any longer" nor were any obstacles in our way. I was no longer scared in achieving success in this area of my life.
To broaden these examples even more, anyone can utilize this perception with any aspirations you have, including your goals towards spiritual empowerment. A great question you can ask yourself and consider, is do you feel deserving of spiritual progress? or do you accept the work that you're putting in towards this goal?
I hope this helps anyone that needs to reflect further with themselves, and understand how and why your soul succeeds and doesn't succeed in any area of life.
