robot_checkerboard13
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This is long, but please, Im desperate.
Okay, I've found myself in a rather tumultuous situation, I've been homeless for a few months and now it's starting to get cold and I can't figure a way out.
I want to start by saying I'm a good Satanist. I meditate and do yoga daily, I do rtrs daily and I do online activism. I've never attempted summoning a demon because I always thought to solve my problems myself. In the last few months I've done two 40 day workings to get out of this mess. They haven't worked yet and because it's getting cold, I decided to try and summon a demon for help. I'm desperate.
The problem is when I did the summoning ritual, I was using my pendulum to communicate, everything seemed to be working. The pendulum was moving fast and powerfully after a few minutes of focusing on the demons sigil, I asked if the entity was of Satan and had him swear. I must of asked the question a dozen times throughout the session. Each time the entity confirmed he was of Satan. To make a long story short, we came up with an agreement where he would help me out in exchange for even more work for the cause. No big deal. There was an important thing I needed the next day and the entity promised it would be done if I did my part. I did and the next day nothing happened. Demons are responsible and don't break promises. I can only assume it was an enemy et I communicated with. Plus, I won't get into it, but some of the answers to questions I asked seemed very fishy and made me nervous. I did the ritual again the next day. Same thing, made an agreement, did my part and nothing. Even going though Satan is this possible? Has anyone had experiences like this? I thought enemy ets wouldn't swear they were of Satan? Is there a way I can guarantee to get a demon of Satan to help me. I'm desperate, why would Satan leave me hanging anyway in such a desperate time? I've done a lot to help myself. My workings just haven't worked yet, but I dont have time. Any advice?
Thank you.
Okay, I've found myself in a rather tumultuous situation, I've been homeless for a few months and now it's starting to get cold and I can't figure a way out.
I want to start by saying I'm a good Satanist. I meditate and do yoga daily, I do rtrs daily and I do online activism. I've never attempted summoning a demon because I always thought to solve my problems myself. In the last few months I've done two 40 day workings to get out of this mess. They haven't worked yet and because it's getting cold, I decided to try and summon a demon for help. I'm desperate.
The problem is when I did the summoning ritual, I was using my pendulum to communicate, everything seemed to be working. The pendulum was moving fast and powerfully after a few minutes of focusing on the demons sigil, I asked if the entity was of Satan and had him swear. I must of asked the question a dozen times throughout the session. Each time the entity confirmed he was of Satan. To make a long story short, we came up with an agreement where he would help me out in exchange for even more work for the cause. No big deal. There was an important thing I needed the next day and the entity promised it would be done if I did my part. I did and the next day nothing happened. Demons are responsible and don't break promises. I can only assume it was an enemy et I communicated with. Plus, I won't get into it, but some of the answers to questions I asked seemed very fishy and made me nervous. I did the ritual again the next day. Same thing, made an agreement, did my part and nothing. Even going though Satan is this possible? Has anyone had experiences like this? I thought enemy ets wouldn't swear they were of Satan? Is there a way I can guarantee to get a demon of Satan to help me. I'm desperate, why would Satan leave me hanging anyway in such a desperate time? I've done a lot to help myself. My workings just haven't worked yet, but I dont have time. Any advice?
Thank you.