I am having an argument with my significant other, where they remember something differently than I do. It happened yesterday and I remember clearly what took place and knowing my own character I trust that with truth (Satya) I conferred to my partner the details of what occurred.
We have a situation where we live in a home and there is a jewish woman in the basement using intravenous drugs and smoking crack and whatnot, terrorizing the house - it's a long story, she's been squatting here and the home owner is kind of in limbo or schism spiritually and has just been being raped by this jew in the basement for over 2 years now. Our cats are afraid of her, she stomps through the house purposely and slams things to disturb our sleep and she gets a kick out of it - like a jew would. She steals and lies through her teeth, whatever the truth is she will tell you the opposite...
So she has been given eviction notices, and has not vacated. She stole a set of keys to the house and regularly leaves for days or weeks on end only to return, usually with company, for however long, and party and fester in the basement for a while longer until she goes out again. We are working on taking it to court.. she has no lease, never has paid rent and is a squatter.
Nonetheless - yesterday I volunteered to go down and put all of her syringes into a plastic container so we could bring them somewhere to have them disposed of (you cannot throw them in the garbage - this poses a hazard to other people, there are specific places that do needle exchanges for this very reason.)
So I tip the little bag and begin to try to pour them into a clear plastic empty food/snack container that I found that had a lid, and little bits of tinfoil and brillo scrub pad strands (for smoking crack) begin to tumble out and into the container.. it is a dirty collection that has been manifesting for some time..
I had gloves on, and did not want to stick my hand in the bag to take the syringes out.. that's why I tried to pour them out into the container. Some of the needles didn't have caps on them.. and some of the needles even fell on the floor as I poured them, and I carefully plucked them one by one and dropped them in the container for them before sealing it. And that was that..
At some point later I relayed to my partner the mission I undertook with the needles.. mentioning that some of them had no caps on them (exposed needles) and some had traces of fluids/substances remaining (blood,etc). I don't recall the exact details of the situation and moment that I told her of what I did, as it wasn't particularly important in my mind at the time. I have a vague recollection but know myself to be an honest person.
Today, now, the squatter has returned, and after much drama has ignited and burned and then fizzled out, it seems apparent to me that the evil energy has re manifested in the house and I can see it erupting in various ways. Random anger in people, chaos, stress, anxiety.
My partner and I were talking and apparently she remembers me telling her that there was "liquid" that poured out onto the floor that I had to clean up, when I transferred the needles from the bag to the plastic container. She is now upset saying that I lied to her yesterday, because now my story changed. I think she misheard me or is confused.. I never cleaned up any liquids off the floor and never claimed to have. Yet she insists that I did and recalls things differently and is now hatefully angry at me thinking that I have lied to her and I can feel her energy has changed from Satanic (love, light, truth, compatability) to Xian/hebrew/Enemy. She cannot see when this happens but I have started to notice it, cause it happens once in a while and I think it's because she has ties to both sides of the spiritual war that is taking place in the world we inhabit. She acknowledges our god and creator, Odin, Satan, Lucifer, Shiva, Enki, and his many other names.. but also thinks that angels are not harmful/spiteful/nasty beings, and follows some new-age spiritual stuff with "angel numbers" and tarot readers that are tied to the enemy, I presume.. So obviously these energies don't mix and we are having problems. I find myself at times being attacked by the enemy to, and I am learning to control what is influencing me. At first I had the spiritual forces (energies) mistaken for random, unexplained emotional feelings, but now I understand what's going on and I try to block out the enemy. Perhaps there is something seriously wrong with my soul, I don't know. I was trafficked as a child and put through ritual abuse and summonings and all kinds of ugly stuff. My surroundings were xian/christian/catholic/jewish mostly, and now I know where I belong because I've used my discernment to distinguish that one "god" hates and abuses humans and wants us to be afraid, while our true creator god loves us and brings us peace and joy.
So I believe the enemy is influencing people around me, at times. I want to ask for help here and see how my fellow Spiritual Satanists can guide me down the true path that I am ready for. I fear my own soul may be in schism and I may be part jewish or something because both forces seem to have a way to come into my life no matter what I do. Maybe that is the point of splitting a person's personality, and ritual abuse, and stuff that I went through. Which is a long story and I don't think I should mention it here yet, so if anybody can understand this and offer advice, I will try to tap into it and grow and advance towards the light of Father. I wish to take my partner with me (most of the time we are on the same frequency/wavelength of energy). Thank you.
We have a situation where we live in a home and there is a jewish woman in the basement using intravenous drugs and smoking crack and whatnot, terrorizing the house - it's a long story, she's been squatting here and the home owner is kind of in limbo or schism spiritually and has just been being raped by this jew in the basement for over 2 years now. Our cats are afraid of her, she stomps through the house purposely and slams things to disturb our sleep and she gets a kick out of it - like a jew would. She steals and lies through her teeth, whatever the truth is she will tell you the opposite...
So she has been given eviction notices, and has not vacated. She stole a set of keys to the house and regularly leaves for days or weeks on end only to return, usually with company, for however long, and party and fester in the basement for a while longer until she goes out again. We are working on taking it to court.. she has no lease, never has paid rent and is a squatter.
Nonetheless - yesterday I volunteered to go down and put all of her syringes into a plastic container so we could bring them somewhere to have them disposed of (you cannot throw them in the garbage - this poses a hazard to other people, there are specific places that do needle exchanges for this very reason.)
So I tip the little bag and begin to try to pour them into a clear plastic empty food/snack container that I found that had a lid, and little bits of tinfoil and brillo scrub pad strands (for smoking crack) begin to tumble out and into the container.. it is a dirty collection that has been manifesting for some time..
I had gloves on, and did not want to stick my hand in the bag to take the syringes out.. that's why I tried to pour them out into the container. Some of the needles didn't have caps on them.. and some of the needles even fell on the floor as I poured them, and I carefully plucked them one by one and dropped them in the container for them before sealing it. And that was that..
At some point later I relayed to my partner the mission I undertook with the needles.. mentioning that some of them had no caps on them (exposed needles) and some had traces of fluids/substances remaining (blood,etc). I don't recall the exact details of the situation and moment that I told her of what I did, as it wasn't particularly important in my mind at the time. I have a vague recollection but know myself to be an honest person.
Today, now, the squatter has returned, and after much drama has ignited and burned and then fizzled out, it seems apparent to me that the evil energy has re manifested in the house and I can see it erupting in various ways. Random anger in people, chaos, stress, anxiety.
My partner and I were talking and apparently she remembers me telling her that there was "liquid" that poured out onto the floor that I had to clean up, when I transferred the needles from the bag to the plastic container. She is now upset saying that I lied to her yesterday, because now my story changed. I think she misheard me or is confused.. I never cleaned up any liquids off the floor and never claimed to have. Yet she insists that I did and recalls things differently and is now hatefully angry at me thinking that I have lied to her and I can feel her energy has changed from Satanic (love, light, truth, compatability) to Xian/hebrew/Enemy. She cannot see when this happens but I have started to notice it, cause it happens once in a while and I think it's because she has ties to both sides of the spiritual war that is taking place in the world we inhabit. She acknowledges our god and creator, Odin, Satan, Lucifer, Shiva, Enki, and his many other names.. but also thinks that angels are not harmful/spiteful/nasty beings, and follows some new-age spiritual stuff with "angel numbers" and tarot readers that are tied to the enemy, I presume.. So obviously these energies don't mix and we are having problems. I find myself at times being attacked by the enemy to, and I am learning to control what is influencing me. At first I had the spiritual forces (energies) mistaken for random, unexplained emotional feelings, but now I understand what's going on and I try to block out the enemy. Perhaps there is something seriously wrong with my soul, I don't know. I was trafficked as a child and put through ritual abuse and summonings and all kinds of ugly stuff. My surroundings were xian/christian/catholic/jewish mostly, and now I know where I belong because I've used my discernment to distinguish that one "god" hates and abuses humans and wants us to be afraid, while our true creator god loves us and brings us peace and joy.
So I believe the enemy is influencing people around me, at times. I want to ask for help here and see how my fellow Spiritual Satanists can guide me down the true path that I am ready for. I fear my own soul may be in schism and I may be part jewish or something because both forces seem to have a way to come into my life no matter what I do. Maybe that is the point of splitting a person's personality, and ritual abuse, and stuff that I went through. Which is a long story and I don't think I should mention it here yet, so if anybody can understand this and offer advice, I will try to tap into it and grow and advance towards the light of Father. I wish to take my partner with me (most of the time we are on the same frequency/wavelength of energy). Thank you.
