Shadowcat said:
I hate my voice. It's deep and ugly. and wouldn't you know it it was actually the opposite before i hit puberty! I've gotten so sick and tired of people mistaking me for a man and finding my voice unattractive that I've decided to have laser surgery. Truth is it is deep because of a hormone imbalance I had as a teen and there are methods to correct abnormal vocal chords that have had excess testosterone exposure. I want my real voice back.
I had one lady on the phone years ago that wouldn't believe me that I was female and really was adamant about it and gave me a hard time. It got to the point where I took initiative to offer some form of identification. I'm sure I've turned a lot of people off with it and i myself don't like it.
I suffer from a hormonal imbalance, and the saddest thing is many of my female friends have some form of PCOS or Endometriosis. I've had mild PCOS since puberty. It's from all the harmful growth hormones and chemicals in our food and water supply I'm sure of it. It shouldn't be this widespread. It's definitely part of the agenda to attack us and further cause imbalance in our bodies. I don't suffer from the voice issue but my voice is a little deeper than some. I've mainly suffered with feeling more masculine than feminine even though I don't look it.
Have you ever tried Dong Quai? It's really good at regulating female hormones, it helps with estrogen production. I noticed I definitely felt more feminine when I was taking it and it helped me to have a more normal menstrual cycle. Much better than using synthetic estrogen in my opinion. But it might not work for everyone as everyone's bodies are different, just something to keep in mind.
We are all healing and deprogramming ourselves here slowly but surely, and we all have our own personal issues, insecuritie, and hang ups. But none of us are alone going through it at least. We are all on the path to overcoming them together. And we will! Step by step.
Wishing you all the best.
Hail Satan!