rui_miguel_2
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Good night.
I use drugs, I smoke hashish, almost everyday, and unlike what most of you might think, I don't do it just to laugh with my friends and have some fun.
It's something spiritual to me, it helps me a lot, it increases my performance, increases my concentration and reaction speed, and my counsciousness, I am more aware of things. When for example I look at an house, sober, I just see an house and maybe something else that draws my attention, but not as much as when I'm high, when I'm high, I see everything, the house's windows, the garden The door, everything! It really increases my sensory awareness. Also, I can feel my energy much better, I can literally feel it, its incredible, and I feel like I'm on a different plane of existence, I feel I'm far superior than the other people, I feel that nothing can touch me, nothing can hurt me!
I was reading an article on the JoS website about hypnosis and came across with this:
"People on drugs are extremely easy to control either psychically, as a skilled mage would do, or in an actual clinical setting."
"Drug use also puts holes in the protective aura that can easily be manipulated by an adept."
(http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Mind.html)
I disagree with being easy to control because it increases my concentration and awareness, a lot! And I do not experience the effects of having holes in the aura, I should have plenty of them by now, I smoke hashish a lot, almost everyday.
But I would like have the opinion from an adept, even with the positive effects that drugs offer me, am I still easy to control and am I making holes in my aura? If yes, is there something I can do to fight this without quit smoking hashish? Because it is something very important to me, I really enjoy when I'm high!
Thanks in advance.
Rui.
Hail Satan and the all the Gods of Duat!!
I use drugs, I smoke hashish, almost everyday, and unlike what most of you might think, I don't do it just to laugh with my friends and have some fun.
It's something spiritual to me, it helps me a lot, it increases my performance, increases my concentration and reaction speed, and my counsciousness, I am more aware of things. When for example I look at an house, sober, I just see an house and maybe something else that draws my attention, but not as much as when I'm high, when I'm high, I see everything, the house's windows, the garden The door, everything! It really increases my sensory awareness. Also, I can feel my energy much better, I can literally feel it, its incredible, and I feel like I'm on a different plane of existence, I feel I'm far superior than the other people, I feel that nothing can touch me, nothing can hurt me!
I was reading an article on the JoS website about hypnosis and came across with this:
"People on drugs are extremely easy to control either psychically, as a skilled mage would do, or in an actual clinical setting."
"Drug use also puts holes in the protective aura that can easily be manipulated by an adept."
(http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Mind.html)
I disagree with being easy to control because it increases my concentration and awareness, a lot! And I do not experience the effects of having holes in the aura, I should have plenty of them by now, I smoke hashish a lot, almost everyday.
But I would like have the opinion from an adept, even with the positive effects that drugs offer me, am I still easy to control and am I making holes in my aura? If yes, is there something I can do to fight this without quit smoking hashish? Because it is something very important to me, I really enjoy when I'm high!
Thanks in advance.
Rui.
Hail Satan and the all the Gods of Duat!!