Crystal Lake
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- Joined
- Jan 3, 2021
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Greetings, brothers and sisters, I have an question.
I can feel energy flows through my spine and head when I focus on myself. It feels like hot water running through a pipe, when it hits the bottom, it has a tingling sensation spreading through the thighs, when it hits the top of my head, I feel intense pressure in my brain and forehead. Sometimes I feel a sudden hit of energy in my chest. I'm not sure what these feelings are. Maybe it indicates that I have many meditation experiences in my past lives?
I read it on the JoS meditation pages: The water element feels cold, like a block of ice. I know Enki/Ea is the God of water.
Once, I came across an energy when I was thinking of Satan. This energy feels like cold water and ice, covering my whole body. I didn't meditate, and I know my own energy are usually warm, so I don't think this energy comes from myself.
When I look at Satan's sigil or pictures, I feel happy and I smile unconditionally. These are emotional feelings.
What's Satan's energy feels like? If it doesn't feels cold like ice.
When I look at Beelzebul's sigil, I feel a sense of familiarity and happy, and I think he's sigil is different from others. I also notice that the night when I dedicated, the Sun (His planet) conjuncted with my natal chart ruler. My Pluto also transited into 12th house since that night. I read that Beelzebul is patron of asian culture, and I'm asian.
I am now entering a new phase of my life, I would like to build good relationships with the Gods and other members here.
I can feel energy flows through my spine and head when I focus on myself. It feels like hot water running through a pipe, when it hits the bottom, it has a tingling sensation spreading through the thighs, when it hits the top of my head, I feel intense pressure in my brain and forehead. Sometimes I feel a sudden hit of energy in my chest. I'm not sure what these feelings are. Maybe it indicates that I have many meditation experiences in my past lives?
I read it on the JoS meditation pages: The water element feels cold, like a block of ice. I know Enki/Ea is the God of water.
Once, I came across an energy when I was thinking of Satan. This energy feels like cold water and ice, covering my whole body. I didn't meditate, and I know my own energy are usually warm, so I don't think this energy comes from myself.
When I look at Satan's sigil or pictures, I feel happy and I smile unconditionally. These are emotional feelings.
What's Satan's energy feels like? If it doesn't feels cold like ice.
When I look at Beelzebul's sigil, I feel a sense of familiarity and happy, and I think he's sigil is different from others. I also notice that the night when I dedicated, the Sun (His planet) conjuncted with my natal chart ruler. My Pluto also transited into 12th house since that night. I read that Beelzebul is patron of asian culture, and I'm asian.
I am now entering a new phase of my life, I would like to build good relationships with the Gods and other members here.