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I'm facing a serious problem which makes me unable to live my everyday life normal.
It started by a nightmare that a random classmate of mine died and in my dream I started to imagine how can that feel. And after this I continued the day normally,at afternoon it continued with intense fear and depression by getting a thought of my loved ones dying,and that I can never be with them again. Like torturing obsessive thought that can't pass my mind.. thinking of loss of my loved ones,and fear , I thought it's some mental illness,or side effects of my antibiotics,I thought anything..
But.
Since we are living in the current house,we always fear at kitchen and bathroom, feeling like some entity is there... My family members get sleeping paralysis,and feeling scared alone in the house .
Still I was not believing that this can be any entity.
I had an experience of my family member passing,one night at age of 10 I was asleep and woke up by a yellow light,and I was sitting and saw this yellow light and He said I'm going now .I tried to sleep after this but the yellow light didn't leave me,it was in my mind or something... And next day I got a call that the relative have passed,so I know that afterlife exists,and reincarnation.
My mom was telling me that she had a dream,wherein she was conscious,she talked to some entities there and the meaning of the dream was something like humans don't fight for their kids,they let them to be tortured.. but what matters is ,that.
At the moment I was talking at the kitchen with her about this dream,and that my grandmother have seen her dad spirit when he died ,and my mom in her childhood experienced aliens who bothered her,she slept with knife,and she got scar on her back shape of like the horse has on their feet..
And my mom says that these energies are with her and stuff...
My youngest brother is just 6. Even he fears at the kitchen and bathroom without knowing anything what's we are experiencing...
As my husband moved in here.. he started to experience these..fear and that feels like something is here..
So the main thing is that as my mom and I were talking about these things in the other room my husband was getting this kind of fear feeling..and since then the same dreams that I get ,death is there every night.. and something negative joins in the dream.
In my case this thought isn't leaving me at daytime neither.
As I was reading more and more on JoyOfSatan, felt more close to our Master,and remembered my family member who came to me as he died ,I felt relief..but as my husband still experiences this..again it started with me..
Btw in my last nightmare Jewish man was talking about universe and I could answer in my dreams,it was conscious dreaming.
I want to ask anyone who can help us..
What can this be,??
Is this the weapon or Jews?, Because my mom is Christian.
And what does this entity wants
Because now am sure it's some entity not a mental problem.. for all of us it came from nowhere...
The night before my last nightmare I've seen Jews in the local market as well..if that makes any difference.
Pls help us.
What should we do
I'm facing a serious problem which makes me unable to live my everyday life normal.
It started by a nightmare that a random classmate of mine died and in my dream I started to imagine how can that feel. And after this I continued the day normally,at afternoon it continued with intense fear and depression by getting a thought of my loved ones dying,and that I can never be with them again. Like torturing obsessive thought that can't pass my mind.. thinking of loss of my loved ones,and fear , I thought it's some mental illness,or side effects of my antibiotics,I thought anything..
But.
Since we are living in the current house,we always fear at kitchen and bathroom, feeling like some entity is there... My family members get sleeping paralysis,and feeling scared alone in the house .
Still I was not believing that this can be any entity.
I had an experience of my family member passing,one night at age of 10 I was asleep and woke up by a yellow light,and I was sitting and saw this yellow light and He said I'm going now .I tried to sleep after this but the yellow light didn't leave me,it was in my mind or something... And next day I got a call that the relative have passed,so I know that afterlife exists,and reincarnation.
My mom was telling me that she had a dream,wherein she was conscious,she talked to some entities there and the meaning of the dream was something like humans don't fight for their kids,they let them to be tortured.. but what matters is ,that.
At the moment I was talking at the kitchen with her about this dream,and that my grandmother have seen her dad spirit when he died ,and my mom in her childhood experienced aliens who bothered her,she slept with knife,and she got scar on her back shape of like the horse has on their feet..
And my mom says that these energies are with her and stuff...
My youngest brother is just 6. Even he fears at the kitchen and bathroom without knowing anything what's we are experiencing...
As my husband moved in here.. he started to experience these..fear and that feels like something is here..
So the main thing is that as my mom and I were talking about these things in the other room my husband was getting this kind of fear feeling..and since then the same dreams that I get ,death is there every night.. and something negative joins in the dream.
In my case this thought isn't leaving me at daytime neither.
As I was reading more and more on JoyOfSatan, felt more close to our Master,and remembered my family member who came to me as he died ,I felt relief..but as my husband still experiences this..again it started with me..
Btw in my last nightmare Jewish man was talking about universe and I could answer in my dreams,it was conscious dreaming.
I want to ask anyone who can help us..
What can this be,??
Is this the weapon or Jews?, Because my mom is Christian.
And what does this entity wants
Because now am sure it's some entity not a mental problem.. for all of us it came from nowhere...
The night before my last nightmare I've seen Jews in the local market as well..if that makes any difference.
Pls help us.
What should we do