Disciplining myself and keeping promises to the gods.

[Inventor_Occulti _Fati]

I have been progrssing on the path but I have ran into issues regarding keeping a promise I made to the gods.
The only promise I have made is that I would like to do the RTR's every single day. I asked for nothing in return. It is just something I want to do to show the gods that I can be commited to a promise.

However, I have run into some problems. My job is a sweet manual labor gig while I am in school that is only three days a week. The shifts are 12.5 hours and the job is thirty muinites away. I have minimal time on my hands to do everything I need to do in the evenings even without RTR's. I have been trying and failing to do the full final RTR these days. It is necessary for me to shorten my kundalini and hatha yoga routines just to fit everything in. I have found that I only have time for the first part with aura cleaning at best. If I do the full ritual I get reduced sleep time. In this job I really need my sleep and I have found that if I reduce it my body cannot recuperate and staying awake while driving is difficult.

Is there any energy work that I can do to stay awake and push myself? I am trying to get to the point where I am as industrious as possible.
Doing the daily RTRs is what is expected of an SS. I am looking to prove that I can do this.

 

[Henu the Great]

I would recommend doing this as a quick energy-raising method: https://satanslibrary.org/Rtrs/Raising_Energies.html

And, pranayama: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Yogic_Breathing.html

 

[BlackOnyx8 [JG]]

I have been progrssing on the path but I have ran into issues regarding keeping a promise I made to the gods.
The only promise I have made is that I would like to do the RTR's every single day. I asked for nothing in return. It is just something I want to do to show the gods that I can be commited to a promise.

However, I have run into some problems. My job is a sweet manual labor gig while I am in school that is only three days a week. The shifts are 12.5 hours and the job is thirty muinites away. I have minimal time on my hands to do everything I need to do in the evenings even without RTR's. I have been trying and failing to do the full final RTR these days. It is necessary for me to shorten my kundalini and hatha yoga routines just to fit everything in. I have found that I only have time for the first part with aura cleaning at best. If I do the full ritual I get reduced sleep time. In this job I really need my sleep and I have found that if I reduce it my body cannot recuperate and staying awake while driving is difficult.

Is there any energy work that I can do to stay awake and push myself? I am trying to get to the point where I am as industrious as possible.
Doing the daily RTRs is what is expected of an SS. I am looking to prove that I can do this.

Read this post by JG Blitz
Overcoming Major SS Limitations: Gaining Free Time

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I have been progrssing on the path but I have ran into issues regarding keeping a promise I made to the gods.
The only promise I have made is that I would like to do the RTR's every single day. I asked for nothing in return. It is just something I want to do to show the gods that I can be commited to a promise.

However, I have run into some problems. My job is a sweet manual labor gig while I am in school that is only three days a week. The shifts are 12.5 hours and the job is thirty muinites away. I have minimal time on my hands to do everything I need to do in the evenings even without RTR's. I have been trying and failing to do the full final RTR these days. It is necessary for me to shorten my kundalini and hatha yoga routines just to fit everything in. I have found that I only have time for the first part with aura cleaning at best. If I do the full ritual I get reduced sleep time. In this job I really need my sleep and I have found that if I reduce it my body cannot recuperate and staying awake while driving is difficult.

Is there any energy work that I can do to stay awake and push myself? I am trying to get to the point where I am as industrious as possible.
Doing the daily RTRs is what is expected of an SS. I am looking to prove that I can do this.

You are trying to do too much in too little time, especially if you are attempting to manage a 40 day working on top of this.
Get your sleep on these days, then do multiple RTR's on the off-days.

Generally, I think the best careers for SS involve minimal work per shift, but spread out over more days. This leaves enough time to do our daily tasks, maintain our spiritual energy, and so on.

 

[AFODO]

First of all It was stupid to promise something like this, there is no way someone ever could do RTRs for the rest of their life without missing a day.

The gods will understand that you can't keep up with this, next time do not promise impossible things, and focus on your advancement and to rest well. Do the RTRs when you have time to do so. We are not machines that able to give 100% 0-24

 

[Inventor_Occulti _Fati]

Thank you all for your responces. I appreciate your support.
I have moved to doing the FRTRS during the week like you suggested Blitzkrieg.
I have a tendency to make foolish rash decisions occasionally. I will sublimate this in the future to prevent it from happening again.