AgainstAllAuthority said:
Alright, I prepared everything as instructed. The black candle, the needle, the paper, the dry pen.
I wrote the prayer on the paper and then I went to prick my left hand index finger with the needle. But I couldn't get past the pain.
I tried void meditation and focusing on other things and still couldn't get past the pain of pricking the finger. I meditated for an hour and while inserting the needle the pain just got too extreme. I never felt so much pain in my life.
Maybe I was too excited?
Maybe it's a sign from Satan that he didn't want my dedication?
Today I got all kinds of ideas to deal with the pain:
- tapping another finger with a hammer, so have another source of pain to focus on
- using a lancing device (medical pricking device)
- using ice to desensitize the finger
However now I have a question: is extreme pain a necessary part of the ritual? Did Satan reject me? I don't know what to think. In the past I didn't have trouble with feeling pain and I could easily get past it.
I'm certainly not a jew as many years ago I did an ancestry test and the result was that I have 0% kike DNA.
Using the hammer is a bad idea, you will probably break your finger.
Just as using the ice cube, as this will result in your blood vessels to contract, and this in turn will make sure that NO BLOOD is coming out of ur finger.
Here is my step to step guide:
1) prepare everything, sterilised needle, dry pen, the prepared prayer, where u only need to sign ur name.
2) now warm ur whole arm up, use your muscles, use your hand, pump it, so you see your veins and arteries, get the blood really pumping through your arm, hand and fingers.
3) massage your left index finger very very firmly. Grab it tight and massage it hard. This will get the blood everywhere in that damn finger.
4) prick your finger until „the pain gets too bad“... then stop and abruptly use much force to prick even deeper. -ouch, yes but now it’s done (666% better than the dumb idea using the hammer.)
5) now probably there is still no blood...
Now you grab the root of your index finger, and firmly squeeze any and all blood from the root of your index finger to the top where the prick is. Do this until u have a nice big drop of blood.
Dip the pen in the blood, and sign Ur name. Don’t wish the blood away after the first dip, as you maybe need to re-dip the pen in the blood.
No enemy influence, no sign of Satan, this is just your own fear of a little prick and the pain involved.
Good luck, you got this.