Dedicated Four Years Ago

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Hello. I dedicated myself to Lucifer four years ago,  but I fell off in a sense after awhile. I've felt no presence of demons and I am always paranoid and feeling watched. It's like a painfully lonely feeling slowly made me become more "Atheist" than "Satanist". What sort of things should I do in order to rid myself of this spiritual numbness? I've never figured out who my Guardian was, and the watched feeling intensifies by extreme proportions whenever I try to meditate to near terror. I can hardly sleep. It's worse in a room that has a mirror. Any ideas? I cannot power through the feeling, I've tried.
Thanks in advance,
Mercury.

 

[Sims336]

IF you are on the up and up, FEAR is your enemy. It us up to YOU to give into it or not.


I have been a dedicated Spiritual Satanist for three years, next month. And I was terrified
at first because of all the brainwashing, but I knew, intellectually, that it was the right path.
Father Satan told me to, "Set aside your fear and walk in the sunlight." I did. And HE has
never let me down. I don't fear anymore. Even though I was recently under attack,
I never truly had fear. But I wanted it to stop. I know Father Satan is real! And the Gods are
real! So get over it.


Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Fri, 9/30/16, ebhdrtzwl5uep42hno7qpmvs4uoykhpfnnibdxl6@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Dedicated Four Years Ago
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, September 30, 2016, 10:01 PM


 









Hello. I dedicated myself to Lucifer four
years ago,  but I fell off in a sense after awhile. I've felt no presence of
demons and I am always paranoid and feeling watched.

It's like a painfully lonely feeling slowly made me
become more "Atheist" than "Satanist".
What sort of things should I do in order to rid myself of
this spiritual numbness? I've never figured out who my
Guardian was, and the watched feeling intensifies by extreme
proportions whenever I try to meditate to near terror. I can
hardly sleep. It's worse in a room that has a mirror.
Any ideas? I cannot power through the feeling, I've
tried.
Thanks in advance,
Mercury.









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[satansdemons]

When I hear people complaining about such things, I always say - "go back to the basics"!

Are you reading the JoS website?!

Have you done the 40 day empowerment program by HP Hooded Cobra?

All these things that you have stated, happens because of ignorance!

Also become involved in the group and find a "connection" with Satan, with prayer and love!

In Satan's Service!

 

[satanicninja]

How to Clean Your Aura
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

Aura Of Protection
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

Meditation for Protection
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html

Satanism and the Kundalini Serpent
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... alini.html

Here are some comments from johnson_akemi:

You can do a Banishing Ritual or visualize Satanic electric-blue fire filling your room to banish a malicious entity.

Banishing Ritual
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html

Satanic Electric-Blue Fire (The picture is towards the middle of the page)
http://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/extras.html

 

[Taol]

you could put a cover on the mirror and cloak the room in electric blue flames and use vinasa (banishing) then after that do Aura of Protection. K void and start the meditation you want to do.

Try to ignore as much of them as possible, if you are afraid try to focus on something else or do void meditation.

With time your fear should subside.

Not a bad question to ask for help though as how to deal with fear.

 

[Taol]

You could light some incense too.. some help to calm down.. There are those that are called 'anti-stress' or 'relax' which is a blend meant to help you relax or relieve stress or something.

Like aroma therapy, those might help too.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Also make sure to time your banishing ritual properly, which is done by using this website.

Astrology Today: Moon Phase, Moon Sign, Moon Void of Course, Eclipses, Apogee, Perigee, Retrograde Planets and more   This website once your accurate location is put in can give you accurate results about the moon's activity, there is also a lunar calendar that will give you accurate information about the moon's daily activity with it.

Make sure to bookmark the pages, and then put back into it a false location, and then keep those bookmarks.

I can say that this website works very well. I have been using it for over a year.

 

[wkymlxoapm7z5yf2wrwqw374dsutvqam364idj5r]

I need assistance in pursing Satan. I would really like to meet up with somebody please.

 

[satanicninja]

Please read this thread:

Satanic "Meetups" in the Physical World
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic16534.html

And the following comments and threads:

"....  In the larger groups, one can expect some differing opinions, and differences in personal beliefs. Please bear this in mind and use common sense before considering any advice you might receive. Satanism is thinking for yourself, so it is important to be selective when faced with new information.

If you have questions, feel free to ask them in the groups, but we strongly encourage you to read through the information on the Joy of Satan website first. Too many people neglect personal study. Satan is the bringer and giver of knowledge. One cannot advance in Satanism without knowledge. It is obvious in the groups regarding those who make statements with a serious lack of knowledge. You will be able to discern truth from bullshit if you take the time to study. This will also help you in dealing with this sort of thing in your every day life offline. Please read the rules listed on the front page of whichever group/s you wish to join, before joining and make sure you understand them.

Please be aware that there are enemy infiltrators in all of our e-groups. Some of these claim to be 'Satanists' but their trolling, harassment of our members, and their working to cause disunity within the Satanic community reveals their true purpose. If you ever receive any harassing or unwanted e-mails from the above, please either notify the JoS ministry, and/or post the identity of the harasser/s to the JoS e-group/s.

Also, please be aware of your own personal security when online and especially in any e-groups you belong to. Giving out personal information is very unwise."

Joy of Satan E-Groups
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... roups.html


Information concerning Spiritual Satanism are found on the Joy of Satan and Exposing Christianity sites.


True Satanism is about elevating and empowering humanity, which was our True Creator (Satan's) intention.

www.joyofsatan.org
http://joyofsatan.org/

The following articles provide proof that everything in the Christian religion and in the bible has been STOLEN from other religions that predated it from all around
the world. Christianity is a tool for removing spiritual/occult knowledge from the populace so this power can be kept in the hands of a few to manipulate and
enslave the masses.

www.exposingchristianity.com
http://see_the_truth.webs.com/


"... Satan is the bringer of knowledge. The goal of Spiritual Satanism is to apply this knowledge and transform our souls into godhead, as was originally intended by our Creator God Satan."

Spiritual Satanism
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... IONAL.html

"... True Satanism is transforming one's soul through power meditation."

Energy of the Soul
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... nergy.html

"... One of the most important things we can do as Satanists, is to establish a strong relationship with Satan."

The Truth About Satan
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Satan.html

Most Spiritual Satanists make a commitment to Satan. The commitment is very important because Satan protects us as we work to advance our powers. Those who go it alone or without any spiritual protection often meet with disaster. Once one makes a commitment, Demons often guide us and work with us to help us advance. Unlike right hand path religions, Spiritual Satanism encourages action. Satan wants his people to live life to the fullest and to evolve."

Spiritual Satanism
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... IONAL.html


No human being is of more importance to Satan than a warrior is. Satan will reward you profusely as he has with me.

Concerning Spiritual Warfare
http://web.archive.org/web/201601261243 ... rfare.html

Hell's Army 666
http://web.archive.org/web/201602141421 ... y_666.html

"... Those who are actively working for Satan will receive help from the Powers of Hell and this also has to do with the motivation to do meditation.

The more you do for Satan, the more he does for you."

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Tee ... pics/90607


Making a Commitment to Satan
http://www.joyofsatan.org/SATANIC.html


The 40 day meditation program is for those who have just dedicated their Souls to Satan and for those who are new and need some more guidance aswell:
http://web.archive.org/web/201606192253 ... ://dawn666
blacksun.angelfire.com/Joy_of_Satan_Ministries_Meditation_Program_40_day.pdf

Starting Guide For New Satanists – All Basic Info
http://web.archive.org/web/201605301638 ... New_SS.pdf

Satanic Meditation Information
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html

Reverse Torah Rituals
http://www.angelfire.com/wizard/pixie66 ... glish.html

These are the current rituals we are doing (5.10.2016):

Two Reversal Rituals to do Until the 10th of October
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic16380.html

Hell's Army 666
http://joyofsatan.comxa.com/hailtosatan ... y_666.html

What Today Needs!
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10009.html  

 

[lord easton]

just because you don't feel that Satan and his demons are not there does not make this the case . get over that fear you have .how should you do that ? by reading and studying jos .i too used to get fearful feelings .but i would read up on some sermons on jos and it would go away . i get the sense that when you say fell off a bit you mean you were not doing what you were supposed to be doing power meditations,yoga etc.i after doing my dedication to farther did not do anything at all .nothing  no yoga or power meditations . and i started to do it about a year and a half ago and it's so rewarding . i had some health issues going on and it got pretty bad it came with some symptoms . i notice when i stop these symptoms come back . yoga changes that .i say all this because at one point when i was not doing  what i should have been doing i felt like you feel now . i feel like because you just go on and do you and not focus .the enemy will try to get you. when i am  doing my rtrs they mess with me . that's what they do they are pest and will mess with you for as long as they have a window of opportunity. ignore the heck out of them . the gods are there for you . i have not seen or heard from any demon in maybe a couple of months  . but i know they are there . to me it is like if me and you were friend's i mean really good friends  and i don't call you for 7 months. that does not mean i don't have your back  and i am not here for you.i also feel like there's a set time when the gods may feel the need to make contact with you . they have come to me when i least expected .  now the question i have for you is are you really doing what you are supposed to be doing . i see and here more if i am working on improving myself . when i sit and do nothing  that's what i get nothing . or are you doing what you should be doing ? if so the more power you gain the more they ( the enemy) will want to mess with you

On Tuesday, October 4, 2016 7:24 PM, "malikmckinney4@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I need assistance in pursing Satan. I would really like to meet up with somebody please.

 

[Jay Eff]

The more you meditate, empower yourself, and fight for Satan via RTRs and online warfare; the more open you will be to him and The Gods/esses. You will start receiving signs and you will be inspired to study, or even write certain things you will become more in tune with yourself and the universe. This is all coming from personal experience. I dedicated 4 years ago, but I was having problems and issues and was always looking for "other ways" to fix these problems instead of just doing what I should be and now I find what I WANT to be doing. Turn your focus away from certain distractions. Change your priorities. We are warriors and potential Gods, but nobody can make you fight or make you meditate. Just like no one MADE you dedicate you did that yourself. It starts with the mind you have to just do it.


Once you start doing these things you will open up more and Satan will see this, & that you are seriously working for and with him. He will come to you more and more you will feel him. Every time I make a long post like this I feel him inspiring with me. He finds a way to get his messages across no matter your level of psychic awareness. Usually certain messages will be relayed with a symbol of his in some way, shape, or form. This is what I have experienced. For example, yesterday on my bike on my way to work, I was stressing about some things that were going on that day: I left my phone in a co workers car and when I tried to get ahold of him the previous night and he wouldn't answer. My phone is how I communicate in these groups so I felt cut off from my family. I was also worried about being able to pay for my doctor's appointment because I wouldn't get my paycheck in time. There is a farm on my route to work and normally in the morning the animals aren't out, but this morning as I passed EVERY SINGLE goat that resides on that farm was out by the fence, just chillin, it made me smile, it put me a peace. I knew in my soul that Satan was telling me that everything would be fine. Later that day when I got off work my co worker told me he noticed my phone in his truck and charged it up for me and left it by the time clock where we clock in. The guy who does are paychecks is was going on vacation the next day so he did all of our paychecks a day early (now o have the money to pay for my doctor's appointment today) I was stressing over nothing and Satan found a way to tell me to chill out.


I believe this was a small gift for me. A token of appreciation from Satan, because after a lot of struggle, and stubbornness on my part. Because I finally quit making excuses and started doing everything I should be doing. I empower myself, study, and participate in warfare EVERYDAY no matter what NO EXCUSES. I find a way to do these things. I WANT to do these things. And I feel Satan with me everyday. If you do these things, even if you view them as a chore, do it anyway. You will find the more you do them, the more you will want to do them. You will want your life to be fully Satanic. Distractions like TV, video games, social networking and the like will become less appealing. You will feel Satan's presence, he will communicate with you more. You have to come to him as well. This is not a one way street.


Hail Satan!!!
Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell!!!
May the jew be trampled under Satanic feet!!!