Debt to the Gods

[Viego]

If I were to take my own life but I haven't yet paid in full one of my debts to a God, would He understand if i pay it in another life time or later?

 

[nema]

Woah what happened?

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

If I were to take my own life but I haven't yet paid in full one of my debts to a God, would He understand if i pay it in another life time or later?

Or instead of taking your life and putting off a strange payment, stay alive and do useful things for yourself and the Gods.

Small Acts? I don't think so.

Oftentimes I am told by many of our SS that they would like to do "big acts". The situation is that before we can even do big acts or do them properly, we have to do the small acts. You won't instantly fly over to "big acts" in existence. What we refer to as "big acts" is a series of smaller...

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[Tethys333]

If I were to take my own life but I haven't yet paid in full one of my debts to a God, would He understand if i pay it in another life time or later?

I don't know what happened, but I certainly wouldn't answer a question like that because I wouldn't want you to find an answer and thus consequently increase your chances of suicide.
What I can only tell you is that problems and everything that does not lead you to an easy path are always there in life whether it is this one or another. I can assure you that you will always find them.
What I feel I am advising you is to fight to the end, that nothing is lost and above all that Gods will always support you, I have experienced it firsthand

I am aware that it is not easy to get through a bad period, but it takes a lot and a lot of willpower.
If I'm not mistaken I've also seen you in the Italian forum, I recently translated a thread by High Priest HoodedCobra666 that invited people to write their problems here on the forums in order to find a solution. Because, it sounds strange, but the solutions are there.
Good luck buddy!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

If I were to take my own life but I haven't yet paid in full one of my debts to a God, would He understand if i pay it in another life time or later?

Don’t take your life.

 

[Ara666]

If I were to take my own life but I haven't yet paid in full one of my debts to a God, would He understand if i pay it in another life time or later?

Life is a struggle for everyone. We all have bad times.
Seriously, don't go down that road.
Your life mission is not to kill yourself.
Think of it this way: what if in your next life you don't get the opportunity to repay it?
Your karma will stick with you in your next life. And you might struggle even more.
Do the best you can in this lifetime.
Think about Satan and the Gods. You'll heal from this

 

[Viego]

This topic is not about the Deal with the God I made in itself which is God Abigor , Bless be his entire being and existence on all levels.
I feel this " Don't worry buddy , don't even think about that debt of the deal , I understand " this is not a case where I am free to meditate so how could I even follow up on my deal when I can't even carry on with my own life and have enough privacy to even be able to advance on myself anymore. This will soon change. This was more about 'giving up.

I feel that He understand truly and fully the situation so this should have not been put the way I did , I just wanted to emphasize the 'good bye' but at the moment all is good , I have shared my mind and feeling better.

In the night when I made this topic , I was reading Satanic Ethics as a follow up of one our beloved and respected Brothers here , I was reading on Goddess Astarte ethics and focusing on her then I had this dream.

Note: I don't insinuate that might have been Her or Her influence but in the same time It might have been something that She tried show me. I found this dream very interesting , I had this kind of stuff before but this one was very different and ending was truly unexpected, it happen as followed :

"I dreamt that I was in a field of green grass. It was daytime, and the sky was blue. Everything seemed normal, peaceful. Then, suddenly, a distant noise echoed, as if the beginning of an apocalypse. Out of nowhere, a massive, invisible, and furious monster started hunting me, wanting to take my life. I was terrified and ran from it.

As I ran forward across that field, I suddenly found myself in a forest, dense with trees and absolute darkness. I entered, hiding within its shadows. The monster was still there, still hunting me, but somehow, I felt that it couldn’t find me, that I was safer there—but not for long. I kept running, silently, subtly, making sure not to be detected.

Eventually, I emerged from the forest, and before me was another field, bathed in normal daylight—blue sky, calmness. Everything seemed okay, even though I was still being hunted, still filled with fear. Realising I had nowhere left to hide, I saw a large rock and positioned myself behind it, aiming a rifle with a scope toward the dark trees, waiting for the monster to appear. I had no choice but to face it.

Then, just as I was peering through the scope, ready to fire at the invisible creature chasing me, someone came beside me. It was a woman—stunningly beautiful. She looked at me and said, "Why do you want to shoot? After all the blessings and gifts you've received?"

I was left speechless. "???" My mind spun, flooded with complex, strange emotions. It was the last thing I expected. I had braced myself to face the monster, and instead, she appeared, saying those exact words."

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Additionally : I'm in a transformation process , all carrying on , all is good , thank you all for the carrying , this gave me hope and power to keep pushing. I will never forget anyone involved in my well-being, never ever! Thank you Brothers and Sisters for your contributions and support , may the God's bless you all!

666 HAIL SATAN! HAIL TO THE GODS AND HAIL HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY AND BEYOND! 666