Cured my porn addiction.

[Purified666]

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First of all I want to say thank you to both Lydia for sharing the advice on how to cure the porn addiction to Hidden Warrior, and Hidden Warrior for sharing that with us.
I will post what Hidden Warrior wrote at the end of my post.

I have been watching porn since I was 10, I basically grew up with it. I masturbated to porn for multiple times a day, two times a day was a minimum. When puberty hit me, that number rose as high as 8 times a day. As you might imagine, it became a down-spiral of degeneracy pretty quick. It twisted my view on sex, women and it completely messed up my brain.

Due to events in my life, I decided to cure this bullshit. Thankfully, this post was made around the same time I decided to do a working for it. https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=23955

I used only Uruz rune for 40 days. I used the same affirmation Hidden Warrior shared.

I regret not doing it sooner, to be honest. I no longer feel the addictive pull the porn used to have on me, I can use my imagination more freely and it feels much more better to do so . Not to mention that I feel great and full of energy. Masturbating to porn incessantly will sap you of your vitality and stamina.

So again, thank you!

Hi.
I am trying to quit porn too.

I received a tip from Lydia (thank you) while asking for a SR reading, so I will paste it here.

"As for the porn addiction, I know of 2 other SS men who successfully did a freeing the soul working to fix the same problem. Uruz might be the best rune to use as it also rules sex, so the affirmation can be something like "In healthy and beneficial ways for me, I am now totally and completely free from watching porn, and able to enjoy a healthy sex life".

Also, vibrating Uruz into your sacral chakra can help, and affirm that any blockages or problems with your sacral chakra are removed. If you find your sex drive becoming out of control, switch to Berkano in the sacral, at least for a while. Berkano won't inhibit it, but balance and nourish"

Now basically I started a work using uruz and sowilo (to empower the uruz rune), and using an affirmation like Lydia suggested. After this one, I will do a Mars square to increase my male energy or another like this if I see that it needs more day.

Also , find a girlfriend or masturbate using ONLY your imagination.

This fucking shit has destabilized a part of my mind.

 

[luis]

Congratulation!

 

[Gearshift]

It twisted my view on sex, women and it completely messed up my brain.

So when exactly did you get a girlfriend? or did the views you encounter hurt your views of relationships thus you never got one?

 

[Malkom2]

I've also found it's necessary to fill the hole of porn in your life, or else your mind will linger on it. So surround yourself with culture, ideally according to your race. Philosophy, art, music, etc., and distance yourself from all jewish media whenever possible, also find a hobby of some sort.

 

[Shael]

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Good job

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

Congratulations brother! It's always good to hear from other SS having success with workings and setting themselves free.

Hail Satan!

 

[Hidden Warrior]

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I'm really glad that this is working also for you. I want to thanks again Lydia for her help with this problem.

Just to point it out: keep working to restore the natural sexual life. I no longer feel the urge to watch porn, but the mind still need to perceive real sex as really exciting. Due to all the years of watching it, it's like the brain release dopamine only when watching it from an external point, and doesn't do the same effect when in "first person".
I think that I will do another work with wunjo or uruz to heal this kind of psycological problem.

Never surrender
HH

 

[MercuryWisdom]

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Due to events in my life, I decided to cure this bullshit. Thankfully, this post was made around the same time I decided to do a working for it. https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=23955

I used only Uruz rune for 40 days. I used the same affirmation Hidden Warrior shared.

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Good job Purified even though I was the one that posted that thread I still haven't quitted porn I am still trying though unfortunately I can't do a working due to lack of privacy :|

 

[Purified666]

Congratulations!

Thank you!

It twisted my view on sex, women and it completely messed up my brain.

So when exactly did you get a girlfriend? or did the views you encounter hurt your views of relationships thus you never got one?

Little over a year ago. I had a lot of problems at the start of our relationship, I was just confused and didn't know what to do. I have never fallen in love before I met her. All my experiences with girls before her were essentially one night stands. When I fell in love I had to deal with thoughts of cheating on her, wanting to have multiple partners, etc. And I had every single xian relative telling me to cheat on her. I reflected, realized what I actually want and started on dealing with those thoughts.
And no, I didn't cheat. After the shaky start, things got better and we were happy. The story has a sad ending however, but that's for a new topic and not this one.

Whatever you do, do not listen to the advice xian troglodytes tell you. If you do, you'll end up like King Theoden from LOTR when he listened to what Wormtongue has been telling him. Weak and pathetic.
And no Gandalf will save you, only you can save yourself.

I've also found it's necessary to fill the hole of porn in your life, or else your mind will linger on it. So surround yourself with culture, ideally according to your race. Philosophy, art, music, etc., and distance yourself from all jewish media whenever possible, also find a hobby of some sort.

Definitely true. I found that whenever I'm bored(i.e not doing anything productive) I started to get the urges to watch porn. But I fixed that problem as well.

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Good job

Thanks!

Congratulations brother! It's always good to hear from other SS having success with workings and setting themselves free.

Hail Satan!

Indeed! I hope this will motivate fellow SS who are struggling with porn to cure themselves from it. Porn is one of the worst things that has happened to me. I'm glad I purged that dross from my life.

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I'm really glad that this is working also for you. I want to thanks again Lydia for her help with this problem.

Just to point it out: keep working to restore the natural sexual life. I no longer feel the urge to watch porn, but the mind still need to perceive real sex as really exciting. Due to all the years of watching it, it's like the brain release dopamine only when watching it from an external point, and doesn't do the same effect when in "first person".
I think that I will do another work with wunjo or uruz to heal this kind of psycological problem.

Never surrender
HH

I got over the whole "getting aroused only when watching pixels on the screen" by focusing solely on my partner at the time when I was masturbating. It took a while, but it worked. On the 26th is a good day to start a Mars Square, I remember you mentioning that you want to do it. Unless you started it already, mark that date down in your calendar.

Good job Purified even though I was the one that posted that thread I still haven't quitted porn I am still trying though unfortunately I can't do a working due to lack of privacy :|

Well that sucks. Maybe try coming up with a creative solution to your lack of privacy? You can tell your parents that you'll practice speaking English, but since you don't want anyone to hear you because it'll make you embarrassed, you'll do it in the car, for example. I know it sounds silly, but it might just work.

 

[darkmonkey666]

To be addicted to something like this may mean a person themselves has some kind of hang ups about sex. I don't exactly know how it's even possible otherwise. I have thought about this a bit not that I use this that much to be honest especially not the mainstream stuff that is just pure jewish garbage almost entirely. I don't even know how anyone could get off to it. There is a balance one has to achieve this likely means you suppressed your own sexual desires a lot in this or a past life to the point now since you are a little more free (or not if you feel guilt about your sexuality along with it) you go way overboard to the point everything becomes about sex. Achieving that balance would be to go out and find an actual partner who is somewhat ok to not terrible energy wise to connect to and enjoying it with them. Then porn will have no appeal at all nor any desire to go watch it. You can do a working for this.

Porn leads to a lonely life it's NOTHING compared to the real thing.

Xtians are the highest in being addicted to this stuff I notice cause they do suppress their desires to the point they lose control.
So dont use your desires in visualizing to gain what you want. You CAN have a partner anyone can you can be satisfied. You just have to think positive. Don't lose control or you are a slave to something.

Good Luck and Congratulations on getting away from this.

 

[Purified666]

To be addicted to something like this may mean a person themselves has some kind of hang ups about sex. I don't exactly know how it's even possible otherwise. I have thought about this a bit not that I use this that much to be honest especially not the mainstream stuff that is just pure jewish garbage almost entirely. I don't even know how anyone could get off to it. There is a balance one has to achieve this likely means you suppressed your own sexual desires a lot in this or a past life to the point now since you are a little more free (or not if you feel guilt about your sexuality along with it) you go way overboard to the point everything becomes about sex. Achieving that balance would be to go out and find an actual partner who is somewhat ok to not terrible energy wise to connect to and enjoying it with them. Then porn will have no appeal at all nor any desire to go watch it. You can do a working for this.

Porn leads to a lonely life it's NOTHING compared to the real thing.

Xtians are the highest in being addicted to this stuff I notice cause they do suppress their desires to the point they lose control.
So dont use your desires in visualizing to gain what you want. You CAN have a partner anyone can you can be satisfied. You just have to think positive. Don't lose control or you are a slave to something.

Good Luck and Congratulations on getting away from this.

Damn. You think this has to do with past life hangups? I didn't suppress my sexual desires in this life, I thought about it and I really don't remember any instance of me doing such a thing. But for as long as I remember, I was always horny. I don't think that many children start having thoughts about sex at the age of six, like I had.
So it must be from past lives. Well, I'll work on removing the hangups and later on do some past life regressions. I'm really curious about what the fuck was I doing back then.

And yeah, porn is bad. It has done nothing for me, it's literally useless. I couldn't be happier to have ridden myself from that pestilence.

 

[Gearshift]

But for as long as I remember, I was always horny. I don't think that many children start having thoughts about sex at the age of six, like I had.
So it must be from past lives.

I did probably by the time I was 3 I don't recall my toddler years but it's possible past-life stuff.

I think the primary thing your trying to state is you "woke up" and wanted to enjoy your life sexually. But because everyone around you is in your age range position. My best guess is just like me "you WISHED for sexual interaction" in other words "do what adults do" but because your feelings were "invalidated" you crushed yourself or your actions began to go inward and thus you probably developed this habit of looking at pornography as a means of trying to relive your youthful days with sexuality at hand.

Unfortunately in my personal opinion despite what people might think and might consider me a bad person. You should have been more precocious and done things. Despite what people might think, I wouldn't be surprised if you have fantasies of going back to your childhood and doing things at said age.

Also funny enough even if what I said sounds extreme and wrong by the time you got to your ages above you should have been with someone and enjoyed your life. Perhaps it would have solved a lot of problems and particularly internal "war" inside you. For example I regret trying to fuck my cousin at age 9 when I should have done it with the girl who encouraged me to fuck her, who was a school student in my class. Perhaps had I fucked her at 9, I wouldn't be in this mess now a days as being a 29 year old loser virgin who never done anything not even so much as grabbing a girl's tits or ass or kissing. Plus the more I look at myself in the mirror the more I realize "Wow so this is what it's like to have a worthless loser pathetic skinny (saturnian/neptunian)generational planet looking body from a 29 year old loser, never knew I would be such a piece of shit".

I guess what I'm trying to state is I never got the confidence fucked into me. And the more I age the more disgusted I become with everyone. Not to sound anti-sexual and turn this thread into some sex negative thread but if I never been with anyone how can I go ahead and just be with someone who already probably been with so many partners. I've been trying to change my mentality cause I know I'm not a young person anymore but it's hard. In the end I just realize it seems like people are way smarter, way more fun, way more enjoying of life. And here I'am dealing with problems since childhood on basically how to fuck someone.

Reminds me recently of reading on a 58-year old virgin who back in 2014 was interviewed so the person is probably 62, 63, or 64 years old currently. And I said to myself "Hmm I would not in any way, shape, or form be surprised if I turned out that way."

So to make a long story short invalidation of sexual feelings at a young age may have caused you to crush yourself as I did in my opinion to myself. Especially considering we live in a very xtianistic World even in a more liberal area. The sheer fact is my best guess is your desire to go for the "kill" so to speak scares the living shit out of people. My guess is you realize what is right and what is wrong to connect with someone but always choose the past of remaining scared because you fear something.

I think in the end it's just fear but not normal fear more like a very suppressed and compressed fear that has been twisted and contorted into something. Perhaps like a scar or something, maybe past-life stuff, or maybe just current world issues or something. I doubt a curse but considering how much the bible hates sexuality, you never know.

In the end I see you as myself a broken person who probably never amounted to anything. Not to disrespect but to tell you, you could have been greater just had the confidence fucked into them and never been scared. In fact it's not even a one time sexual thing it's probably just a line of release and relieve, knowing your wants and needs are being met.

I guess on one situation it's possible you might be scared of your own sexuality and it's possible lack of limits or whatnot if that is what you are. I would not be surprised if a few days pass and your sexuality gets modified and goes into deeper more crazier areas of life.

Unfortunately it sounds like I'm this sex crazed person just unable to relieve myself with a partner. But if you look at my astrological chart it's quite the opposite with my sexuality being dialed down to the slowest freight train style movement it builds up and moves and hard to stop but it takes a bit to ramp up in speed. I guess the only thing keeping my sexuality pumped up is my plutonic aspects. But Mars in Taurus sure has a habit of keeping me down.

Also I should probably point out another factor in my issues with a partner is physically. For some reason being very attached to my body and physical understanding. Well to put it bluntly and make a story short, I grew up and the one area you expect to grow never grew. I went through puberty without a millimeter of growth in the virile member. Plus considering I'm uncircumcised it seems I'm quite sensitive, in fact getting off in less than 20 seconds isn't all that surprising in any way, shape, or form. So I guess aside from certain factors of mine there is also other factors at play.

In the end I just come to realize that life is a worthless piece of shit and it hates you so it exacted some revenge. I know that sounds like a pornographic mentality having a large virile member and it might be but at least something I guess. Either way I just keep going and hope for the best. Albeit it's not what I like doing instead spending a lot of time trashing myself and thinking of what-ifs.

So Purified666, it's possible in my past life I was a xtian or infested with xtianism or perhaps it's just the way life is and considering life is piece of shit worthless thing just comes to show you how degenerated humanity is and lack of Eugenics and other aspects that make life more tolerable.

As for you I don't know past-life stuff seems reasonable to assume.

 

[Shael]

But for as long as I remember, I was always horny. I don't think that many children start having thoughts about sex at the age of six, like I had.
So it must be from past lives.

I actually know a few people who also had this. It's not as rare as it might seem, it's just that most people dont talk about these things.

 

[Purified666]

But for as long as I remember, I was always horny. I don't think that many children start having thoughts about sex at the age of six, like I had.
So it must be from past lives.

I actually know a few people who also had this. It's not as rare as it might seem, it's just that most people dont talk about these things.

Oh, alright. I assumed that most people were late starters in that area .

 

[Gearshift]

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Thank you Purified666 for what you said. I thought what I posted might have had a response more on the negative side.

Either way mature yeah I guess I suppose, will admit I do have a thing for MILFs and older women. I mean heck the amount of older women growing up as a kid wanting to fuck is quite a bit.

I do wonder if my early sexual awakening was kinda bad. I have a friend who told me he didn't really get that way till nearing 13 or so, in other words he grow up more normally and well is kinda in the same position never been with anyone.

As for me like I said it's possible "invalidation" of feelings due to not finding people my age. I guess if I lived somewhere were we interacted with older people it might have been better who knows kinda like your stories of being younger and older girls throwing themselves at you.

It seems to me like you live or lived in an area were people were more care-free and well I don't want to just say casual experience cause sometimes things occur. But seems like the girls were more mature and would take charge. I guess as someone who doesn't make the first move or doesn't really grab the person. It's kinda nice seeing the women do the activities men are supposed to do according to some women. Albeit that just invites the question of "Men's job" and then it's like "Well aren't women supposed to do their job". It's one of those statements made by women in a really ignorant manner.

It's a shame there is a lot of negativity with women in not being the one hunting the guy down. Perhaps it would have helped me out with someone.

As for me it seems every time someone made a move on me I freaked the fuck out. For example one girl, it's a shame she was a latina slightly darker complexion she was really sweet and I heard she liked me a lot, I shy'd away and freaked the fuck out. Or like during summer school in High School some new girl a red headed girl, my favorite as I love red-haired women, she came up to me talked to me and her stupid friend got jealous and cock-blocked me. Never spoke to her again nor even went up to her and said "Hey lets meet up after class when summer school ends and talk your friend is kinda annoying don't bring her she interrupted us".

I don't know I guess now a days after many years of isolation and imprisoning myself and lacking in so-called friends or adult activities. I've kinda given up, I just don't see myself interacting with anyone.

Anyways Purified666 although I'm not saying this decision lightly. In fact I kinda hesitant to put it out there as it might not be the proper choice. But have you ever in your life considered asking for a Succubus?

I'm sure your lack of spiritual openness is a hindrance but it might be what your after. It is a way of finding a certain Soul-mate albeit it isn't a human Soul-mate, it would be a being of higher power Nordic woman. Have you ever given it thought to that?

 

[Malkom2]

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Having sexual thoughts at a young age is definitely normal for some people. I started thinking about that kind of stuff when I was 9 or so. The only problem was, I was very curious with very easy access to internet, so I found porn rather quick. Speaking of which, the first porn I ever saw was hardcore bondage. Needless to say that warped my perception of reality greatly. But vibrating sol and thurs into my sacral, and doing mars squares basically eradicated the whole issue. I fear to think where I'd be in life if I never found the JoS.

 

[Purified666]

Thank you Purified666 for what you said. I thought what I posted might have had a response more on the negative side.

I rarely get emotionally involved when I discuss something. I take things being said objectively, even criticism(not that you criticized me) as long as it's constructive.

Anyways Purified666 although I'm not saying this decision lightly. In fact I kinda hesitant to put it out there as it might not be the proper choice. But have you ever in your life considered asking for a Succubus?

I'm sure your lack of spiritual openness is a hindrance but it might be what your after. It is a way of finding a certain Soul-mate albeit it isn't a human Soul-mate, it would be a being of higher power Nordic woman. Have you ever given it thought to that?

I have thought about it. Recently I went through a bad breakup(really, really bad) recently and I won't be ready to love someone new for a some time. She was the only woman I fell in love with and she made me feel things no other woman did. She made me feel love. She was truly special.

I'm in a bad phase now and confused. Hence all the things I said if should sleep around, should I wait or should I get a Succubus. I'm in a difficult situation and don't know what to do.

I did get an answer from Father Satan when I was thinking of just sleeping around yesterday, I was led to something that was an obvious no. (this doesn't mean that you shouldn't find someone, that answer was strictly for me, not you.)

So that settles that. I'm in a period of waiting now, maybe the person I lost will finally wake up and come back or I'll dedicate my love to a Goddess when I'm ready to do so. I hope it's the former, but we'll see.

 

[Purified666]

The only problem was, I was very curious with very easy access to internet, so I found porn rather quick.

Sounds about right. Same here. Since I knew what I wanted to see, I didn't stumble into hardcore stuff like you did. But porn does numb you down, regardless if it's hardcore or "normal". And eventually you'll start sinking deeper and deeper into more degenerate shit.

I'm glad you cleared yourself from porn. Doing this working was one of the best decisions I made.

 

[Gearshift]

Speaking of which, the first porn I ever saw was hardcore bondage. .

I just hope you do realize such so-called "extreme" forms of pornography or activities aren't wrong. I mean I'm sure some might not like it, it seems like here in the JoS we have some "sensitive" people but that doesn't mean it's wrong or negative or evil, just different as long as it is tastefully done i.e. stop or limits. Of course bondage can get extreme and either the person really doesn't know when to say no or the person has a hard time stopping i.e. the person doing the actions.

But don't think what you saw is completely negative or warped or whatever. It's just different, I agree it's probably not the traditional stuff most are exposed to, but non the less non-vanilla is a type of activity some people do.

Still it's good to hear you conquered some issue, keep up the good work.

 

[Aquarius]

Hi guys, I’ve been using Munka to free myself from sexual hangups since October 27th, and the hangups I had were very bad tbh, it’s been working greatly and it feels so freeing, I’m freed from that shit, I discovered porn too when I was 6 and I can still remember that fucking stuff which a 6yo should not even think about. The working is great and in 40 days it will most likely have profound effects but I am going to continue doing it for 90 days as a 10+ year problem is better tackled heavily.

 

[Purified666]

Hi guys, I’ve been using Munka to free myself from sexual hangups since October 27th, and the hangups I had were very bad tbh, it’s been working greatly and it feels so freeing, I’m freed from that shit, I discovered porn too when I was 6 and I can still remember that fucking stuff which a 6yo should not even think about. The working is great and in 40 days it will most likely have profound effects but I am going to continue doing it for 90 days as a 10+ year problem is better tackled heavily.

Nice job! I was thinking of doing a Munka working myself to remove some sexual hangups I still have left. I'm glad I did this working first though, since It removed the need and addiction I had to watch porn, since porn was the main cause of those hangups in the first place, it's going to make removing those blockages that much easier.

And since I'll be finishing to other two workings today, I'll be able to start the Munka working soon. It's going to go hand in hand with the Mars Square I'm doing, the timing couldn't have been better

 

[HPS Lydia]

Just now seeing the ping to me, I'm glad I was able to be of help

But for as long as I remember, I was always horny. I don't think that many children start having thoughts about sex at the age of six, like I had.
So it must be from past lives.

I actually know a few people who also had this. It's not as rare as it might seem, it's just that most people dont talk about these things.

Oh, alright. I assumed that most people were late starters in that area .

My friends and I knew about sex from a very young age, 5 or so, there were other girls, sisters, a bit older who told us things. These girls were a bit messed up though, their parents would have sex in front of them. But I somehow knew about sex before being told about it anyway.

 

[luis]

Just now seeing the ping to me, I'm glad I was able to be of help

I actually know a few people who also had this. It's not as rare as it might seem, it's just that most people dont talk about these things.

Oh, alright. I assumed that most people were late starters in that area .

My friends and I knew about sex from a very young age, 5 or so, there were other girls, sisters, a bit older who told us things. These girls were a bit messed up though, their parents would have sex in front of them. But I somehow knew about sex before being told about it anyway.

This is the most disgusting thing I have ever read in my life, how can the parents do something like that in front of their kids? :shock: We seriously need a puke emoji...