hailsatan99
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i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.
they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.
i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.
how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.
they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting towards satan, the gods or demons.
i am a satanist, and always will be, i am very loyal and all that,
and these such impulsive thoughts truly make me angry at myself, and fulled with fear for disrespecting the gods, demons, or satan.
how many others experience this?
and are the gods angry at me when such things occur? i truly do not want them to be, these thoughts are of my own, yet there not.