@KyleHenderson.
Drug use entirely damages your aura and you get NO WHERE EVER as a Spiritual Satanist because of it if you continue to use it. There is another member here if the enemy is not fucking with him too hard who will tell you the real horror of meth. The enemy nordics(angels) tricked him into taking it for the exact same reasons you are mentioning now, and his aura is in serious need of repairing, which makes his daily life 70x harder than most will ever know here. His username is RichardLesterHailSatan, keep and eye out for him and ask(or search his posts about meth in the search engine on the group) you will want to run away screaming from meth when you hear his story.
Drug use comes directly from the enemy to ruin anyone who might think about, or they know is going to return to Satan. These beings plan several years in advance for those of us(their enemies) to try and ruin everything in our lives, I know because I have been experiencing it for 16 years prior to returning to Satan. I used to smoke cigarettes those alone almost killed me through the heart attack(which was ultimately the attack from the enemy to try and try the kill on me.) There is NOTHING Spiritual about drug use at all. It's like commiting the suicide.
Whatever you experienced except for seeing our Gods is false. a Pagan(what we are by birth right and is our correct title as a being) is only supposed to have one personality. It makes no sense to have more than one because the person would have no touch with reality because of it.
It would seem that the enemy hoped to keep you in the darkness, and the misery for 8 years with no answers to intentionally keep you away from Satan. But, your Soul, just as mine fought really hard to find Satan against all the odds here you stand a Satanist.
You have one personality find it. Power Meditation will answer that question of which personality you have, and show it to you in time typically in small pieces you can process at a time because that kind of information takes a lot of processing.
I also recommend you stay away from your enemy controlled mother until you figure out a better approach. It is not everytime the enemy controls a family member that they are truly against us. When there's bullshit, know it's the enemy and that has bullshit written all over it figure out a better approach to your family jehova hates the family entirely and will do ANYTHING to cause the fuck up in the family life and I mean ANYTHING including things you would never have had the thought about, what I clearly see here is just the beginner bullshit with the family structure and the enemies attempt to try and do the destruction of it I do suggest that you keep everything Satanic a secret though.
In that light, you need to stop meth, because the enemy almost has the same control over you because of it. Drugs make enemy influence effortless in anyone's life, especially a Spiritual Satanist the enemy invented drugs. It's time you dropped it or you will FAIL as a Spiritual Satanist no matter how hard you try(yes I said i again to make sure it stuck)
@ThomasWinebarger.
That's the enemy tricking you. None of our Gods/Goddesses would leave a confusing message with a nonsensical name like that at all. I recommend you STOP using the ouija board for now as you are new and lack the proper study, and experience. The enemy will try this relentlessly from multiple angles to try and deter you from Spiritual Satanism typically through giving you the nonsensical answers, and by then trying to put in your head that Satan does not care, it will primarily make you look at what little progress you are making while manipulating the thoughts in your mind, or putting the thouhts there directly to try and make the burn out. Basically you are setting your expectations entirely too far at this time.
You Kyle, and Thomas, are setting up for extreme disaster trying to summon our Gods/Goddesses right now at this point. It's far too early. I understand your earnesty(at the core of your Soul that is) to try and reconnect with our Gods/Goddesses, which is your earnest intent with the summoning your earnest intent of being with Satan(which is our natural birth right) is why you are here and a Satanist. But, you need to understand that our Gods/Goddesses are extremely busy, and are NOT to be summoned for trivial reasons(which will come out at this time due to lack of Spiritual advancement you need to gain beforehand.) It's best that you both start off with this Meditation program and put the idea of summoning OUT of your mind for a while.
The Meditation program.
http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf
And a helpful sermon From High Priestess Maxine Dietrich.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ience.html
HAIL SATAN.