Not sure if this is going to become a series, but I think some people will benefit. Not sure if people will find this story a black pill, white pill, red pill, or somewhere in the middle.
Many many years ago, there was a case of me having some buddies which in the very least weren't good people, or let's say very decent people. One might as well totally call them beggars or worthless dipshits. Our so called friendship was based on some strange aspect of mercy from my side to their side, which needless to say broke on me and taught me an important lesson for the years to come.
This enlightened me to all the faults of Christianity, Communism, Socialism, and all the related "merciful" systems, but I did not rationalize this understanding until some years later. Even on the most fundamental level they do not work, not even on a personal level. The amount of problems these create are exponentially higher than the problems that they solve. We choose to remain blind to this reality for the same reason people willfully remain blind about things such as the abusive character of Abrahamic religions. It's victimhood.
One person of these so called buddies, was basically what one would call a beggar, almost in the literal sense, not the figurative one. One day, they started complaining to me that they didn't have a Playstation which was new the fad at the time. At the time, they were 10 years or more older than me, so they had a job and everything, but they were one of these "extremely" and not "just a little" lazy people. Eventually, and eventhough I had only one Playstation which I really liked, I decided to sacrifice it and give it to my so called "friend", assuming it would give them happiness and also strengthen our so called "friendship", and gave it away happily and without many thoughts. This was common behaviour from my behalf, whatever was requested, I gave, thinking this was a normal thing to do, and telling myself some strange lies such as "Oh, my friends will definitely return the favor, only if they could!".
Later on this person requested from me a bike, and of course, without thinking, I also gave my only bike. "Can I borrow this gameboy from you and return it next week?", "Sure buddy why not!". I also gave the Gameboy, which I surely knew my family would not appreciate the loss of the item, so I kept this secret from them.
Eventually out of this gesture this person went around to other people, some friends and others not much friends, and what happened was the reverse of what was expected. Not only we did not in anyway become better friends, but essentially they kept asking for more and more favors, such as money, which I was giving up until a point, out of friendship. The primary thought of this was "That is my friend!".
In the end of this my behaviour became totally unsustainable as I was found out and was of course got a big shout for this, and I was told that I should go and demand all the things I gave back. I chose back then to not do it. I was "convinced" that my so called "Friends" would always have my back, since in my view I was a really helpful friend.
Wasn't exactly the case in their view, though.
This same expectation exists in many normal people. Generous people can in some cases have an innate personality, considering it normal, that what they give to other people will strengthen bonds, or make their relations with other people better. As it turned around this particular person told other people that he thought I was extremely wealthy, assumptions. After this they started devising plans to get to me emotionally to provide more gurbs, including the general guilt tripping methods that all parasites and bullies of the world engage in.
The real moment of revelation came down in two cases. After my family back then found out, they clearly disapproved of my behavior and tried to reason it out with me that this situation was really and totally wrong. Of course I refused this, but had no longer to squander around Playstation, or another gaming console for that liking.
And this is when things took the downwards slide. Before this, the existing hatred and jealousy in said people which were before "Friends" only revealed itself. The gurbs stopped and I was obviously in the wrong for not giving them more gurbs. I was confronted with the reality that none of my gestures were taken not as gestures of friendship, but rather were taken as gestures of a "Justly deceived reward" for their ability to emotionally coerce and exploit a silly goyim.
Looking back at least a couple of these were jews to begin with. Eventually as I drove away this parasitic hive, I further had to deal with slander by these people, who only went forth and said the worst about the person who did the best they could to them.
Clearly in the mind of a young person things like this have quite a toll. The recovery however in my case was very quick. After I cleared my mind and I had a conversation with them as to why "We were friends no more" [their complaints] I merely replied that "I do not want a parasite like you as a friend anymore". If I knew better, I'd have added "jewish worthless slime" in the quote as well, and be doubly evil. This very truthful statement was of course used to make me look evil to all other people involved, and how I was a bad and evil person who mistreated the poor victim. But I knew the truth so it was OK.
Sort of how a jew goes up to someone with slander, demands, and attacks, and when the goyim recoils and refuses to cave in, the Goyim is a total Nazi. This was my first step towards the direction of moral and spiritual strength. Now it clearly means nothing but back then it meant a lot. The same thing happened in Nazi Germany, the jews were enjoying sanctuary of theft, cultural perversion, destruction, and enjoying the fruits of those stupid enough to keep them in, whom they were driving to the grave.
The moment the victim woke up and requested them to cease, they of course did not do this. And today we have the slander about how "Evil" the Germans were for just cutting off the crap with this intense exploitation of themselves.
Many of you can possibly relate here on a personal level also. The so called "Friend" you did a favor to and never returned it, your so called "boyfriend" or "girlfriend" you completely went out of the way and did personal sacrifices in order to help, or some scum employer in a workplace that one day fired you over a silly argument, the list goes on. A bully at school that gets punched in the face and goes crying to the principal that you punched them in the face while they have frequently been terrorizing the whole school. Many examples here.
Out of the tens of people one has as friends, it comes down to a final inspection of one or two people that may actually see and understand "giving help" means. Normally these are the strong, and not the weak types. The same goes unfortunately in many families, with people whom are caring and dependable are only few people. Do not make the mistake that I am talking about "EVERYONE" above, but this is the striking majority of people, and that is a reality.
Let me tell you how these people behave is not only immoral, but one can deduct many examples of my experiences, as I did. One understanding that this caused me, is that every relationship has to be a two way street. If it is an one way street, it is not a relationship, it turns towards parasitism. And parasitism only always end with the parasite sitting there with an open mouth and attacking you for not sucking the last fibre of your soul out, merely because it's a parasite.
Another understanding is that "charity" is only a deadly weapon. The more charitable you are, the more the person on the receiving end is going to hate you. The solution to the worlds problems is not free garbage and charity, but restoring the generative and self empowering powers in people. Granting wishes to everyone else always will get you to be the evil person for not granting more wishes. If you ever fail to this end, people will humiliate you, attack you and discredit you.
The xian paradigm of "Charity" is the worst paradigm there is for social development. Not because charity is evil. Charity is totally fine. What the xian paradigm does is put charity as a purpose to the totally ungrateful, the totally botched, and the total parasites. This is deadly for a civilization. A millionaire walking down the street and going to the nasty suburbs, and giving people there 500$ for the month, one after another, won't last long until some junkie cuts his throat to steal his phone and a few more dollars to waste it into nothingness.
Needless to say, what "Christian Charity" tells us is that every person who is weak and worthless, is there because they were wronged by someone stronger than them, criminalizing the power of those stronger and make it always look as immoral and evil [since the strong in the bible are the Gentiles whom the jews wanted to destroy]. This can be an outrageous lie. What Gentiles are blamed for in the bible, as an "immoral behaviour" is that they did not blindly and openly allowed themselves to be dominated by the jewish parasites and cater to all of their demands and robbery.
"How evil of these Egyptians they didn't give us all their swords for free so that we can use them to kill them with! Oy vey! Let's cast curses on them to get them to give us free gurbs so that we can kill them later with this! *dirty handrubbing intensifies* " - Some Levantine Kike in 800 BC
This is why "charity" has always got to be protected by common sense and cases have to be checked individually. And on a fundamental level there has to be a status of deserving something for something else. Otherwise all one does is breed parasites more and more until everyone is consumed.
I see this all the time in White people, wrong charity. They kiss everyone else's ass, do favors to all that is foreign and aggressive to them, and hostile, hand advanced technology to people who did not develop it and would gladly use it to kill them, get out of their way constantly to give help to jews and other similar parasites that will essentially only kill them in the end.
People going down in some desolate 3rd world place, expect them somehow that they will be treated with love and that this help that they give will be some sort of mutual bond of friendship, but the other party only thinks that when it grows up, it will just extinct whitey. Like yay we helped these people how good and moral of us, why these people dislike us tho? One wants to avoid this question and keep lying to one's self because this shows a fundamental flaw of wrong into their own self, not on the person doing parasitism on them.
Needless to say this is psychological insanity and for a life-form to behave in this way is liable to a dazed or confused life-form that is hit with some sort of toxin from another impending predator. In the case of White people that is the jews. The toxin is the morals of christianity.
I see dozens of White women going down in Africa to play the maternal infertiles in some extremely remote village, and pretend they have any great maternal instinct that is better than this of a blind dog, but even a blind dog would at least understand to take care of it's own puppies first to the best of their power. Make no mistake I have no hate for the blind dog, I think that is highly honourable coming from an animal, it still has sense and it still has smell.
For White people it's moral to abandon your own puppies to die and go onwards to cater the babies of a crocodile or a panda or another species. Then the other species kills you and people experience a mental clash as to why it happened. Maybe because you weren't supposed to act like a dumb idiot and go feed crocodiles because they are the least likely to give a shit about you realistically speaking?
We will have a better humanity with a better behaviour, properly spiritually balanced, when more people meditate and face their own attics as individuals. Currently the enemy rules because the psychology and mentality of people is similar to that of the enemy, so within people like this, the worst types always get to rule the others and define their rules.
-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
Many many years ago, there was a case of me having some buddies which in the very least weren't good people, or let's say very decent people. One might as well totally call them beggars or worthless dipshits. Our so called friendship was based on some strange aspect of mercy from my side to their side, which needless to say broke on me and taught me an important lesson for the years to come.
This enlightened me to all the faults of Christianity, Communism, Socialism, and all the related "merciful" systems, but I did not rationalize this understanding until some years later. Even on the most fundamental level they do not work, not even on a personal level. The amount of problems these create are exponentially higher than the problems that they solve. We choose to remain blind to this reality for the same reason people willfully remain blind about things such as the abusive character of Abrahamic religions. It's victimhood.
One person of these so called buddies, was basically what one would call a beggar, almost in the literal sense, not the figurative one. One day, they started complaining to me that they didn't have a Playstation which was new the fad at the time. At the time, they were 10 years or more older than me, so they had a job and everything, but they were one of these "extremely" and not "just a little" lazy people. Eventually, and eventhough I had only one Playstation which I really liked, I decided to sacrifice it and give it to my so called "friend", assuming it would give them happiness and also strengthen our so called "friendship", and gave it away happily and without many thoughts. This was common behaviour from my behalf, whatever was requested, I gave, thinking this was a normal thing to do, and telling myself some strange lies such as "Oh, my friends will definitely return the favor, only if they could!".
Later on this person requested from me a bike, and of course, without thinking, I also gave my only bike. "Can I borrow this gameboy from you and return it next week?", "Sure buddy why not!". I also gave the Gameboy, which I surely knew my family would not appreciate the loss of the item, so I kept this secret from them.
Eventually out of this gesture this person went around to other people, some friends and others not much friends, and what happened was the reverse of what was expected. Not only we did not in anyway become better friends, but essentially they kept asking for more and more favors, such as money, which I was giving up until a point, out of friendship. The primary thought of this was "That is my friend!".
In the end of this my behaviour became totally unsustainable as I was found out and was of course got a big shout for this, and I was told that I should go and demand all the things I gave back. I chose back then to not do it. I was "convinced" that my so called "Friends" would always have my back, since in my view I was a really helpful friend.
Wasn't exactly the case in their view, though.
This same expectation exists in many normal people. Generous people can in some cases have an innate personality, considering it normal, that what they give to other people will strengthen bonds, or make their relations with other people better. As it turned around this particular person told other people that he thought I was extremely wealthy, assumptions. After this they started devising plans to get to me emotionally to provide more gurbs, including the general guilt tripping methods that all parasites and bullies of the world engage in.
The real moment of revelation came down in two cases. After my family back then found out, they clearly disapproved of my behavior and tried to reason it out with me that this situation was really and totally wrong. Of course I refused this, but had no longer to squander around Playstation, or another gaming console for that liking.
And this is when things took the downwards slide. Before this, the existing hatred and jealousy in said people which were before "Friends" only revealed itself. The gurbs stopped and I was obviously in the wrong for not giving them more gurbs. I was confronted with the reality that none of my gestures were taken not as gestures of friendship, but rather were taken as gestures of a "Justly deceived reward" for their ability to emotionally coerce and exploit a silly goyim.
Looking back at least a couple of these were jews to begin with. Eventually as I drove away this parasitic hive, I further had to deal with slander by these people, who only went forth and said the worst about the person who did the best they could to them.
Clearly in the mind of a young person things like this have quite a toll. The recovery however in my case was very quick. After I cleared my mind and I had a conversation with them as to why "We were friends no more" [their complaints] I merely replied that "I do not want a parasite like you as a friend anymore". If I knew better, I'd have added "jewish worthless slime" in the quote as well, and be doubly evil. This very truthful statement was of course used to make me look evil to all other people involved, and how I was a bad and evil person who mistreated the poor victim. But I knew the truth so it was OK.
Sort of how a jew goes up to someone with slander, demands, and attacks, and when the goyim recoils and refuses to cave in, the Goyim is a total Nazi. This was my first step towards the direction of moral and spiritual strength. Now it clearly means nothing but back then it meant a lot. The same thing happened in Nazi Germany, the jews were enjoying sanctuary of theft, cultural perversion, destruction, and enjoying the fruits of those stupid enough to keep them in, whom they were driving to the grave.
The moment the victim woke up and requested them to cease, they of course did not do this. And today we have the slander about how "Evil" the Germans were for just cutting off the crap with this intense exploitation of themselves.
Many of you can possibly relate here on a personal level also. The so called "Friend" you did a favor to and never returned it, your so called "boyfriend" or "girlfriend" you completely went out of the way and did personal sacrifices in order to help, or some scum employer in a workplace that one day fired you over a silly argument, the list goes on. A bully at school that gets punched in the face and goes crying to the principal that you punched them in the face while they have frequently been terrorizing the whole school. Many examples here.
Out of the tens of people one has as friends, it comes down to a final inspection of one or two people that may actually see and understand "giving help" means. Normally these are the strong, and not the weak types. The same goes unfortunately in many families, with people whom are caring and dependable are only few people. Do not make the mistake that I am talking about "EVERYONE" above, but this is the striking majority of people, and that is a reality.
Let me tell you how these people behave is not only immoral, but one can deduct many examples of my experiences, as I did. One understanding that this caused me, is that every relationship has to be a two way street. If it is an one way street, it is not a relationship, it turns towards parasitism. And parasitism only always end with the parasite sitting there with an open mouth and attacking you for not sucking the last fibre of your soul out, merely because it's a parasite.
Another understanding is that "charity" is only a deadly weapon. The more charitable you are, the more the person on the receiving end is going to hate you. The solution to the worlds problems is not free garbage and charity, but restoring the generative and self empowering powers in people. Granting wishes to everyone else always will get you to be the evil person for not granting more wishes. If you ever fail to this end, people will humiliate you, attack you and discredit you.
The xian paradigm of "Charity" is the worst paradigm there is for social development. Not because charity is evil. Charity is totally fine. What the xian paradigm does is put charity as a purpose to the totally ungrateful, the totally botched, and the total parasites. This is deadly for a civilization. A millionaire walking down the street and going to the nasty suburbs, and giving people there 500$ for the month, one after another, won't last long until some junkie cuts his throat to steal his phone and a few more dollars to waste it into nothingness.
Needless to say, what "Christian Charity" tells us is that every person who is weak and worthless, is there because they were wronged by someone stronger than them, criminalizing the power of those stronger and make it always look as immoral and evil [since the strong in the bible are the Gentiles whom the jews wanted to destroy]. This can be an outrageous lie. What Gentiles are blamed for in the bible, as an "immoral behaviour" is that they did not blindly and openly allowed themselves to be dominated by the jewish parasites and cater to all of their demands and robbery.
"How evil of these Egyptians they didn't give us all their swords for free so that we can use them to kill them with! Oy vey! Let's cast curses on them to get them to give us free gurbs so that we can kill them later with this! *dirty handrubbing intensifies* " - Some Levantine Kike in 800 BC
This is why "charity" has always got to be protected by common sense and cases have to be checked individually. And on a fundamental level there has to be a status of deserving something for something else. Otherwise all one does is breed parasites more and more until everyone is consumed.
I see this all the time in White people, wrong charity. They kiss everyone else's ass, do favors to all that is foreign and aggressive to them, and hostile, hand advanced technology to people who did not develop it and would gladly use it to kill them, get out of their way constantly to give help to jews and other similar parasites that will essentially only kill them in the end.
People going down in some desolate 3rd world place, expect them somehow that they will be treated with love and that this help that they give will be some sort of mutual bond of friendship, but the other party only thinks that when it grows up, it will just extinct whitey. Like yay we helped these people how good and moral of us, why these people dislike us tho? One wants to avoid this question and keep lying to one's self because this shows a fundamental flaw of wrong into their own self, not on the person doing parasitism on them.
Needless to say this is psychological insanity and for a life-form to behave in this way is liable to a dazed or confused life-form that is hit with some sort of toxin from another impending predator. In the case of White people that is the jews. The toxin is the morals of christianity.
I see dozens of White women going down in Africa to play the maternal infertiles in some extremely remote village, and pretend they have any great maternal instinct that is better than this of a blind dog, but even a blind dog would at least understand to take care of it's own puppies first to the best of their power. Make no mistake I have no hate for the blind dog, I think that is highly honourable coming from an animal, it still has sense and it still has smell.
For White people it's moral to abandon your own puppies to die and go onwards to cater the babies of a crocodile or a panda or another species. Then the other species kills you and people experience a mental clash as to why it happened. Maybe because you weren't supposed to act like a dumb idiot and go feed crocodiles because they are the least likely to give a shit about you realistically speaking?
We will have a better humanity with a better behaviour, properly spiritually balanced, when more people meditate and face their own attics as individuals. Currently the enemy rules because the psychology and mentality of people is similar to that of the enemy, so within people like this, the worst types always get to rule the others and define their rules.
-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
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