STEVENNEWTH666 said:
I have anphantasia which means I can’t visualize with my eyes closed all I see is completely darkness all I see is black I can’t visualize for example say a red apple no matter hard I try all I see is blackness my question is will that weaken my magick or meditations or astral projection or anything occult or on the Joy of Satan website for that matter anphantasia is permanent unfortunately and their is no way to enable me to visualize so my question is will I still be able to do the meditations astral projection and magick as effectively as someone who can visualize with their eyes closed or will it leave me at a disadvantage
Your visualizations are just one aspect of your will, but not a prerequisite to willing something. In other words, you do not need to visualize to complete your basic meditations, instead focus on the action happening (for example, the chakra being cleaned or empowered).
I would guess your condition to be caused by issues with your 6th chakra or moon energy. Working on this, as well as practicing both astral sight and general visualization should help this.
Yes, this is an obstacle for you, but it is one that you can overcome with practice and effort. Do not listen to people who are not SS, let alone refuse to believe the body can heal itself. Anphantasia is not permanent, nor is asthma, ulcerative colitis, or the millions of other conditions we are led to believe are chronic.
Therefore, do not give up. Although it may be hard for you as a beginner, you must have faith in your willpower and ability to manifest, and you must have faith that your visualization ability will improve as you train it.
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I would try to use an image of something for your practice. For example, look at a picture of an apple for 1 minute, then close your eyes and carry that image in your head. Keep doing this, and it should become easier for you to hold the image when your eyes are closed.
Have you opened your chakras yet? Are you working on the 40 day beginner guide?
40-Day Beginner Meditation Program
Also, yoga will empower your whole soul, including the areas responsible for visualization, without requiring you to meditate. Yoga is great for beginners for this reason. Start with perhaps 15-30 seconds per asana, and it won't take long to complete this. Add time as you advance.
Hatha Yoga PDF