Breakthrough.

[Aquamarine Springs]

I had an intense breakthrough and won a battle with fear I’d been a slave to for so long. I’ve seen some of the worst things I could imagine walking this path, and worked so long and so hard to purge and purify and remove. I’ve seen the astral creatures that latch on to the chakras and siphon your life energy. They are not something to fear, they are something to destroy and purge. I finally managed to defeat what was in my way thanks to the help of Lord Eshmun and Lord Apollo, two great and amazing Gods that are incredibly kind and strong, and very beautiful



I wanted to post a sort of commemoration I made, to mark the moment in the world as I’ve marked it in my soul.



I stepped through the shadow of false belief.

Where monsters bloomed in the corner of my sight

And in that dark, I lit a flame, over and over

A sovereign flame, born of divine soul, white gold and holy

I saw the teeth of fear thrashing at me and I stood ambivalent

I hid under my covers, and on the anniversary of my rebirth, you came to me.

They were illusions

Smoke on glass

I shattered them like a mirror

Under the divine light of Sowilo

The “monster in the darkness” lost its teeth

I am no longer a child running from shadows

I am a soul who sees

The pressure is off and the veil is thin

I feel the Gods caress my head

Juniper wind, and Apollo’s smile

Asmodeus grins in fire

For I have reclaimed my eyes

Let this be marked :

On this day, I remembered my vision is true

That I see with the eye of the soul

And that sight is mine

No more striving for what I already hold

No more fearing what cannot hold me

No more running

I stand, igniting my holy fire forever

I see


Thank you, Lord Asmodeus <3

Thank you, Lord Apollo

Hail Zeus