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Breaking Free From Habits (Gambling, And Failure in keeping old frame)

JeraOpus

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In my work life, I've shown my true selve, and asked a few questions, shared a lot, gave suggestions, I was rewarded too, but with specific intentions.

Recently I told someone, I change quickly (I don't have to mention here how that happens) - When the flow of energy is in head certain part then I am a different person, next time I am someone else, same with sacral, solar.

I didn't tell that person that it's the cause of Meditation, and energy manipulation, but due to it, I've made enemeis in my profession, and somoene literally told me (Good luck for future) - My reply to that was - Thanks.

Though it will make things hard for me, and when I change I might not be able to keep up with the previous self, and might end up losing everything I've made, including reputation, that's why I said it's not easy to be a hardcore meditator, and enjoy a normal life where you can have a balance. I asked that person what would be your intent to fix this habit I got reply 'I don't know'
 
Before I asked this person, they told me 'It's a habit of failure'
Afterwords I asked them this line 'I asked that person what would be your intent to fix this habit I got reply 'I don't know''
 
Don't reveal much to coworkers.

Other than that, bad habits have to be replaced with a positive equivalent. Replacing them with nothing, will bring you back to them every single time. It's like ditching Christianity for Atheism, instead of returning to the Ancient Gods.
So instead of gambling, and watching porn for fun (People should do something meaningful for them), when you empower chakras, they get stimulated, and when energies flow in them then you get memories of you what you have done in past, how it made you feel, and other experiencing depending on many factors, so if you have to completely erase that memory of gambling, or watching porn then how would you do that, rather than erasing what the lesson you learned from it?
 
So instead of gambling, and watching porn for fun (People should do something meaningful for them), when you empower chakras, they get stimulated, and when energies flow in them then you get memories of you what you have done in past, how it made you feel, and other experiencing depending on many factors, so if you have to completely erase that memory of gambling, or watching porn then how would you do that, rather than erasing what the lesson you learned from it?
Examples of what you can replace certain addictions with:

Drinking alcohol/sugary drinks -> Drinking water every time you get the urge
Porn -> Use your imagination (seriously)
Gambling -> Music (especially metal/rock, it replaces the dopamine you would get from gambling)
Video games -> Sports, gym, or working outside
 
So instead of gambling, and watching porn for fun (People should do something meaningful for them), when you empower chakras, they get stimulated, and when energies flow in them then you get memories of you what you have done in past, how it made you feel, and other experiencing depending on many factors, so if you have to completely erase that memory of gambling, or watching porn then how would you do that, rather than erasing what the lesson you learned from it?
The following articles cover the basics of requirements to achieve freedom regarding these types of things.



 
Examples of what you can replace certain addictions with:

Drinking alcohol/sugary drinks -> Drinking water every time you get the urge
Porn -> Use your imagination (seriously)
Gambling -> Music (especially metal/rock, it replaces the dopamine you would get from gambling)
Video games -> Sports, gym, or working outside
I am doing yoga, And searching for MMA content online saw some courses on udemy, i like control and was given MMA as a self defense, recently i've done something in my environment where a mess has been created, when you feel energy inside and you're inside your body too much, that you don't feel the pain punching wall, yes there was almost no pain when i punched a wall, Learning MMA is waht I want to do.
 
I am doing yoga, And searching for MMA content online saw some courses on udemy, i like control and was given MMA as a self defense, recently i've done something in my environment where a mess has been created, when you feel energy inside and you're inside your body too much, that you don't feel the pain punching wall, yes there was almost no pain when i punched a wall, Learning MMA is waht I want to do.
That's great, keep it up and you'll see your psychology and life change for the better.
 
Gambling -> Music (especially metal/rock, it replaces the dopamine you would get from gambling)
Depends. When you know what you are doing, there are games with an expected value above 1. So there is some room for serious people. But otherwise, yes, it is a waste of time.
 
Look , what do you truly expect to hear from a non-initiate and a person who has 0 knowledge and connection with the actual spirituality and energy manipulation and thing as such?

It's like explaining quantum psychics to a literal dog, do you expect the dog to know ? No, so what's in your head when you're telling somebody about how the 'meditations have affected me...' , beside all of this , there will be times of such cases but remember , whatever you do , you shall clean your soul and chakras with white-golden / golden energy every single day and not stay much with let's say 4 days straight of orange color [energy] without balancing.
Depends. When you know what you are doing, there are games with an expected value above 1. So there is some room for serious people. But otherwise, yes, it is a waste of time.
Regardless of the odds or how much one would try to 'calculate' and somehow manage a risk management system to somehow be on profits on a gambling in the end of the day , gambling is gambling and definitely not a sustainable source of income esp long term.
 
Regardless of the odds or how much one would try to 'calculate' and somehow manage a risk management system to somehow be on profits on a gambling in the end of the day , gambling is gambling and definitely not a sustainable source of income esp long term.
You are wrong. An expected value above one means more wins than losses.
 
You are wrong. An expected value above one means more wins than losses.
Sure, expected value over 1 means positive long-term potential — in theory. But in real life, variance can wipe out your bankroll before the math plays out. Even with perfect risk management, if you hit a losing streak, you’re done. And let’s not forget: casinos and sportsbooks change rules, limit sharp accounts, or block you entirely once you show profit. So yes, EV > 1 sounds smart, but reality has layers that theory ignores.

Personally , I have made some money due to literal Luck on a online casino and they have banned me , I don't remember what silly excuse they have made , something such as ' too many transactions ' or whatever , but in reality I wouldn't say that there's 0 but there's 99% of people who lose money out of gambling , especially that it is corrupt and everyone knows it.

Their own very systems , if you look at a machine and I worked in a casino , in the settings of a game , it shows an % per an amount , let's say 75% return or whatever , this in reality never happens , it does do happen , but not in that way and I can't say more then this on this matter but yea.
 
Look , what do you truly expect to hear from a non-initiate and a person who has 0 knowledge and connection with the actual spirituality and energy manipulation and thing as such?

It's like explaining quantum psychics to a literal dog, do you expect the dog to know ? No, so what's in your head when you're telling somebody about how the 'meditations have affected me...' , beside all of this , there will be times of such cases but remember , whatever you do , you shall clean your soul and chakras with white-golden / golden energy every single day and not stay much with let's say 4 days straight of orange color [energy] without balancing.

Regardless of the odds or how much one would try to 'calculate' and somehow manage a risk management system to somehow be on profits on a gambling in the end of the day , gambling is gambling and definitely not a sustainable source of income esp long term.
I did not mention to that person, meditation effected me, my reply to that person was 'I don't remain the same person'
 
Sure, expected value over 1 means positive long-term potential — in theory. But in real life, variance can wipe out your bankroll before the math plays out. Even with perfect risk management, if you hit a losing streak, you’re done. And let’s not forget: casinos and sportsbooks change rules, limit sharp accounts, or block you entirely once you show profit. So yes, EV > 1 sounds smart, but reality has layers that theory ignores.

Personally , I have made some money due to literal Luck on a online casino and they have banned me , I don't remember what silly excuse they have made , something such as ' too many transactions ' or whatever , but in reality I wouldn't say that there's 0 but there's 99% of people who lose money out of gambling , especially that it is corrupt and everyone knows it.

Their own very systems , if you look at a machine and I worked in a casino , in the settings of a game , it shows an % per an amount , let's say 75% return or whatever , this in reality never happens , it does do happen , but not in that way and I can't say more then this on this matter but yea.
I lost over 100 ETH in gambling, in the end I always lost in gambling, no matter how much I won, it's like a habit when you start winning then you can't stop, unless you tell yourself after x amount won you'll stop but you rarely keep track of it, otherwsie you try to recover your losses you keep on losing till there's no balance left, Gambling isn't a good thing tbh, I've been gambling since 2015 (Not anymore) - I started it as source of income to make enough to leave home, Heads and Tails was the first game I played online on a website, yes there were other games, too but they had these games on the website so people earn some points, then either use those points, or in greed gamble them trying to make more and use what those points are supposed to, But what stops someone from getting in greed to keep gambling in hopes you'll win if you increase after every lose, I've seen over 21 Losses in a row, yes these losses were on 50% chances, there's no way to beat this even if you play mathematically.
 
I lost over 100 ETH in gambling, in the end I always lost in gambling, no matter how much I won, it's like a habit when you start winning then you can't stop, unless you tell yourself after x amount won you'll stop but you rarely keep track of it, otherwsie you try to recover your losses you keep on losing till there's no balance left, Gambling isn't a good thing tbh, I've been gambling since 2015 (Not anymore) - I started it as source of income to make enough to leave home, Heads and Tails was the first game I played online on a website, yes there were other games, too but they had these games on the website so people earn some points, then either use those points, or in greed gamble them trying to make more and use what those points are supposed to, But what stops someone from getting in greed to keep gambling in hopes you'll win if you increase after every lose, I've seen over 21 Losses in a row, yes these losses were on 50% chances, there's no way to beat this even if you play mathematically.
Forget about it , forget about everything , move on and never gamble again. Do not let the past haunt you and do not do the same mistakes again.
 
I lost over 100 ETH in gambling, in the end I always lost in gambling, no matter how much I won, it's like a habit when you start winning then you can't stop, unless you tell yourself after x amount won you'll stop but you rarely keep track of it, otherwsie you try to recover your losses you keep on losing till there's no balance left, Gambling isn't a good thing tbh, I've been gambling since 2015 (Not anymore) - I started it as source of income to make enough to leave home, Heads and Tails was the first game I played online on a website, yes there were other games, too but they had these games on the website so people earn some points, then either use those points, or in greed gamble them trying to make more and use what those points are supposed to, But what stops someone from getting in greed to keep gambling in hopes you'll win if you increase after every lose, I've seen over 21 Losses in a row, yes these losses were on 50% chances, there's no way to beat this even if you play mathematically.
The problem is that you played like an andrapod games that have a negative one expected value, meaning they are built for someone else to make money off of you.

In this age there is no excuse to be educated about these subjects and to benefit from these systems.
 
In my work life, I've shown my true selve, and asked a few questions, shared a lot, gave suggestions, I was rewarded too, but with specific intentions.

Recently I told someone, I change quickly (I don't have to mention here how that happens) - When the flow of energy is in head certain part then I am a different person, next time I am someone else, same with sacral, solar.

I didn't tell that person that it's the cause of Meditation, and energy manipulation, but due to it, I've made enemeis in my profession, and somoene literally told me (Good luck for future) - My reply to that was - Thanks.

Though it will make things hard for me, and when I change I might not be able to keep up with the previous self, and might end up losing everything I've made, including reputation, that's why I said it's not easy to be a hardcore meditator, and enjoy a normal life where you can have a balance. I asked that person what would be your intent to fix this habit I got reply 'I don't know'
That Is so true though.. "normal" (...) people can mantain their usual act effortlessly, they become so good at playing their character that they go their whole life with one face expression. For us is different, especially if you are very sensitive to energy changes, even changing a shirt can have an influence on your behaviour...
 
That Is so true though.. "normal" (...) people can mantain their usual act effortlessly, they become so good at playing their character that they go their whole life with one face expression. For us is different, especially if you are very sensitive to energy changes, even changing a shirt can have an influence on your behaviour...
What it's with me is I wear the shirt based on energy I am feeling, sometimes i can walk without shirt depending on how comfortable I am being in open, depends on a lot of factors
 
The following articles cover the basics of requirements to achieve freedom regarding these types of things.



I searched for a few words on google for Binding on others, what I saw was shocking...

When you search for word 'Binding' then you get '
making it necessary for somebody to do something he/she has promised or to obey a law, etc.'

Wow, people have no idea at what level is impacts certain sensory people.
 
What it's with me is I wear the shirt based on energy I am feeling, sometimes i can walk without shirt depending on how comfortable I am being in open, depends on a lot of factors
I can already imagine myself on the street, casually minding my business as everyone else then a random dude just walk past me shirtless😎lol
 
I can already imagine myself on the street, casually minding my business as everyone else then a random dude just walk past me shirtless😎lol
No no no ,I Don't mean outside in public where I don't know the people, people with whom I am comfortable and are family with them I might, some even get lusty tbh...
 
I searched for a few words on google for Binding on others, what I saw was shocking...

When you search for word 'Binding' then you get '
making it necessary for somebody to do something he/she has promised or to obey a law, etc.'

Wow, people have no idea at what level is impacts certain sensory people.
A binding contract, yes. This is something very ordinary.

For spiritual resources, search sermons and the library, not Google or something.



You can sort search results by the poster, such as High Priest, High Priestess, and so on.
 
No no no ,I Don't mean outside in public where I don't know the people, people with whom I am comfortable and are family with them I might, some even get lusty tbh...
Chill man, I was just kidding with you.
 
A binding contract, yes. This is something very ordinary.

For spiritual resources, search sermons and the library, not Google or something.



You can sort search results by the poster, such as High Priest, High Priestess, and so on.
Some topics like this '[MP3] RTR Serpent Empowerment For Gentiles - High Priestess Maxine Dietrich'

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Some topics like this '[MP3] RTR Serpent Empowerment For Gentiles - High Priestess Maxine Dietrich'

Not Found​

The requested URL was not found on this server.

Additionally, a 404 Not Found error was encountered while trying to use an ErrorDocument to handle the request.
Hello. If this is the correct RTR, the MP3 is linked here at the bottom of the page

It looks like the MP3 you listed used to be in Thoth's Library but has been removed, or the link has been changed and needs to be updated
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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