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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:
facebook??? I am never on yahoo anymore. Hard enough to find time for it.
http://www.facebook.com/Darrkladyschild
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sillynut" <asamoahflorence@ wrote:
@ DARKLADY lol its ok! YOU WERE PROBABLY BORN ON A FRIDAY THATS WHY YOU HAVE VENUS IN YOUR CHART. i can so relate with your experiences...according to tropical astrology am a libra but i go with sidereal astrology because i believe my true sign is actually a virgo as i've always felt more like a virgo and preferred virgo as it's an introvert earth sign and am an introvert person who prefers to share the deepest parts of myself with those i feel close to, or trust or if theres none i do not bother at all and instead keep myself to myself for a while..it's probably got a lot to do with my intuition, but i feel more closer to and happier about virgo as i can be terribly picky, suffer from irrational fears, be long-suffering and helpful to others, be hardworking, humble, and sometimes feel such a sense of duty all the time that i like to get things done and also end up helping the wrong people!!! Which lands me in a lot of trouble.
It can be a pain but hey thats me- a work in progress! Also i agree with the 13 sign zodiac. Libra on the other hand is an extrovert laid back masculine sign and sanguine which means talkative. I'm not that much talkative! Lol Sometimes i cant even be bothered to hold a convo..I also feel like more "scorpius" signs in tropical astrology i.e. those born after october 21st up till at least mid november may have more so-called "libra, fair and balanced" qualities than the current "libras" (i.e. me) in tropical astrology, most of whom don't seem calm at all and rather introvert or rather have quite bad tempers and tend to flare off and can't all express themselves as properly as the sanguine is supposed to.
But astrology is messed up anyway! Hopefully in 2012 people will recognize where things went wrong and why the 13 sign zodiac wasn't applied till now. Also hopefully people can stop bickering about how they're no longer "this sign" or "that sign". I thought it was significant how you told me venus was in your chart- venus is the goddess of love after all and also love brings about sympathy for others, but maybe too much! Maybe i have a bit of venus in my chart who knows! But funnily enough i was born on a tuesday- am supposed to be ruled by the planet mars- god of war and self assertion ironically(lol). I do have a temper though i'll give you that! And one day it's gonna show its very ugly face to an unlucky unsuspecting offender. I also love sports and activities which is something mars is associated with
And i really felt what you said about how sometimes you don't care anymore! I feel the exact same way. I get so sick of being ignored, helping the undeserving who really frankly couldn't care about my welfare in the same way. According to them i'd done them good so they were happy and had no worries whilst i struggle.. i feel that the bad always tend to have an easy life whereas the good nice people always suffer..Sometimes i just shut myself up in my room for ages- i hardly go out and don't wana talk to anyone and just keep myself company or talk to Satan,so i can protect myself from getting hurt again. I also sometimes meditate etc cos after all no1 else gets me more than satan himself, but deep down you still know that you need people unfortunately! I wish i knew more spiritual satanists like yourself living near me or some like minded friends whatever! But hey that's life....?
i also use STELLARIUM- a software which is actually brilliant and shows you the exact position of the sun when you were born and also the position of your moon sign and your ruling planet. MY SUN SIGN WAS IN VIRGO (ruled by planet mercury- communication and education) WHEREAS MY MOON SIGN WAS ACTUALLY LEO! i read about moon signs online and discovered that moon sign in leo meant among other things that i liked to receive admiration and love from others and was also tender hearted, positive, KIND and playful.. I thought they described me quite well! lool
my moon sign clearly affects me very much
as well as my upbringing and circumstances etc
SOZ ABOUT THE LONG POST! HOPE YOU GET TIME TO READ AND HOPE WE CAN CHAT ONLINE ON YAHOO.. I BELIEVE MY IM IS ON MY PROFILE
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:
Thank you dear.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sillynut" <asamoahflorence@ wrote:
thanks darklady. that was a very heartfelt message
<3
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@ wrote:
Sillynut,
I have Venus as my chart ruler. Its something I am proud of, as Venus is Astoroth's planet.
HAIL ASTOROTH!!
But of course, it has such a strong influence on my chart and my life, that I am a very kind person.
I have sympathy for those I care for.
There is nothing wrong with having sympathy.
There is nothing wrong with kindness.
But it must be used practically. I have often been taken advantage of by those who use it against me.
There comes a time when you must see that NOT everyone is deserving of your kindness.
As a matter of fact, most are not.
Choose your friends wisely. Be sympathetic and caring to them, only the ones who are GOOD to you in return.
With all of this, sometimes I can be quite unsympathetic, and uncaring to certain events and happenings around the world.
Children are a soft spot for me, as I adore children.
Take it as a gift, for there is many who do not care about others.
Just learn to share it with those who are worthy, or the unworthy will take advantage of you every time. You will learn it with time.
AVE SATANAS
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sillynut" <asamoahflorence@ wrote:
tbh i just don't want to carry on letting people walk all over me and take advantage of my niceness thats all...i want to stop feeling sympathy for the wrong people and i do do regular money meditations..
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:
Well, it's a path of healing and of power, in my opiniion. But anyway,
on to your question: I am generally a pretty nice person. My nature
is, for the most part, sanguine. I've not had too much problem with
being taken advantage of ; there was one who I once called Brother in
Satan, but he has wronged me. I shall not forgive him, unless he
really works his ass off to prove that he regrets his actions, which I
doubt he will. But that's neither here nor there. It's hard, because
you want to be nice and helpful, but yet you do not want to be a
doormat. Basically, my rule is, I am nice and helpful to those whom I
care for, and those that truly deserve aid in my estimation. However,
if you take advantage of me once, you can pretty much forget my being
nice or conciliatory to you, unless you truly make an effort to show
me that you have realized your error. I'll give people a second chance
sometimes, but if they fail that second chance then it's over.
Oh, and if you want money, doing a destruction ritual really won't
help you get that. Why not do a money meditation?
http://www.666blacksun.com/Money_Meditation.html
Or, program your aura to attract money. Also, runes are effective. I
was told that Jera is a good rune to use for attracting money, and so
is Fehu. Ave Satanas!
On 7/31/11, sillynut <asamoahflorence@ wrote:
Do any of you guys sometimes still struggle with assertiveness (esp you ex
xtians who always felt the need to be nice to others or feel sympathy for
others)
Do you always feel sympathy for others, even those you don't know and always
willing to help them or go out of your way to help others (not that it's a
bad thing) but then you end up helping the assholes as well, etc??
Well basically i know my question has more to do with life and life
experiences than satanism but i am a spriitual satanist so it's kind of part
of my journey. i just wanted to get other ppl's opinions..
I know i have a soft nature cos i care a lot about people and also i take
after my mum's personality, but it means we get taken advantage of a lot as
well and get made a fool of! It really sucks tbh..and it's something av
experienced most of my life as well and makes me angry..
My dad was also quite abusive and my brother has my dad's personality so we
don't really get along. Also i learnt that in my past life i had a
controlling mother who took over my life as i never stood up to her. These
things do get in the way of my happiness in this life and i am going to
university this year and realized that i don't feel close to anyone that i
don't know how am going to fare at uni considering i went to uni and dropped
out last yr because i hated it and the environment (and you guessed it! Got
taken advantage of by a roommate.)
I always keep quiet and don't like to push into peoples' faces and act
intimidating but i do get angry and moody a lot. Sometimes i also get very
emotional and cry and it gets in the way of meditation or even sheer
enthusiasm to do anything.
It's not that i don't realise what am doing but i always have good
intentions for others but this is always my own undoing as i end up
emotionally distraught or financially destroyed.
Luckily i am still in my early 20s so if i learn now it's better than
realizing later and getting worse situations. Does anyone have any advice or
anything i can do (i was going to do a destruction ritual against my
financial issues and also against psychic vampires etc) but is there more i
could do?? I know satanism is a path of healing etc more than power but..ANY
IDEAS??