Cosmic6999 said:
Well how come me and my brother constantly coming across different information sources,
And other things as well mix information following the wrong journey or whatever so too say I don’t know what to believe it’s so much going on like i don’t know or have no idea I’m lost and the creator never came to me ever
I think a big part of it has to do with how we frame our mind. If you're focused on improving yourself the most you can everyday (be it through meditation, learning, understanding yourself better, truth-seeking, etc) and you believe Satan is our God and creator, then he will be more keen on providing you with guidance. Most likely it won't be in a way that can be seen or even understood but it's there.
Maybe you hear about something on the radio that triggers your mind a certain way. Like, for example, you hear about major accidents/tragedies and you think of how life is so unpredictable, that people can just die for no reason. Perhaps you then realize how much time you have in life and how 1 day can feel like a lifetime. Satan can often influence how we receive information. It's not about what we learn but about how we feel and react to it.
When he appeared to me I honestly had no clue what he looked like. I wondered to myself, was that an angel or Satan? After seeing a few pictures later on I knew it was him and this is what set me steadfast on this journey. Maybe I was still slightly dreaming, sure, but I don't believe it. He only appeared for a second or two but I could feel the warmth and love he emanated.
I felt this not long ago after feeling depressed, which almost never happens. I knew he was around because I was dedicated to improving myself everyday and I would praise him constantly for everything good (thank you Satan for the sun, etc). Doing this strengthens our connection to him because anything good in this world IS of Satan, not that filthy YHVH god of the bible which really is reptillian and gray aliens. "They" only use positive things as a trick to get people addicted to their "program". (Such as miracles, etc). When xians praise the good things being the result of their fake parasite god, they are literally blaspheming Satan, cursing themselves and giving more power to the enemy.
At this time I thought it was a sign of weakness to allow Satan in or to even pray to him while feeling petty and weak. I asked him "what should I do?" I could feel an energetic force behind me and I struggled to open myself up but when I did he touched me with a love so great that my depression vanished. After opening up fully later on that day I had tears of joy. Sometimes all we need is to cry. I seriously hadn't cried for many years at that point.
When we only focus on negative aspects in our lives that's all we get back. This has to do with manifesting energy and creating affirmations. Over-time this compounds and becomes reality. If we do this to ourselves we are literally walking away from Satan and his path for us. If I were him I wouldn't waste my time on people like that. This may sound harsh but understand, Satan is at war with the enemy and only offers help to those who try to be as independent as humanely possible while still believing (having faith) in him.
Conversely, if you work on taking pride in your accomplishments and loving yourself you will become happier, more resilient and successful. I think mindfulness is important here. Even small accomplishments, like feeding the dog or cleaning, are still accomplishments. People have been conditioned to see these things as nuisances that take up our time when in reality they can ground us and make our life worth living.
My advice is don't allow yourself to feel stuck. If you start to feel this way, find things that inspire you and activate the right (creative) brain. Don't over-focus on left (logical) brain activities. Some good right-brain activities are music, singing, art, cooking, socializing, taking long walks, meditating, exercising, playing sports or video games and thinking deeply/philosophically. For this last part it's crucial that you think of the big picture and not the small details. As well, you need a balance of both sides of your brain. Don't allow one to take over the other. Instead, seek to engage both sides alternately and as needed throughout each day.
Always remember that Satan's path for us is self empowerment. This means we must always strengthen ourselves first and take on the world second. Also (I can't stress this enough) always find ways to love yourself. Satan loves us more than we can ever know, so loving ourselves is the least we can do to show that we love him. He's our creator and we are more amazing than we give ourselves credit for. A good start for us to show our love for him is to love his creations. Seek out the good in what he has created and focus on that. We still need to recognize the evil of the world but it's just as important that we see the good and weigh it against the bad. Just think; Satan, the Demons and we are all winning the war. It's a long war (beyond human conception) yet it will determine the future of this planet. Just because things may seem bad for a period of time doesn't mean they won't improve. We should always look at the big picture to regain focus.
I hope this gives you some understanding. Satanism isn't about right/wrong or black/white. It's about self discovery and growth. This is almost always painful but we become incredibly strong because of it. It's just like working out... suffer now, thrive later. Satanism focuses on long-term happiness over short-term happiness.