Hi ♥
I'm Mel, 18. Very recently started getting into satanism (and about 2 years for NS and all that good shit). I'm not a full blow believer or anything, I'm more of an agnostic. But I want to find religion again and I believe at about 25% or so that all this could be real (which is a lot to me at least) and I want to believe in this.
Anyway, little story before I ask my questions.
Been an atheist for years until I was 12. Where I became a christian for "fun" (but I did 50% believe it could be real). I believed in the occult and that kind of stuff. I had during that phase a very strong spiritual experience with Zeus and Athena. That turned me in a split second to a hellenic polytheist. I had no way to question it. So I believed.
Stayed that for years. I had a spiritual experience with Hermes and Odin throughout then. And more with Athena. She was my 'patron'. I had weird experiences with Hades, Dionysos, Apollo, Sekhmet and Seth. Maybe even with Hera, Artemis and Thor.
I became an atheist again at 15. I had probably no weird experiences at all at that age. At all. Last summer I had a weird experience with "satan" (maybe it wasn't him). And I've had weird experiences with "him" ever since. Including with lesser demons.
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I've read through the site and haven't really found most of the answers to my questions. So here I am.
-what are the other names/versions of athena, zeus, odin, hermes, hades, Dionysos, apollo and seth (I've found Sekhmet)?
-and why would they make themselves known to an average christian 12 yo girl? And what does it mean if Athena chose to be somewhat of a patron to me?
-why did I have most of my exp with greek gods when I'm nordic/celtic?
-why did I have these experiences with these exact demons?
-Odin invited me to worship him and the nordic gods at 13? what does that mean?