Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions

[Walkingstraight11]

I am unsure if this has been posted yet, but, relationships. Particularly relationships with other humans beyond friends.

I had a really bad obsession, perhaps since I was 13 or 14, to find someone who really loved me, along with a variety of other criteria that has varied over time. After I dedicated, it was added to finding a fellow SS to potentially spend eternity and advance spiritually with.

Lesson learned after over a decade and way more relationships than I can count on my hands.. and toes, the person who should be loving me the most is me.

Most often, this has all been met with extreme disappointment, and farther I've gone on, realizing the constriction put on oneself, especially when the other is not SS, or in good health/shape mentally or physically. Doesn't have a good idea of comprehending things, etc.

As personal as this is for me to be mentioning, as it used to be a serious weak point in my life, I can say, I would rather stay alone to maximize my time for spiritual and other personal advancement unless I was living with an SS that was doing the exact same.


We all can find that, whether it's multiple soulmates, or a single soulmate. Or no one at all. It's best we love ourselves, and fully comprehend and appreciate what the gods and HPs are doing for us. If competent to the task, perhaps even attempt to expand that knowledge base, with the understanding of the truth as we have come to know.

There are so many doors open to us. And those who really want to fuck the system will do their damndest to get up and play that game and win it. So we can be in proper places of power as we rightfully should, and experience the luxuries we deserve, so violently attempted to be removed by the kikes and their overlords. Do the RTRs as advised, and as much as possible.. Use your energy to make businesses, figure out how to bring in money. Use your energy to really create and make space for spiritual and physical advancement, to love yourself, past anyone's desire or thought that you may love yourself too much. Appreciate yourself, that you're here, that we know what we do, and figure out ways to get stronger and ready for the steps of spiritual advancement that are at our doorsteps, regardless if it takes a different amount of time for everyone. This is a new age and the gods have returned.

I understand that this went from one whole thing, to another, but it all ties together. Utilize the moments of your life wisely, and don't let time go wasted. It's not worth it, it's not worth it at all. There is only forward, but I would do things differently if it were to happen again.

Learn from the faults taken from my past and love yourself, give yourself reasons to love yourself of course as well. The RTRs in helping reclaim this world, power meditation to reclaim and advance your soul, reclaiming a sense of community and strength in our own combined strength with that of Father Satan and the gods of humanity. It is all quite special. I felt this was important to mention in the moment.

 

[Narciso]

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You literally say you need caffeine to be productive, how's that a good thing? It means you're literally addicted to it and can't function without it.

As for porn, I have already spoken of the dangers of it and posted the website to see scientific studies about the brains of those who use it. Sexual freedom is a thing, and being stupid is another, if you know something is poison made in a kike laboratory and you still decide to use it, well what can I say.

Just mindless hedonism, and funnily enough you called yourself Narciso, who is the Greek character who drowned because of hedonism.

First of all I respect your point of view, you are a guy who has a very persuasive and convincing style of argument, I just want to make it clear that the reception of some veteran members is quite adamant with some new members like me, whenever a recent member shows his conception if it is different from the majority he is already asked if he is a kike, an infiltrator or a troll I believe that this is one of the reasons that the JOS forum did not reach 100 thousand members, the ideal is to prefer the direction of the debate healthy instead of direct attack, in one of these you end up attacking a legitimate and Aryan Satanist like me. this is demotivating for people who are frightened to see that newbies with personality and individuality or individual preference are framed and have their knowledge questioned several times, in addition I am a healer where I had a swollen vein in my arm due to an injury in soccer I applied my satanic healing methods and the vein has receded and I am cured now. You misinterpreted me, I don't need coffee to be good and I'm still good without it, but it doesn't bring me any negative effects, on the contrary it only brings me positive effects, so why should I discard it? based on what you think and your knowledge about it? remember i'm new to the forum, but i've been a Satanist for several years, i know what i'm saying, i'm not addicted to coffee and i can live without it. The question is, let's use the example of meditation, which is something 100% positive for me, and then someone comes up and says something like "you are not productive without meditation, be addicted to it and it doesn't work without it" same thing, understand that most of the medicinal and ancient knowledge has also been corrupted. the kikes poisoned most of the world’s soil, I’m not sure if the "organic" food is organic at all, almost everything has been contaminated, there is no 100% healthy food or diet, since the soil itself was poisoned by the enemy, they corrupted legitimate pagan knowledge, the great priestess Maxine also mentions that we have to sift the bullshit of truth in almost everything. Caffeine is not completely negative, in a moderate and reduced way it is healthy, positive and does not hurt anyone, several studies prove this, and abstinence is a weapon to control the enemy's psychological and mental domination.
Pornography can be dangerous for a normal human who is not spiritually advanced, for guys like me who are spiritually advanced it is harmless, there are also studies saying that this is not the cause of supposed mental disorders that are caused by the use of pornography , I have found several studies on this, and I have empirically proven the proof of this individually. I cured myself internally and externally all the alleged neuroses, paranoias and psychological diseases that according to some are motivated by pornography, 100% cured I continued to see pornography and I noticed by my own physical, mental and visual experience that pornography does was guilty of none of my previous problems, I immediately remembered Maxine's post on the subject. Maxine has the final say, if she said that there is nothing wrong with the way you stimulate your sexuality, nobody can say the opposite, because Maxine as well as the clergy have direct contact with the gods, but understand me there is a difference between only viewing pornography and viewing pornography combined with other forms of sexual stimuli, such as using the mind, creativity, the physical, the soul, the spirit, all sexuality is spiritual and all without exception can be used.
His argument is "pornography is negative because it is an enemy program" pornography is not an enemy program, it has existed for thousands of years, visual and sexual stimuli are something that has always accompanied us in history, which in fact belongs to the enemy it is the porn industry, but as they are at the top of the pyramid if we are to exclude from our consumption everything that belongs to it soon we will not eat, dress, use the internet, have smartphones, read books, have a home, job and the like and we will not even have knowledge since Maxine made it clear that in almost everything we must separate real knowledge from enemy corruption. No one anywhere in the world is free of the poison kikes, just see how communism is on the rise everywhere and how enemy ideas spread like an endless spiral of stupidity, ignorance and dementia. Now do you accuse me of being a hedonist? can I also accuse you of being a Buddhist? so what's right here hedonism x buddhism? which one is closer to spiritual Satanism? just read some posts from the clergy to know the answer to that, spiritual Satanism is the search for your physical, mental and spiritual pleasure, Maxine repeated this in several sermons, who is against pleasure is the enemy, without pleasure we are no longer than an empty shell, or a new era with no direction. Mostly don't be superficial when you think you understand Narcissus mythology completely, one of the reasons that led me to use that name is one of the mythologies about him in which he said Narcissus had a twin sister, and when she died he looked at his reflection in the river just to remember her, this has nothing to do with hedonism but with the positive, sublime and surreal emotional that the Aryan race has always had within its perfect soul...

 

[Henu the Great]

Are you a foid?

A better question is are you a federal agent? If not why do you have an Kikenwaffen Division profile picture?

Because that is what he endorses, yet he crawls around here. Sometimes these things are quite mind zoggling.

 

[ss_666_88]

I watch porn all the time. Just not on pornhub where it is a bunch of race mixing filth.

Of course you do, we expect nothing less from the likes of you.

Are you a foid?

You are an enemy.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Are you a foid?

Oh, and then you change your profile picture right as my comment goes through for everyone including yourself to see.

I'm onto you.

It was one good catch, these are only things they try to post in order for them to try to make up hoaxes and cause damage to this place.

This one was blatant.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

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Despite of what anyone may say, the sexuality of mature adults, so long there is consent, is their own business.

The same goes for diet. Numerous attempts have been made by people to enforce one specific line here, but this is for nothing.

In the same time however, there are better and worse things in the above. And things that contribute better to one's health and others that do not. That is up to the individual to go after these.

Understanding of this is not to be brutally enforced but will come as a result of meditation in the case where people will find many negative things intolerable after some time.

 

[Walkingstraight11]

If I was going to respond specifically to the given post.

Porn, yeah, it's not really any good, the energy could be directed back at yourself 100% of the time and used productively. Otherwise, it really is a serious crutch as to get yourself off when you could visualize your dream woman or man, or a different one each time depending on your taste and lifestyle choices. This visualization also would help to strengthen psychic sight among other energy centers associated with exploring a virtualized reality within your mind. Like using an Astral temple as something similar.

Coffee. Coffee is great, but I drink it like tea. I put a spoonful, maybe a little more, in a French press and pour the hot water and immediately press and pour. Its fresh and rich, very delicious. Usually enjoyed at the end of my days. Caffeine shouldn't be used to operate off of, it's rather uncomfortable. It's to whoevers taste and diet whether you drink it one way or another, but I find keeping on a good diet of meat, fruit, vegetables, and low calorie beverages to bring much better and wholesome energy than caffeinated beverages all alone. I plan on making a thread on my dietary exploration and some keys to diet that are intriguing. One key is the general guideline of meat, fruit, vegetables, and water. Of course this can be expanded for a certain sense of comfort, but I'll explain later.

Video games and movies, I would recommend less. We have a life to live in the 3rd dimension and build for ourselves in the 4th. We have a real life, a real mind, real body, a real soul. Video games and movies are for the most part fictional and entirely beside the straight line we walk, run, or sprint to godhood. They are nice, but we have skills to grow, spiritually, mentally, and physically. Things that make US more powerful, whereas your video game character is literally nothing, nonexistent. A virtual value, unless you powerlevel characters for money or have some work in the movie or videogame industry of course. We could be spending our time becoming powerful, sexy and incredibly intelligent individuals in our spare time. Why not do that instead, there are so many things to learn, so many things to do that are REAL. Some of which may allow us to turn a profit in some form of art, sport, study, or a combination of, etc. This is aside the fact that TONS of video game and movie content nowadays and going back decades are chock full of kikey bullshit. It's easy to see through after you really begin to understand how deeply rooted a foe are we are dealing with. They are dead though, the lot of them.

Sedentary lifestyle, what more can I say after the last post. Why waste time, when we could be so much more, the best we can be, and beyond that even. Find ways to love yourself enough to move forward, and pave a path for yourself that you can love yourself more. Careful controlling your ego and all, but self appreciation is important. We are never alone, but we always have us at the end of the day, ourselves, in carrying out all responsibilities, wants, needs, obligations, wonders, hows, whats, and whys for ourselves first, so we may become powerful as to be able to help the greater cause as a greater individual as we go along. Get up, live life, be proud you are here, are dedicated, that we KNOW who created us, be THANKFUL we have the gift of life and the ability to grow thanks to Father Satan. Get up and live life, we have so much to be happy about, and proud of ourselves that we saw what was right in being guided by Enki to this path, and working to remove the taint from our souls, save ourselves, save this world, and rid it of the filth that is failing to strangle it. It gives a better understanding to the "Joy" of Satan. That we should be, and that he be happy we are here, in this community, with the chance to live life as wholesomely as we can.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

It was one good catch, these are only things they try to post in order for them to try to make up hoaxes and cause damage to this place.

This one was blatant.

That, and isn't the word "foid" an O9A thing?

 

[Walkingstraight11]

It was one good catch, these are only things they try to post in order for them to try to make up hoaxes and cause damage to this place.

This one was blatant.

That, and isn't the word "foid" an O9A thing?

What does foid even mean?

 

[Aquarius]

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I have never said Coffee is bad, I've said it's bad when you use too much of it, I like coffee too, the bitter taste of it.
As for pornography, I believe that one is better off without it. No teenager should watch it as no kids should, as it literally becomes wired in their minds. For adults who have never consumed it before as teenagers it's different, some of them have no problem with it, some other develop erectile dysfunction.
Anyways, the concept of having to get off by looking at people having sex is becoming weirder by the day for myself.

 

[Walkingstraight11]

Foid... urban dictionary has yet again been an amusing source of info. :lol:

 

[Narciso]

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I have never said Coffee is bad, I've said it's bad when you use too much of it, I like coffee too, the bitter taste of it.
As for pornography, I believe that one is better off without it. No teenager should watch it as no kids should, as it literally becomes wired in their minds. For adults who have never consumed it before as teenagers it's different, some of them have no problem with it, some other develop erectile dysfunction.
Anyways, the concept of having to get off by looking at people having sex is becoming weirder by the day for myself.

I understand your point of view, but I do not consider pornography in moderate, adequate and acceptable proportions harmful in any way, and when I use the term "pornography" I am not referring exclusively to fictional, fanciful, illusory and unreal content like exaggerated content from the porn industry, I'm referring to all forms of pornography including amateur content, audiovisuals, images and any other visual sexual stimulus, since the definition of pornography is basically the visual stimulus of sexuality, if you say that this is wrong is almost the same as saying that looking at an attractive girl and feeling sexual attraction or attraction to her is "harmful" and I have serious doubts about the claim that ensures that pornography causes sexual dysfunction since if that were true everyone would be affected without exception, it is the case of drugs everyone who uses them is negatively affected directly none of them gets well and everyone gets screwed with the use of those damn hallucinogenic narcotics, if that were true I would have sexual dysfunction now, you need to understand that everyone has their fetishes and sexual desires and this is individual, as long as there is consent between all parties involved in these acts and you have control over those desires specific, dominating them and not the other way around there is nothing wrong, for example when I evolved spiritually I practically stopped following the porn industry and today in addition to spiritual, real sexuality, I look for alternative ways to feel pleasure like ASMR, the measure that you progress spiritually it is explicit that you can no longer keep up with the porn industry, this is happening to me and just now I stopped to realize that I don’t see any sense in it anymore, at times I remember some spectacular performances by famous porn stars and suddenly I find myself seeing tantric material, ASMR or other different visual stimuli and not artificial like mainstream pornography, I see it only occasionally and it’s harmless to me, this is different from a sick and addicted individual in the porn industry, which I’m trying to say that visual stimulation is also important, and the industry pornographic must be seen as it really is not unlike garbage and crap fast food \ junk food that serves only for a quick and instant pleasure without any relevance, in a boring moment that you have nothing better to do, the positive effect of this is to use this kind of thing and realize that it cannot harm you and not even have any negative consequences against your mind, your body and your spirit, I just don't rule out the porn industry completely because I have a certain problem with this bidding for x things should be banned as it cannot harm me in any way, I like to realize that I am beyond them in such a way that none of this nonsense can int to interfere and ruin my life in some way, that's all, I think another convincing reason is that these actresses exude a lot of sexual energy, that makes them more attractive, but with time and long daily meditation sessions this becomes insignificant and the the only detail that can take me back to mainstream pornography is the heightened beauty of these actresses, and several of them have the Aryan appearance that makes them even more interesting and sexually attractive to me, I see nothing wrong with that, but independent mainstream pornography whatever it is is something that I follow very little

 

[EnkiUK]

Are you a foid?

Oh, and then you change your profile picture right as my comment goes through for everyone including yourself to see.

I'm onto you.

It was one good catch, these are only things they try to post in order for them to try to make up hoaxes and cause damage to this place.

This one was blatant.

Well done HPHC

Rentokil for these rats

 

[DezFranky]

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That's the thing: people think stimulants give you free energy. They don't realize that all they do is force the kidneys/adrenals to give up their reserves of energy to energize the rest of the body.

If you look at Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM), the kidneys are considered like a battery pack for the rest of the body. Kidney yang energy, for example, aids digestion and gives willpower. Kidney yin creates synovial fluid and aids in the creation of sexual fluids. It is the kidney yang that wakes the body up in the morning, through the action of cortisol.

Stimulants force the body to give up its kidney yang when it doesn't want to. Feeling tired in the morning can be a symptom of low kidney yang. What the person really needs is more sleep, but what most people do is head to the coffee machine.

What is a good way to replenish kidney yang if I may politely ask? I use ashwaghanda for the most part, but I also drink coffee for the flavor and don't want to hurt myself anymore

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

What is a good way to replenish kidney yang if I may politely ask? I use ashwaghanda for the most part, but I also drink coffee for the flavor and don't want to hurt myself anymore

Ashwaganda will help because it reduces the stress response of the body. It also tonifies jing, which the kidneys are responsible for producing. It has a sedative effect, so it isn't the greatest for kapha type people, however.

Proper sleep and sleep times will restore kidney health as well.

Any foods that a salty or blue/black by nature are good for the kidneys. You can google for a full list, here is one such list.
I don't think they included this, but ham is an example of a meat that is sweet and salty. It tonifies jing, blood, and energy. Eggs are also good for the jing.

Supplement wise, you can use something like: this from activeherb. I looked at another description of the formula and it doesn't look like it would cause any imbalances for taking it. You could always just take low doses as well. Generally you don't take tonifying stuff if you get sick because it can "push" the pathogens deeper.

Acupressure wise, you can push kidney 3 or spleen 6, which are both both easy to find.

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As far as coffee goes, 1 cup is not the end of the world. Some people have stronger constitutions and can handle it better. Once you get to 2 or 3 cups per day, or drinking it because you "need" to, then this is an issue.

For example, if you wake up in the morning, after a decently long sleep like 6-8 hours, and you still feel tired for another hour or two, then this is kidney yang deficiency. Then people will drink coffee, when really they just needed to sleep more.

You just have to judge how it effects you. If you have balding or greying hair, or bags under the eyes, this indicates kidney yang deficiency. Dark circles under the eye is more yin deficiency.

Of course if you drink coffee just for taste, then you can also just drink decaf.

 

[Stormblood]

That's the thing: people think stimulants give you free energy. They don't realize that all they do is force the kidneys/adrenals to give up their reserves of energy to energize the rest of the body.

If you look at Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM), the kidneys are considered like a battery pack for the rest of the body. Kidney yang energy, for example, aids digestion and gives willpower. Kidney yin creates synovial fluid and aids in the creation of sexual fluids. It is the kidney yang that wakes the body up in the morning, through the action of cortisol.

Stimulants force the body to give up its kidney yang when it doesn't want to. Feeling tired in the morning can be a symptom of low kidney yang. What the person really needs is more sleep, but what most people do is head to the coffee machine.

That's one of the reason why some militaries do not allow soldiers to take stimulants during training stages.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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What do you think about Saint John's Wort? Do you know what it actually does?

It is some kind of fungus that supposedly helps with people's mood and can help get rid of depression. All stores by me that sells vitamins, they sell capsules of dried Saint John's Wort ground into powder.

I have tried it some times before, and it did seem effective at influencing a better mood in some stimulating way. It seemed like a strong effect.


I was wondering if you know how this works or what it is really doing.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Here is a description of the herb. 2nd description of the herb. The liver in TCM is prone to being upset by stress. Bitter herbs will remove heat and aid the Liver/Gallbladder. If it works for you, feel free to take it, but like all cooling herbs, just be careful not to hamper the digestion.

The thing with western herbalism is that it is lacking its holistic roots due to the (((changes))) to our medical philosophy. A holistic mindset is important for proper diagnosis and application of herbs, food, exercise, and everything else. This explains why it seems like some herbs work for certain people and not others and so on.

 

[DezFranky]

What is a good way to replenish kidney yang if I may politely ask? I use ashwaghanda for the most part, but I also drink coffee for the flavor and don't want to hurt myself anymore

Ashwaganda will help because it reduces the stress response of the body. It also tonifies jing, which the kidneys are responsible for producing. It has a sedative effect, so it isn't the greatest for kapha type people, however.

Proper sleep and sleep times will restore kidney health as well.

Any foods that a salty or blue/black by nature are good for the kidneys. You can google for a full list, here is one such list.
I don't think they included this, but ham is an example of a meat that is sweet and salty. It tonifies jing, blood, and energy. Eggs are also good for the jing.

Supplement wise, you can use something like: this from activeherb. I looked at another description of the formula and it doesn't look like it would cause any imbalances for taking it. You could always just take low doses as well. Generally you don't take tonifying stuff if you get sick because it can "push" the pathogens deeper.

Acupressure wise, you can push kidney 3 or spleen 6, which are both both easy to find.

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As far as coffee goes, 1 cup is not the end of the world. Some people have stronger constitutions and can handle it better. Once you get to 2 or 3 cups per day, or drinking it because you "need" to, then this is an issue.

For example, if you wake up in the morning, after a decently long sleep like 6-8 hours, and you still feel tired for another hour or two, then this is kidney yang deficiency. Then people will drink coffee, when really they just needed to sleep more.

You just have to judge how it effects you. If you have balding or greying hair, or bags under the eyes, this indicates kidney yang deficiency. Dark circles under the eye is more yin deficiency.

Of course if you drink coffee just for taste, then you can also just drink decaf.

I will treasure your advice given to us