Apparently Tengu is THOTH but his nose is big

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I personally don't think its Thoth but he is also associated with a Heavenly Dog and we know him as a God that is the Master of the heavens so to speak. Is this really him depicted with a nose like a jew?

https://www.shinobiexchange.com/tengu-trick-or-treat/

https://aminoapps.com/c/anime/page/blog/who-nose-about-the-tengu/70tP_ua2GRDDXpjePVLQxqbPebVKgoCl

 

[SleepingWolf]

I personally don't think its Thoth but he is also associated with a Heavenly Dog and we know him as a God that is the Master of the heavens so to speak. Is this really him depicted with a nose like a jew?

https://www.shinobiexchange.com/tengu-trick-or-treat/

https://aminoapps.com/c/anime/page/blog/who-nose-about-the-tengu/70tP_ua2GRDDXpjePVLQxqbPebVKgoCl

As it states the Tengu is a bird kami. The nose is just cosmetics, possibly from the kabuki theater. Just dramatics. It's original appearances is a bird head/face. The shinto patheon is frankly a mess to try and correlate with the Gods, there's too many oddities every time I've tried.

The only thing that really concerns me or that I question/wonder is if the Japanese Imperial line truly descends from a Goddess/God. They believe they descend from Amaterasu, their Sun Goddess, which brings many questions.

 

[FancyMancy]

Apparently, anyone can make a sculpture of a being who they claim is a devil, and design said sculpture in ugly ways as they want. Apparently, doing meditations so that we know the truth works. Apparently, these meditations should be done...

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I personally don't think its Thoth but he is also associated with a Heavenly Dog and we know him as a God that is the Master of the heavens so to speak. Is this really him depicted with a nose like a jew?

https://www.shinobiexchange.com/tengu-trick-or-treat/

https://aminoapps.com/c/anime/page/blog/who-nose-about-the-tengu/70tP_ua2GRDDXpjePVLQxqbPebVKgoCl

As it states the Tengu is a bird kami. The nose is just cosmetics, possibly from the kabuki theater. Just dramatics. It's original appearances is a bird head/face. The shinto patheon is frankly a mess to try and correlate with the Gods, there's too many oddities every time I've tried.

The only thing that really concerns me or that I question/wonder is if the Japanese Imperial line truly descends from a Goddess/God. They believe they descend from Amaterasu, their Sun Goddess, which brings many questions.

Just for interest sake. And im sorry for relating Thoth to kami i know absolutely nothing about the Japanese Cultures and stuff.

Shinto is polytheistic, involving the veneration of many deities known as kami,or sometimes as jingi.As is often the case in Japanese, no distinction is made here between singular and plural, and hence the term kami refers both to individual kami and the collective group of kami.Although lacking a direct English translation, the term kami has sometimes been rendered as "god" or "spirit";the historian of religion Joseph Kitagawa stated that these English translations were "quite unsatisfactory and misleading",and various scholars urge against translating kami into English. In Japanese, it is often said that there are eight million kami, a term which connotes an infinite number,and Shinto practitioners believe that they are present everywhere.They are not regarded as omnipotent, omniscient, or necessarily immortal.

There is no universally agreed definition of Shinto. However, the authors Joseph Cali and John Dougill stated that if there was "one single, broad definition of Shinto" that could be put forward, it would be that "Shinto is a belief in kami", the supernatural entities at the centre of the religion.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shinto

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Apparently, anyone can make a sculpture of a being who they claim is a devil, and design said sculpture in ugly ways as they want. Apparently, doing meditations so that we know the truth works. Apparently, these meditations should be done...

At least im trying to figure it out apparently you meditate so why don't you tell me then?

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Apparently, anyone can make a sculpture of a being who they claim is a devil, and design said sculpture in ugly ways as they want. Apparently, doing meditations so that we know the truth works. Apparently, these meditations should be done...

Apparently, anyone can make a sculpture of a being who they claim is a devil, and design said sculpture in ugly ways as they want. Apparently, doing meditations so that we know the truth works. Apparently, these meditations should be done...

The image on the right is similar to Thoth's beak more or less. I really didn't mean it like he is a devil. I just read it too quickly and decided to ask about it. Because there are some similar things not a lot there are.The Karasu Tengu looks like it could be.

 

[FancyMancy]

No offence, but you seem to post a lot of things about a lot of things, but they don't seem to get very far. As for the devilishness - that's just my interpretation. I just looked at what you posted and saw the sculptures. To me it looked as if Thoth had been depicted as evil and devil-like, and with the long nose it looked, to me, to just add to the ugliness of the depiction. That's why I mentioned it being devilish. Satan, "the devil" in jewishness, "is punished" in "hell"; Thoth "is punished" because He has so much knowledge and shared that knowledge with us; Thoth looks like He has been depicted as a devil in those sculptures. The jew says to not be fooled by the lies of beauty of the Daemons. Posing Them as ugly like that - is the jew admitting, in a usual twisted and corrupt way, that the Daemons are not lying? The jew muddies things so much. See what Thoth looks like, as per peoples' artwork of Him, on Astral Arts of the Gods.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

No offence, but you seem to post a lot of things about a lot of things, but they don't seem to get very far. As for the devilishness - that's just my interpretation. I just looked at what you posted and saw the sculptures. To me it looked as if Thoth had been depicted as evil and devil-like, and with the long nose it looked, to me, to just add to the ugliness of the depiction. That's why I mentioned it being devilish. Satan, "the devil" in jewishness, "is punished" in "hell"; Thoth "is punished" because He has so much knowledge and shared that knowledge with us; Thoth looks like He has been depicted as a devil in those sculptures. The jew says to not be fooled by the lies of beauty of the Daemons. Posing Them as ugly like that - is the jew admitting, in a usual twisted and corrupt way, that the Daemons are not lying? The jew muddies things so much. See what Thoth looks like, as per peoples' artwork of Him, on Astral Arts of the Gods.

Yes i know what the jews have done that is why i am asking it here to find out the truth.

You know all of you make me feel so shit about about myself with everything i post and ask and the thing is I don't see any of you doing any better either. To me its not about how far or how many replies i get with my posts. Its about finding out what is true or not.

Im not here to act like im somebody im not and to impress the new people like most of you try and do while most of the time make them feel bad about themselves.

If my questions and stuff could be awnsered and without someone trying to break me down for asking it i would be able to advance more quickly. And people have this attitude towards me asif they are better in some way and like to rub it in my face they meditate and i don't thats why my questions are stupid and bla bla bla.
Im tired of that. Put your money where your mouth is people. i do.

No offence and please i know some are dying to start shit with me again please don't

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

No offence, but you seem to post a lot of things about a lot of things, but they don't seem to get very far. As for the devilishness - that's just my interpretation. I just looked at what you posted and saw the sculptures. To me it looked as if Thoth had been depicted as evil and devil-like, and with the long nose it looked, to me, to just add to the ugliness of the depiction. That's why I mentioned it being devilish. Satan, "the devil" in jewishness, "is punished" in "hell"; Thoth "is punished" because He has so much knowledge and shared that knowledge with us; Thoth looks like He has been depicted as a devil in those sculptures. The jew says to not be fooled by the lies of beauty of the Daemons. Posing Them as ugly like that - is the jew admitting, in a usual twisted and corrupt way, that the Daemons are not lying? The jew muddies things so much. See what Thoth looks like, as per peoples' artwork of Him, on Astral Arts of the Gods.

Forget my last post to you. I am wrong for asking it the way i did.
I don't feel completely wrong but maybe you are right in the sense of others will take advantage of this and say its Thoth.

As for the rest its all true and how i feel if i had to keep my pride but now i feel im hated by the Gods. i feel pathetic and useless.

Its that feeling you get after trying really hard (not that i did here) and you failed just like they said you would and all that self hate comes back thats what happens to me all the time.

You not to blame im just analysing my own behaviour and emotions here.

haha but im ok anyway yes we are far from knowing the truth. Lets keep saying that and keep talking about it without trying atleast to figure it out because hay what can we do about it almost everything in this whole world has been corrupted and i feel if someone is going to tell me or use the excuse that I don't meditate thats why i don't know and then that person is not able to awnser my question or atleast give it a go then what does that tell me? They can go fuck themselves !!!!!
is the first thought that comes to mind. i can however keep it in and be the lesser but will that get us anywhere? Will that get me anywhere?

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

This is for the HP

Im a real prick :lol: i know that

Don't expect be not to be

Some of my questions could have been awnsered a long time ago and all of this trouble i am causing could have been avoided by just giving me a yes or no awnser

I don't trust what others tell me because i proved myself correct too many times before after they insisted i am wrong.

Not talking about this thread

I don't like the way people react to my posts.

I do effort so that everyone can learn something

What is the best thing i can do to fix this?

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

No offence, but you seem to post a lot of things about a lot of things, but they don't seem to get very far. As for the devilishness - that's just my interpretation. I just looked at what you posted and saw the sculptures. To me it looked as if Thoth had been depicted as evil and devil-like, and with the long nose it looked, to me, to just add to the ugliness of the depiction. That's why I mentioned it being devilish. Satan, "the devil" in jewishness, "is punished" in "hell"; Thoth "is punished" because He has so much knowledge and shared that knowledge with us; Thoth looks like He has been depicted as a devil in those sculptures. The jew says to not be fooled by the lies of beauty of the Daemons. Posing Them as ugly like that - is the jew admitting, in a usual twisted and corrupt way, that the Daemons are not lying? The jew muddies things so much. See what Thoth looks like, as per peoples' artwork of Him, on Astral Arts of the Gods.

im sorry Fancy Mancy the more i think of it the more i feel bad. You are the one who has been of most help to me so far.

 

[Henu the Great]

What is the best thing i can do to fix this?

Fix what?

You have been given some advice regarding improvement in the past, but you have ignored it so far.

So what do you want to change? It could have been adressed already.

Also, there is no the thing for improvement as every issue needs specific measures.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

What is the best thing i can do to fix this?

Fix what?

You have been given some advice regarding improvement in the past, but you have ignored it so far.

So what do you want to change? It could have been adressed already.

Also, there is no the thing for improvement as every issue needs specific measures.

Did i ask you?

About what did i ask?
What was given to me is to do with meditation.
And writing better which i am.

As you can see the problem is people like to tell me go meditate instead of awnsering what i am asking.In a way it comes off as im the problem.

I get upset about that and cause trouble. Which I don't want to be doing but I can help it and keep quiet but I don't want to.

I don't understand your last sentence.

 

[FancyMancy]

Forget my last post to you. I am wrong for asking it the way i did.
I don't feel completely wrong but maybe you are right in the sense of others will take advantage of this and say its Thoth.

As for the rest its all true and how i feel if i had to keep my pride but now i feel im hated by the Gods. i feel pathetic and useless.

Its that feeling you get after trying really hard (not that i did here) and you failed just like they said you would and all that self hate comes back thats what happens to me all the time.

You not to blame im just analysing my own behaviour and emotions here.

haha but im ok anyway yes we are far from knowing the truth. Lets keep saying that and keep talking about it without trying atleast to figure it out because hay what can we do about it almost everything in this whole world has been corrupted and i feel if someone is going to tell me or use the excuse that I don't meditate thats why i don't know and then that person is not able to awnser my question or atleast give it a go then what does that tell me? They can go fuck themselves !!!!!
is the first thought that comes to mind. i can however keep it in and be the lesser but will that get us anywhere? Will that get me anywhere?

You said forget that post, but... I don't think you're stupid. I also don't try to impress newbs or anyone. I would like to repeat something (from my (((@Le_CRIFF))) thread) - see how much praise and support I (don't) get on here, which was similar to how little retweets/reposts of things I didn't receive of the things I posted on social media. That's a bad attitude for me to have, because it might turn into me wanting users (here and elsewhere) to 'like' and forward my posts on and things, getting my happy feelings from others' interactions with me (like those social media feel-good hormones nonsense things), relying on others to make me feel better... Saying that I don't get much feedback, I still saw a member posting a link to, and mentioning, my "Out of Africa" thread for someone else, so that's good and it helps me realise it was not all a waste of my time making the thread and updating it over... months.

im sorry Fancy Mancy the more i think of it the more i feel bad. You are the one who has been of most help to me so far.

In my opinion, it is important to express ourselves. I'm not a punchbag, mind you!

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

What is the best thing i can do to fix this?

Fix what?

You have been given some advice regarding improvement in the past, but you have ignored it so far.

So what do you want to change? It could have been adressed already.

Also, there is no the thing for improvement as every issue needs specific measures.

I mean im tired of hearing i need to meditate. I already know that. But people can stop telling me that if i post something. If i need a working i will go on JoS or ask Blitzkrieg.

If its my posts that are the problem then ok fine but i need to be told so thats why i asked the Hp what should i do to fix this.

I understand that people don't know everything but then don't come act asif im the problem for asking it.

Tell me straight forward ok listen here and here is the problem with this post so next time try rather this or that. Do you understand?

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Forget my last post to you. I am wrong for asking it the way i did.
I don't feel completely wrong but maybe you are right in the sense of others will take advantage of this and say its Thoth.

As for the rest its all true and how i feel if i had to keep my pride but now i feel im hated by the Gods. i feel pathetic and useless.

Its that feeling you get after trying really hard (not that i did here) and you failed just like they said you would and all that self hate comes back thats what happens to me all the time.

You not to blame im just analysing my own behaviour and emotions here.

haha but im ok anyway yes we are far from knowing the truth. Lets keep saying that and keep talking about it without trying atleast to figure it out because hay what can we do about it almost everything in this whole world has been corrupted and i feel if someone is going to tell me or use the excuse that I don't meditate thats why i don't know and then that person is not able to awnser my question or atleast give it a go then what does that tell me? They can go fuck themselves !!!!!
is the first thought that comes to mind. i can however keep it in and be the lesser but will that get us anywhere? Will that get me anywhere?

You said forget that post, but... I don't think you're stupid. I also don't try to impress newbs or anyone. I would like to repeat something (from my (((@Le_CRIFF))) thread) - see how much praise and support I (don't) get on here, which was similar to how little retweets/reposts of things I didn't receive of the things I posted on social media. That's a bad attitude for me to have, because it might turn into me wanting users (here and elsewhere) to 'like' and forward my posts on and things, getting my happy feelings from others' interactions with me (like those social media feel-good hormones nonsense things), relying on others to make me feel better... Saying that I don't get much feedback, I still saw a member posting a link to, and mentioning, my "Out of Africa" thread for someone else, so that's good and it helps me realise it was not all a waste of my time making the thread and updating it over... months.

im sorry Fancy Mancy the more i think of it the more i feel bad. You are the one who has been of most help to me so far.

In my opinion, it is important to express ourselves. I'm not a punchbag, mind you!

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

What is the best thing i can do to fix this?

Fix what?

You have been given some advice regarding improvement in the past, but you have ignored it so far.

So what do you want to change? It could have been adressed already.

Also, there is no the thing for improvement as every issue needs specific measures.

And just look how beautiful i construct my posts is it not a improvement?
I know there are spelling mistakes but not that much. or what do you think.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=340434#p340434

 

[Siatris Ioholo]

Forget my last post to you. I am wrong for asking it the way i did.
I don't feel completely wrong but maybe you are right in the sense of others will take advantage of this and say its Thoth.

As for the rest its all true and how i feel if i had to keep my pride but now i feel im hated by the Gods. i feel pathetic and useless.

Its that feeling you get after trying really hard (not that i did here) and you failed just like they said you would and all that self hate comes back thats what happens to me all the time.

You not to blame im just analysing my own behaviour and emotions here.

haha but im ok anyway yes we are far from knowing the truth. Lets keep saying that and keep talking about it without trying atleast to figure it out because hay what can we do about it almost everything in this whole world has been corrupted and i feel if someone is going to tell me or use the excuse that I don't meditate thats why i don't know and then that person is not able to awnser my question or atleast give it a go then what does that tell me? They can go fuck themselves !!!!!
is the first thought that comes to mind. i can however keep it in and be the lesser but will that get us anywhere? Will that get me anywhere?

You said forget that post, but... I don't think you're stupid. I also don't try to impress newbs or anyone. I would like to repeat something (from my (((@Le_CRIFF))) thread) - see how much praise and support I (don't) get on here, which was similar to how little retweets/reposts of things I didn't receive of the things I posted on social media. That's a bad attitude for me to have, because it might turn into me wanting users (here and elsewhere) to 'like' and forward my posts on and things, getting my happy feelings from others' interactions with me (like those social media feel-good hormones nonsense things), relying on others to make me feel better... Saying that I don't get much feedback, I still saw a member posting a link to, and mentioning, my "Out of Africa" thread for someone else, so that's good and it helps me realise it was not all a waste of my time making the thread and updating it over... months.

im sorry Fancy Mancy the more i think of it the more i feel bad. You are the one who has been of most help to me so far.

In my opinion, it is important to express ourselves. I'm not a punchbag, mind you!

About the appreciation thing, you remind me of the character in my profile picture who tried to destroy JWO and the billionaires of the world to get revenge for getting his parents killed and surprise-no one appreciated him. In fact, he was made the antagonist of the series. I know it's off-topic but I had to mention it.

 

[Henu the Great]

What is the best thing i can do to fix this?

Fix what?

You have been given some advice regarding improvement in the past, but you have ignored it so far.

So what do you want to change? It could have been adressed already.

Also, there is no the thing for improvement as every issue needs specific measures.

Did i ask you?

About what did i ask?
What was given to me is to do with meditation.
And writing better which i am.

As you can see the problem is people like to tell me go meditate instead of awnsering what i am asking.In a way it comes off as im the problem.

I get upset about that and cause trouble. Which I don't want to be doing but I can help it and keep quiet but I don't want to.

I don't understand your last sentence.

I am here to help people and your post caught my attention.

Yes, meditation, in other words advancing on the 8 fold path is what we are supposed to do. This actually includes more than simply "meditation", as you put it. Many of your questions could be answered when you would apply yourself to the practice steadfast and advance yourself.

My last senctence was reference to your sentence where you asked "the best thing to fix this". There usually is more than the one thing that can and should be applied, depending on the issue.

I mean im tired of hearing i need to meditate. I already know that. But people can stop telling me that if i post something. If i need a working i will go on JoS or ask Blitzkrieg.

If its my posts that are the problem then ok fine but i need to be told so thats why i asked the Hp what should i do to fix this.

I understand that people don't know everything but then don't come act asif im the problem for asking it.

Tell me straight forward ok listen here and here is the problem with this post so next time try rather this or that. Do you understand?

Sorry, I am not going to go through walls of text to give you pointers as I have no time for that. Your subjects fall out of most peoples familiarity and it does not help that your writing is less than adequate for publishing research. You also unhingedly mass reply to your own posts. Why do you not spend the time to make one big post (like researchers do on research papers) and then post it all at once?

And just look how beautiful i construct my posts is it not a improvement?
I know there are spelling mistakes but not that much. or what do you think.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=340434#p340434

Yet, at the same time your other posts are borderline gibberish. Yes, you can write, but not all the time as you more often than not let your emotions dictate your writing. This could be changed by learning to control your mind, which is one of the most important things beginners should learn.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Fix what?

You have been given some advice regarding improvement in the past, but you have ignored it so far.

So what do you want to change? It could have been adressed already.

Also, there is no the thing for improvement as every issue needs specific measures.

Did i ask you?

About what did i ask?
What was given to me is to do with meditation.
And writing better which i am.

As you can see the problem is people like to tell me go meditate instead of awnsering what i am asking.In a way it comes off as im the problem.

I get upset about that and cause trouble. Which I don't want to be doing but I can help it and keep quiet but I don't want to.

I don't understand your last sentence.

I am here to help people and your post caught my attention.

Yes, meditation, in other words advancing on the 8 fold path is what we are supposed to do. This actually includes more than simply "meditation", as you put it. Many of your questions could be answered when you would apply yourself to the practice steadfast and advance yourself.

My last senctence was reference to your sentence where you asked "the best thing to fix this". There usually is more than the one thing that can and should be applied, depending on the issue.

I mean im tired of hearing i need to meditate. I already know that. But people can stop telling me that if i post something. If i need a working i will go on JoS or ask Blitzkrieg.

If its my posts that are the problem then ok fine but i need to be told so thats why i asked the Hp what should i do to fix this.

I understand that people don't know everything but then don't come act asif im the problem for asking it.

Tell me straight forward ok listen here and here is the problem with this post so next time try rather this or that. Do you understand?

Sorry, I am not going to go through walls of text to give you pointers as I have no time for that. Your subjects fall out of most peoples familiarity and it does not help that your writing is less than adequate for publishing research. You also unhingedly mass reply to your own posts. Why do you not spend the time to make one big post (like researchers do on research papers) and then post it all at once?

And just look how beautiful i construct my posts is it not a improvement?
I know there are spelling mistakes but not that much. or what do you think.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=340434#p340434

Yet, at the same time your other posts are borderline gibberish. Yes, you can write, but not all the time as you more often than not let your emotions dictate your writing. This could be changed by learning to control your mind, which is one of the most important things beginners should learn.

Thank you for the advise Henu. My problem is im in a very difficult situation. I don't know enough to be able to explain my problem. Im dealing with something beyond me (supernatural). Like a toddler who can barely speak but tries to explain something is wrong to his parents.When they don't understand he cries and cries.

So yes meditation and study is all i can think of that can help me. If i need personal space on a topic i open like i did means im trying to figure something out. Its important for me to have peoples support. Some days maybe i am delusional and need to be told that and others days i don't.

In normal life everything is normal i mean im not crazy. Most people like me its not like im way out of my head and should be in a mental hospital.

But something really is "feeding off me" or doing something to me i promise you i swear on FATHER SATAN'S NAME its real.

I will never say that if it was not so. Im greatful people like you are still here to help.Thats all i. starting on a new page?

Starting trance training again. I don't have work anymore i QUIT. I was threatened by a co-worker he is going to hit me and i used it as an excuse to quit my job. Thats with all honesty said. I feel bad about it and the reason i kind of wanted to be called a Jew and kicked out from here.

I wanted to help with donation but now i cannot. Something maybe Father Satan showed me and it brought me to tears. I feel it was my only way i could be useful... Now i cannot it hurts I didn't know how i was going to tell the commander. Its the reason I didn't care someone called me a jew i wanted a reason to give a reason to kick me out.

That wont help me.

 

[FancyMancy]

In my opinion, it is important to express ourselves. I'm not a punchbag, mind you!

Aaaoow! Yorr gettin' dunnn! Daaaad! Oop-- I meant Cobraaaa! Tell'im. 'E keeps punching meee!

About the appreciation thing, you remind me of the character in my profile picture who tried to destroy JWO and the billionaires of the world to get revenge for getting his parents killed and surprise-no one appreciated him. In fact, he was made the antagonist of the series. I know it's off-topic but I had to mention it.

Err... I think I'll take that as a compliment, lol.

Yet, at the same time your other posts are borderline gibberish. Yes, you can write, but not all the time as you more often than not let your emotions dictate your writing. This could be changed by learning to control your mind, which is one of the most important things beginners should learn.

OWP, I am thinking that you are typing more as if you are in a conversation, tying each word and most, if not every, new thought that comes to mind. It might be OK in a script/transcript, though...

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

In my opinion, it is important to express ourselves. I'm not a punchbag, mind you!

Aaaoow! Yorr gettin' dunnn! Daaaad! Oop-- I meant Cobraaaa! Tell'im. 'E keeps punching meee!

About the appreciation thing, you remind me of the character in my profile picture who tried to destroy JWO and the billionaires of the world to get revenge for getting his parents killed and surprise-no one appreciated him. In fact, he was made the antagonist of the series. I know it's off-topic but I had to mention it.

Err... I think I'll take that as a compliment, lol.

Yet, at the same time your other posts are borderline gibberish. Yes, you can write, but not all the time as you more often than not let your emotions dictate your writing. This could be changed by learning to control your mind, which is one of the most important things beginners should learn.

OWP, I am thinking that you are typing more as if you are in a conversation, tying each word and most, if not every, new thought that comes to mind. It might be OK in a script/transcript, though...

https://youtu.be/X9Hrq9dzNSs

 

[Henu the Great]

But something really is "feeding off me" or doing something to me i promise you i swear on FATHER SATAN'S NAME its real.

I bet it is a thoughtform of your own making that you are feeding, which can be solved by controlling your mind and cleaning meditations.

Starting trance training again. I don't have work anymore i QUIT. I was threatened by a co-worker he is going to hit me and i used it as an excuse to quit my job. Thats with all honesty said. I feel bad about it and the reason i kind of wanted to be called a Jew and kicked out from here.

Then you need to get a new job.

No one is going to start bashing you and 'throw you out'. This is not how this community works. If you want or need to take time off to focus on something else, then by all means do that.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

But something really is "feeding off me" or doing something to me i promise you i swear on FATHER SATAN'S NAME its real.

I bet it is a thoughtform of your own making that you are feeding, which can be solved by controlling your mind and cleaning meditations.

Starting trance training again. I don't have work anymore i QUIT. I was threatened by a co-worker he is going to hit me and i used it as an excuse to quit my job. Thats with all honesty said. I feel bad about it and the reason i kind of wanted to be called a Jew and kicked out from here.

Then you need to get a new job.

No one is going to start bashing you and 'throw you out'. This is not how this community works. If you want or need to take time off to focus on something else, then by all means do that.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

But something really is "feeding off me" or doing something to me i promise you i swear on FATHER SATAN'S NAME its real.

I bet it is a thoughtform of your own making that you are feeding, which can be solved by controlling your mind and cleaning meditations.

Starting trance training again. I don't have work anymore i QUIT. I was threatened by a co-worker he is going to hit me and i used it as an excuse to quit my job. Thats with all honesty said. I feel bad about it and the reason i kind of wanted to be called a Jew and kicked out from here.

Then you need to get a new job.

No one is going to start bashing you and 'throw you out'. This is not how this community works. If you want or need to take time off to focus on something else, then by all means do that.

I wanted to make a dramatic exist but didn't expect it to be like this, but ok.

Who else wants this

Say i

:lol:

I will take a break for a month then.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Don't feel disheartened wire, you will be ok, know that all of the advice your brothers and sisters give you are for your own good and not meant to put you down; in fact, it is 100% the opposite.

I personally enjoy some of the topics you make but I cannot afford to use time (which I have little of) to read them.

However, I know you think this counsel is redundant but the time you have spent creating "some" topics that don't create very much traction could be used for Yoga and such.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Not talking about this thread

I don't like the way people react to my posts.

I do effort so that everyone can learn something

What is the best thing i can do to fix this?

The main problem is lack of time. Someone may see your posts and skim them, and for a variety of reasons they won't leave a reply. Those who are interested will read it more thoroughly.

I would recommend summarizing and quoting only portions of your reference material while leaving the source link at the bottom. That way, people can get a quick understanding of the material from you, who has already comprehended the material.

Also, please italicize or quote which of your writing is coming from the source. Otherwise, I cannot tell if I am reading your source material or your own input.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

But something really is "feeding off me" or doing something to me i promise you i swear on FATHER SATAN'S NAME its real.

I will never say that if it was not so. Im greatful people like you are still here to help.Thats all i. starting on a new page?

If you are not cleaning, or protecting yourself, this could be amplified by enemy attacks. However, in the case of this being an actual entity, then the Gods would simply crush it and it would be done. Yet, they cannot do this if your mind is recreating it. Does that make sense?

What may be confusing you, is that whether it is a real, foreign entity, OR created by your own mind, you would still feel it. In the case of your own mind, once you stop interacting with it at all, it will go away.

So what you should do is ask Satan to crush anything that may be actively draining you. Then, if it happens again, you know it is your own mind. This is even further proved if you do an AOP and still feel drained.

Creating a decent AOP, such as x45 Algiz + affirmation, will also stop the enemy from attacking you and picking at your weaknesses. The enemy would certainly want to aggravate all negative emotions or other problems you may be dealing with.

Instead of thinking about meditating as some long boring activity, start with at least the basics (cleaning and AOP) that give your soul some safety and calm from the enemy.

 

[FancyMancy]

https://youtu.be/X9Hrq9dzNSs

whistles a completely different tune altogether