learner666 said:
everytime my body shows symptoms I start to think about the worst case scenarios like cancer or something uncurable and i get very anxious. How to stop this negative thoughts?
If you learn more about holistic medicine and you increase the awareness of your body, you will understand how the state of our health is a reflection of our actions and our baseline levels of vitality, along with other influences, like the planets. Therefore, major diseases do not develop for no reason, or without any cause behind them.
Following this line of thinking, it is also nonsense to imagine diseases as "incurable", although some may be harder than others to resolve. As SS, we have many tools to aid our health, such as cleaning, yoga, and even direct healing spells. By testing these methods, you will build confidence with maintaining your health. If you advance your Solar and Martian energies very well, your health will be in a great state, as your body will have plenty of energy to spare for fixing anything.
Beyond the actual mechanics of health, you must also take steps to control your mind itself, as the amplification of negative possibilities only harms you. There is no reason to jump to cancer, for example, when you only have a minor symptom. Analogous to this, it would not make sense to imagine your wife is leaving just because she disagrees with your design choice.
Void practice, as well as energies like Isa, can be used to get a handle on this.