An Unusual, But Strange Occurance Yesterday

[Night Wish]

Hi all!

I am about to post this thread right now (and it will be a long one, just letting you know) because I cannot seem to get over my intense curiousity (and slight disturbance) I have regarding an unusual, yet strange thing that happened to me yesterdsy morning, and I would like to know what it was. So first, I'll begin with the NOT so "out of the ordinary" part of my day yesterday; I woke up very early that morning (and my mother nagged me to get out of bed several times, as I did not want to get up out of bed right away, lol) in order to help my mother prepare my younger siblings for school, and to put them on the bus. This is nothing unusual here, that I tend to become easily annoyed and irritable when I am tired, and I stayed up several hours more than I should have the prior night (that was my fault, by the way) Though, I DID still have time to receive a few extra hours of sleep yesterday during the early morning, I chose not to go back to bed, as my family members were awake and I wanted to be in there presence (as I often feel like I am missing out on something for some reason, but that is just my nature with my family members, as I have a deep connection with them). However, despite wanting to be with my family members yesterday, I was irritable for much of that morning, that is, until this strange experience hit me beyond my control.

As I continued to feel tired throughout the day, I felt a slightly pressurized sensation within my forehead. Now, you may be thinking that this is normal, and that this usually leads to a severe headache, but oddly enough, I did not experience a headache, and though I, too, thought the pressure in my forehead was normal at first, I began to notice something strange after feeling a bit light-headed and nearly fell over to the floor with exhaustion a few hours later. When I decided to try and take a nap (which was less than 5 minutes, and I will explain why now), I closed my eyes, the usual, but then the strange part of it occurred.

After several moments, seeing nothing but the black void, as I was about to pass out (so I thought), it was as if I fell into a forced trance-like state somehow, or maybe several very short lucid dreams before snapping out of them and waking up several times with surprise. Not only this, but I remember only one of my strange lucid dreams as being disturbing (all the rest were just random, and they didn't make any sense), and it occurred to me yesterday that maybe this was the enemy's new way of psychically attacking me through my "sleep." During the first lucid dream I had, I suddenly and literally heard my voice within my mind, whispering "Satanists don't kill babies" (and I already know that this is true, as newborns are sacred. Not to mention, I NEVER would do such a thing as to murder someone in the beginning anyway!). Abruptly, after hearing this, I suddenly saw the void quickly transform into this strange room in a flash, and I remember looking to my side while standing (in my lucid dream), and I saw this plain, stone altar beside me with a dead newborn laying on it!! LIKE WHAAAAAT!!?? As soon as I saw the dead newborn, I immediately snapped out of my lucid dream with a feeling of great disturbance.

Lastly, after several more lucid dreams (which were only random and not disturbing like the first one I had), another odd experience happened. When I woke up from my last random lucid dream, I no longer felt tired (though I felt really exhausted before, and I did not get enough rest the night prior to yesterday morning). Not only this, but when I stood up from my bed, I no longer felt the "pressure" sensation in my forehead, and I felt wide awake (and my so-called nap only lasted several minutes total with breaks in between) Not to mention, that all of my irritability from yesterday had finally ceased after my last lucid dream too, and ever since then, I would say that I have been in a pretty stable mood.

As of now, I have so many questions; Was my first lucid dream a form of psychic attack from the enemy? Why were the rest of my lucid dreams random and made no sense? Could it have been possible that the pressure within my forehead before falling into a potential forced trance indicated that my lucid dreams were trying to be released to me, but were trapped within my mind for some time? And lastly, why do you think that I no longer felt irritable and exhausted after waking up from my last lucid dream, despite the whole process lasting for only a few minutes? I would really love to know your thoughts and input on this, as this is another new thing I recently experienced for the first time, and I would like to know what this experience as a whole likely was. Thanks for reading, and your thoughts will be deeply appreciated!

 

[Tethys333]

I honestly found the whole thing a little difficult to understand.
First of all, I would recommend that you take care of your sleep cycle since from what I understand you tend to sleep few or many hours. It has to be a fair amount of hours so that you don't feel tired the next morning.

I felt a slightly pressurized sensation within my forehead. Now, you may be thinking that this is normal, and that this usually leads to a severe headache, but oddly enough, I did not experience a headache, and though I, too, thought the pressure in my forehead was normal at first, I began to notice something strange after feeling a bit light-headed and nearly fell over to the floor with exhaustion a few hours later. When I decided to try and take a nap (which was less than 5 minutes, and I will explain why now), I closed my eyes, the usual, but then the strange part of it occurred.

Before I try to explain, I would like to ask you: have you started a meditation routine? Are you working on your chakras?

After several moments, seeing nothing but the black void, as I was about to pass out (so I thought), it was as if I fell into a forced trance-like state somehow, or maybe several very short lucid dreams before snapping out of them and waking up several times with surprise. Not only this, but I remember only one of my strange lucid dreams as being disturbing (all the rest were just random, and they didn't make any sense), and it occurred to me yesterday that maybe this was the enemy's new way of psychically attacking me through my "sleep." During the first lucid dream I had, I suddenly and literally heard my voice within my mind, whispering "Satanists don't kill babies" (and I already know that this is true, as newborns are sacred. Not to mention, I NEVER would do such a thing as to murder someone in the beginning anyway!). Abruptly, after hearing this, I suddenly saw the void quickly transform into this strange room in a flash, and I remember looking to my side while standing (in my lucid dream), and I saw this plain, stone altar beside me with a dead newborn laying on it!! LIKE WHAAAAAT!!?? As soon as I saw the dead newborn, I immediately snapped out of my lucid dream with a feeling of great disturbance.

OK, this happened to me, too. But in my case it was simply Father Satan wanting to help me out.
In this case, yes, it could be a psychic attack, especially if you are new here they can attack you more easily. Probably the voice you heard was the Gods warning you.
For now I would prefer not to write any more until you answer the questions I have asked so that we have a 'clear hypothesis. In that case I would recommend that you always protect your aura and purify it. Do the same thing with the chakras

Aura Cleaning

Aura Protection

 

[Recycler1337]

I had a similar experience from lack of sleep.

There can also be auditory and even visual hallucinations.

Do not neglect sleep, it is as important as drinking and eating.

 

[Night Wish]

I honestly found the whole thing a little difficult to understand.
First of all, I would recommend that you take care of your sleep cycle since from what I understand you tend to sleep few or many hours. It has to be a fair amount of hours so that you don't feel tired the next morning.

Hi there!

I apologise for confusing you based on what I wrote. I sometimes have a bad habit of jumbling my words around by mistake, especially when I am confused and too many thoughts are rushing around in my head at once. I also have a difficult time organizing my thoughts too, especially if what I am writing is very complex, and even when I check something a hundred times to make sure that everything lays out decently, it is sometimes not what I expect.

Also, I agree with you there, about my sleep cycle. It is true, that most nights, I over sleep and some other nights, I do not recieve enough rest (like the night prior to yesterday). Though, I mostly feel okay in the mornings I wake up after receiving more hours of rest than I should, I believe it definitely would be a wise idea for me to set up a new curfew and routine, as this would also benefit my overall health.

Before I try to explain, I would like to ask you: have you started a meditation routine? Are you working on your chakras?

Okay, so to get to the point; No, I have not started a meditation routine yet, but I still plan to try this in the future. Truth is, my family members are almost always around, and even though they love and support me, and they know I am a Satanist, I do not feel comfortable meditating near them (I would describe this as sort of like stage fright almost, for example, but slightly different. I do not know how exactly to describe it). Not to mention, all of my younger siblings tend to be a bit noisy, occasionally, and I read somewhere within this website that it is recommended to meditate or bring yourself to a trance state when no one is around to disrupt you, to avoid potential injury. Also, to answer your second question, I also have not been working directly with my chakras either, at least, not with mantras or meditations yet (and I am not quite sure how to pronounce some of the chakras' assigned mantras, as some of them are either hard to read, or look like they should sound like this, but they actually sound like that). On the other hand, I would feel my chakras activate by themselves on rare occasions for a short time. For example, when I listen to a song I really like, but haven't heard for awhile often gives me goosebumps on my arms, and I read this could be a sign that one or more of my chakras had temperarily activated. Also, feel free to let me know if this is inaccurate, and to ask for any more clarifications if there is anything I may have missed in regards ti your questions. Thank you for reading!

 

[Tethys333]

Hi there!

I apologise for confusing you based on what I wrote. I sometimes have a bad habit of jumbling my words around by mistake, especially when I am confused and too many thoughts are rushing around in my head at once. I also have a difficult time organizing my thoughts too, especially if what I am writing is very complex, and even when I check something a hundred times to make sure that everything lays out decently, it is sometimes not what I expect.

Also, I agree with you there, about my sleep cycle. It is true, that most nights, I over sleep and some other nights, I do not recieve enough rest (like the night prior to yesterday). Though, I mostly feel okay in the mornings I wake up after receiving more hours of rest than I should, I believe it definitely would be a wise idea for me to set up a new curfew and routine, as this would also benefit my overall health.



Okay, so to get to the point; No, I have not started a meditation routine yet, but I still plan to try this in the future. Truth is, my family members are almost always around, and even though they love and support me, and they know I am a Satanist, I do not feel comfortable meditating near them (I would describe this as sort of like stage fright almost, for example, but slightly different. I do not know how exactly to describe it). Not to mention, all of my younger siblings tend to be a bit noisy, occasionally, and I read somewhere within this website that it is recommended to meditate or bring yourself to a trance state when no one is around to disrupt you, to avoid potential injury. Also, to answer your second question, I also have not been working directly with my chakras either, at least, not with mantras or meditations yet (and I am not quite sure how to pronounce some of the chakras' assigned mantras, as some of them are either hard to read, or look like they should sound like this, but they actually sound like that). On the other hand, I would feel my chakras activate by themselves on rare occasions for a short time. For example, when I listen to a song I really like, but haven't heard for awhile often gives me goosebumps on my arms, and I read this could be a sign that one or more of my chakras had temperarily activated. Also, feel free to let me know if this is inaccurate, and to ask for any more clarifications if there is anything I may have missed in regards ti your questions. Thank you for reading!

I recommend that you start with the 40-day program. I understand your motivation but it is a way to strengthen yourself, which would also prevent possible enemy attacks.
Try to do a little research: try to study what are the calmest times at home and try to use them to meditate. You don't have to do all the meditations together; you can also divide them throughout the day.
Also, I agree with what the brother wrote, that lack of sleep could also lead you to hallucinations. Be sure to take very good care of yourself. And don't underestimate the links I sent you.
You can do them as soon as you wake up and before you go to sleep maybe.


Also, don't worry, it wasn't you who confused me but the way you told it there were so many things that could have caused this. So don't worry

 

[Night Wish]

Hi again Tethys333, and Recycler1337

Recycler1337

I had a similar experience from lack of sleep.

Tethys333

OK, this happened to me, too. But in my case it was simply Father Satan wanting to help me out.

It is good to know that there are people who can relate with my experience similarly, about the trance event I previously experienced (I forgot to mention about this earlier).

Though, my very first message on the first part of this thread may have came out as a bit frantic, I want to let both of you know that I am okay. The reason for my potential frantic tone was not for any other reason other than because of my mixed thoughts, confusion, slight disturbance, a bit of excitent (for some reason), and a feeling of being intrigued a bit, especially since I learned that the Gods could have been trying to verbally contact me (that was also my first time experiencing this too, if that was the case, by the way), and like they said, "the Gods may have been trying to warn me of the potential psychic attack right before it began."

Based on this, I also formed another idea later, that maybe the Gods also used my voice specifically as a sort of reminder for me to never endure criminal behavior, no matter what the enemy tries to coerce me to do. I can definitely say that this worked very well, and even though I would never murder anyone to begin with (unless if there was no way out of it via physical defense), I can say that I had absolutely NO intrusive thoughts after my disturbing lucid dream occured too! Thus, from what I can understand now, this voice of mine I heard deep within were likely the Gods trying to protect me, my ethical values, and were trying to inform me of this incoming potential psychic attack. I would also like to thank Tethys333 for helping me gain more clarity on this, as that being stated in my profile as of now, I am a "new member," and I have a lot to learn, especially when it comes to interpreting messages from Satan and the other Gods!

Tethys333

Also, I agree with what the brother wrote, that lack of sleep could also lead you to hallucinations.

Recycler1337

There can also be auditory and even visual hallucinations.

I can also agree with both of you here, that this can sometimes happen, especially when you do not have enough hours of rest. It is true, that at times, when I lack sleep, that I tend to notice apparitions, especially when I am exhausted, but considering they are different figures each time, and I rarely ever see the same one again, I am convinced that these apparitions were/are hallucinations, as I was both tired and kind of anxious (and anxiety and exhaustion apparently do not mix well together) during that time. Not to mention, the apparitions I saw took on the form of strange figures, and they didn't seem docile either, based on their sudden movements on the corners of my eyes, coming at me very fast and disappeared and such.

Tethys333

First of all, I would recommend that you take care of your sleep cycle since from what I understand you tend to sleep few or many hours. It has to be a fair amount of hours so that you don't feel tired the next morning.

Recycler1337

Do not neglect sleep, it is as important as drinking and eating.

Going back to the sleep cycle topic, I agree with you both, about how resting is an essential need for the body, like food and beverage. Thus, rest is needed (and enough of it too) in order to function throughout the day. It is also true, that I have not been really used to a consistent sleep schedule lately, and though I will definitely say, this will be a challenge for me at first, but as I gradually tweak my new routine, like Tethys333 said, I will eventually get used to it and within the future, I'll be able to stick to it. I am definitely going to try and do better, so I can recieve plentiful sleep and hopefully, make my spiritual advancement journey easier too! Thank you both for the awesome advice, I really appreciate it!

Tethys333

I recommend that you start with the 40-day program. I understand your motivation but it is a way to strengthen yourself, which would also prevent possible enemy attacks.
Try to do a little research: try to study what are the calmest times at home and try to use them to meditate. You don't have to do all the meditations together; you can also divide them throughout the day.

And don't underestimate the links I sent you.
You can do them as soon as you wake up and before you go to sleep maybe.

Lastly, in response to your quote, I will say that the 40-day program you mentioned sounds like a very wise idea, as I have never meditated before (as I was an Atheist for about half my life before coming to Satan) and I am beginning to be fed up with being the victim of frequent enemy psychic attacks.

Even though my family members can be noisy at times, I am actually very motivated to begin a meditation routine anytime (which I will do as soon as possible, now that I have several ideas on how to begin, and resources to check out). The first thing I'll do, as you mentioned before, is to take one of the first steps, which includes observing family activity and what time/s the house is quiet on average, so I can hopefully meditate safely. Not only this, but I will also work with myself more, and see what personal meditation routine works best for me too. Also, I do not know why I didn't think of this sooner! thank you for both this advice and the resources you sent me! I'll be sure to check those out soon enough!

Tethys333

Be sure to take very good care of yourself.

Will do!

 

[Tethys333]

I'm glad this was all very helpful to you!
I wish you the best.
Also, in case you can't find it, I am attaching the link to the High Priest HoodedCobra666's 40-day program
40 days program

Good luck!

 

[Night Wish]

I apologise, but there is one last thing I should mention, if you don't mind?

I just very recently (like only several seconds ago before posting this) tried to open this article you sent me, and it was apparently through "Satan's library." For some reason, this separate section within Ancient Forums has not been loading for me, saying that "this page cannot be reached." Satan's library apparently still does not seem to work on my end, and I am not sure why. Do you know if there is another place I can access this through Ancient Forums, or maybe if you could potentually send me another article that isn't through "Satan'slibrary,.org," if there is another place for this article? Thank you for reading, and I would love to be able to read your feedback, if you can!

 

[Tethys333]

I apologise, but there is one last thing I should mention, if you don't mind?

I just very recently (like only several seconds ago before posting this) tried to open this article you sent me, and it was apparently through "Satan's library." For some reason, this separate section within Ancient Forums has not been loading for me, saying that "this page cannot be reached." Satan's library apparently still does not seem to work on my end, and I am not sure why. Do you know if there is another place I can access this through Ancient Forums, or maybe if you could potentually send me another article that isn't through "Satan'slibrary,.org," if there is another place for this article? Thank you for reading, and I would love to be able to read your feedback, if you can!

It seems strange to me, I tried to open it and I open the file quietly.
Unfortunately, I don't know of any other way, the 40-day program was put in the JoS library just to be available to everyone.
If you are not American or English I suggest you try downloading it from the JoS site in your language. You can always find the program in the library