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Voice of Enki [JG]

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I had quite an interesting dream a while ago and have been thinking about a possible meaning it could have had, so I thought I'd share the experience if anyone is interested to read it haha. 

I had the dream during a time I was having a lot of delusions about myself (the typical stuff that plagues new SS.. Thoughts of being a special one, or a chosen one, that stuff). Got over all of that luckely, partially thanks to that dream actually. 

In the dream I was in a large indoor space and a winged man appeared in front of me there. He looked aproximatle 55 years old, but had a very charismatic appearance and a stern look on his face. Grey hair and a pretty big grey mustache. Wearing some kind of trenchcoat looking jacket and he had white wings. 

I thought it could have been an enemy and in the dream I was sort of in a lucid state. I tried using my aura to push the man away in the dream as a reflex since his appearance was so sudden and unexpected and it startled me. However the man was very powerful and easily pushed aside the energy I tried to use, then a moment later I was immobilized, but there was no hostile intent comming from the man. 

He spoke with a stern and powerful voice and said something along the lines of this: "What have we here, you are dedicated, but what is wrong exactly" "Aah I see.. Negative influence and delusions of grandure, but an honest heart". As he said this it felt like the man was examining my aura with his energy, everything was very lifelike and felt very real, really interesting to experience. 

Then he took a step back, looked at me and said: "No matter, this will just take a moment" He pointed his finger at my waist, or a little below there, made a loud and deep yell and some kind of energy shot out from his finger and he made a streak across my waist, around the place where the sacral chakra is located. I felt a strong pressure there in my physical body and a very strong feeling in my aura, but it was not painful. 

Then he turned around and proceeded to leave. I was dazed in the dream since everything went so quickly and I had no idea what had just happened and also the feeling in my waist was very strange, but not negative. I reached my hand out to the man before he flew away and said: "Wait! Who are you? And what happened?!" But the man didn't answer or even look back and simply left as quick as he came into my dream. 

I woke up after that and felt strangely awake with a different kind of clarity. I felt very humbled and relieved, which makes me believe the winged man I saw was a demon that came to see where my delusions came from and somehow got rid of them or got rid of something negative that was affecting me. 

The delusions I was having quickly cleared up the days after and I could continue to advance properly again. I got back on the right path after straying from it because of those delusions I had. 

If any of you have an opinion on this or have had simmilar experiences I would like to hear them if you are willing to share of course. 

Anyways, I hope it wasn't too boring to read if you took the time to read it.. 

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Heil Hitler!Hail all the True Gods of Hell!!!!
 
Awww that is an amazing dream!!! I have had one kind of similar. One night I was laying on the couch asleep, and a short stocky man appeared to me. He was wearing a gold out fit, something like you would see at a renaissance festival. He just stood there laughing. Not at me but just because he seemed to be SO JOYFUL. It was a kind of happiness that you don't see often in this world. Come to think of it I was a little caught off guard by the amount of joy he was putting out. Any way, he was laughing and then with a great shout He said "HAIL SATAN!" and took of running through the house and disappeared. I have not seen him since but I hope to see him again in my dreams. It was quit a lovely experience.       

On Tuesday, September 13, 2016 12:51 AM, "voiceofenki@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I had quite an interesting dream a while ago and have been thinking about a possible meaning it could have had, so I thought I'd share the experience if anyone is interested to read it haha. 

I had the dream during a time I was having a lot of delusions about myself (the typical stuff that plagues new SS.. Thoughts of being a special one, or a chosen one, that stuff). Got over all of that luckely, partially thanks to that dream actually. 

In the dream I was in a large indoor space and a winged man appeared in front of me there. He looked aproximatle 55 years old, but had a very charismatic appearance and a stern look on his face. Grey hair and a pretty big grey mustache. Wearing some kind of trenchcoat looking jacket and he had white wings. 

I thought it could have been an enemy and in the dream I was sort of in a lucid state. I tried using my aura to push the man away in the dream as a reflex since his appearance was so sudden and unexpected and it startled me. However the man was very powerful and easily pushed aside the energy I tried to use, then a moment later I was immobilized, but there was no hostile intent comming from the man. 

He spoke with a stern and powerful voice and said something along the lines of this: "What have we here, you are dedicated, but what is wrong exactly" "Aah I see.. Negative influence and delusions of grandure, but an honest heart". As he said this it felt like the man was examining my aura with his energy, everything was very lifelike and felt very real, really interesting to experience. 

Then he took a step back, looked at me and said: "No matter, this will just take a moment" He pointed his finger at my waist, or a little below there, made a loud and deep yell and some kind of energy shot out from his finger and he made a streak across my waist, around the place where the sacral chakra is located. I felt a strong pressure there in my physical body and a very strong feeling in my aura, but it was not painful. 

Then he turned around and proceeded to leave. I was dazed in the dream since everything went so quickly and I had no idea what had just happened and also the feeling in my waist was very strange, but not negative. I reached my hand out to the man before he flew away and said: "Wait! Who are you? And what happened?!" But the man didn't answer or even look back and simply left as quick as he came into my dream. 

I woke up after that and felt strangely awake with a different kind of clarity. I felt very humbled and relieved, which makes me believe the winged man I saw was a demon that came to see where my delusions came from and somehow got rid of them or got rid of something negative that was affecting me. 

The delusions I was having quickly cleared up the days after and I could continue to advance properly again. I got back on the right path after straying from it because of those delusions I had. 

If any of you have an opinion on this or have had simmilar experiences I would like to hear them if you are willing to share of course. 

Anyways, I hope it wasn't too boring to read if you took the time to read it.. 

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Heil Hitler!Hail all the True Gods of Hell!!!!

 
Not sure what your dream was about. Quite interesting though. I swear, everyone has been having interesting dreams/visions except me lol xD Wasn't there someone on here who has been a Satanist for a couple months and they already had a dream where Father came and talked to them!? Everyone's different I guess. Hail Satan!!! NGU666
On Sep 13, 2016 1:53 AM, "voiceofenki@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  I had quite an interesting dream a while ago and have been thinking about a possible meaning it could have had, so I thought I'd share the experience if anyone is interested to read it haha. 

I had the dream during a time I was having a lot of delusions about myself (the typical stuff that plagues new SS.. Thoughts of being a special one, or a chosen one, that stuff). Got over all of that luckely, partially thanks to that dream actually. 

In the dream I was in a large indoor space and a winged man appeared in front of me there. He looked aproximatle 55 years old, but had a very charismatic appearance and a stern look on his face. Grey hair and a pretty big grey mustache. Wearing some kind of trenchcoat looking jacket and he had white wings. 

I thought it could have been an enemy and in the dream I was sort of in a lucid state. I tried using my aura to push the man away in the dream as a reflex since his appearance was so sudden and unexpected and it startled me. However the man was very powerful and easily pushed aside the energy I tried to use, then a moment later I was immobilized, but there was no hostile intent comming from the man. 

He spoke with a stern and powerful voice and said something along the lines of this: "What have we here, you are dedicated, but what is wrong exactly" "Aah I see.. Negative influence and delusions of grandure, but an honest heart". As he said this it felt like the man was examining my aura with his energy, everything was very lifelike and felt very real, really interesting to experience. 

Then he took a step back, looked at me and said: "No matter, this will just take a moment" He pointed his finger at my waist, or a little below there, made a loud and deep yell and some kind of energy shot out from his finger and he made a streak across my waist, around the place where the sacral chakra is located. I felt a strong pressure there in my physical body and a very strong feeling in my aura, but it was not painful. 

Then he turned around and proceeded to leave. I was dazed in the dream since everything went so quickly and I had no idea what had just happened and also the feeling in my waist was very strange, but not negative. I reached my hand out to the man before he flew away and said: "Wait! Who are you? And what happened?!" But the man didn't answer or even look back and simply left as quick as he came into my dream. 

I woke up after that and felt strangely awake with a different kind of clarity. I felt very humbled and relieved, which makes me believe the winged man I saw was a demon that came to see where my delusions came from and somehow got rid of them or got rid of something negative that was affecting me. 

The delusions I was having quickly cleared up the days after and I could continue to advance properly again. I got back on the right path after straying from it because of those delusions I had. 

If any of you have an opinion on this or have had simmilar experiences I would like to hear them if you are willing to share of course. 

Anyways, I hope it wasn't too boring to read if you took the time to read it.. 

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Heil Hitler!Hail all the True Gods of Hell!!!!
 
voiceofenki, thanks for sharing this. I find it interesting. What's more, I honestly think that you probably
interpreted what happened correctly. I am surprised by the gray hair, though. But that doesn't mean
one of the Demons/Gods can't have gray hair.


I really have nothing to add, other than what I just said.


Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Mon, 9/12/16, voiceofenki@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] An interesting experience I wanted to share.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, September 12, 2016, 10:22 PM


 









I had quite an interesting dream a
while ago and have been thinking about a possible meaning it
could have had, so I thought I'd share the experience if
anyone is interested to read it haha. 

I had the dream during a time I was having a
lot of delusions about myself (the typical stuff that
plagues new SS.. Thoughts of being a special one, or a
chosen one, that stuff). Got over all of that luckely,
partially thanks to that dream actually. 

In the dream I was in a large
indoor space and a winged man appeared in front of me there.
He looked aproximatle 55 years old, but had a very
charismatic appearance and a stern look on his face. Grey
hair and a pretty big grey mustache. Wearing some kind of
trenchcoat looking jacket and he had white wings. 

I thought it could have been
an enemy and in the dream I was sort of in a lucid state. I
tried using my aura to push the man away in the dream as a
reflex since his appearance was so sudden and unexpected and
it startled me. However the man was very powerful and easily
pushed aside the energy I tried to use, then a moment later
I was immobilized, but there was no hostile intent comming
from the man. 

He spoke
with a stern and powerful voice and said something along the
lines of this: "What have we here, you are dedicated,
but what is wrong exactly" "Aah I see.. Negative
influence and delusions of grandure, but an honest
heart". As he said this it felt like the man was
examining my aura with his energy, everything was very
lifelike and felt very real, really interesting to
experience. 

Then he took
a step back, looked at me and said: "No matter, this
will just take a moment" He pointed his finger at my
waist, or a little below there, made a loud and deep yell
and some kind of energy shot out from his finger and he made
a streak across my waist, around the place where the sacral
chakra is located. I felt a strong pressure there in my
physical body and a very strong feeling in my aura, but it
was not painful. 

Then he
turned around and proceeded to leave. I was dazed in the
dream since everything went so quickly and I had no idea
what had just happened and also the feeling in my waist was

very strange, but not negative. I reached my hand out to the
man before he flew away and said: "Wait! Who are you?
And what happened?!" But the man didn't answer or
even look back and simply left as quick as he came into my
dream. 

I woke up after
that and felt strangely awake with a different kind of
clarity. I felt very humbled and relieved, which makes me
believe the winged man I saw was a demon that came to see
where my delusions came from and somehow got rid of them or
got rid of something negative that was affecting me. 

The delusions I was having
quickly cleared up the days after and I could continue to
advance properly again. I got back on the right path after
straying from it because of those delusions I had. 

If any of you have an opinion
on this or have had simmilar experiences I would like to
hear them if you are willing to share of course. 

Anyways, I hope it wasn't
too boring to read if you took the time to read it.. 

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Heil
Hitler!Hail all the True Gods of
Hell!!!!










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It might have been Abaddon or someone seeing that you are a lost soul who is genuine and honest and care about truth. So you merited his help.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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