Always trust Gods. There is hope. They love you. They care about you.

[-Honestus-]

I am greeting all my brothers/sisters in Satya,

First, please read this post of mine:

What happens after inhaling grey energy?

If I breathe in a lot of gray energy in order to die, how will the process proceed? Will I die instantly? Or will it be slow and painful?

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I was feeling like the Gods hate me and don't care about me. I thought everything was meaningless if I couldn't establish a relationship with our Gods.

But the more I improved myself and pray them, the more I realised how compassionate the Gods were. Saying "The Gods don't care about me." is definitely denying the things they teach us, the things that they did for us and their blessings. Don't deny their efforts, love and helps. Be aware of them.

Always thank the Gods. Everyone will see the truth and won't forget it forever.

Sincerely,
Honestus, a brother of you all.

 

[Satyanik]

But the more I improved myself and pray them, the more I realised how compassionate the Gods were

This is very important. Everyone should be praying to the Gods daily.

Its hard to build a relationship with someone who you never speak to