almost 4 days off nic

[Fsihson666]

hi that is how much I've been off so far i keep getting a huge urge to go back but i know its not good for me. i still use thc i don't know why but i just love the medical ones still they are my crutch still but I'm hoping to stay off nic for a long time starting now just an update from me to yall with my drug use that i am listening.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Good news, I am happy for you.

But THC is extremely more dangerous for you. Stopping that is even more important.

 

[Henu the Great]

hi that is how much I've been off so far i keep getting a huge urge to go back but i know its not good for me. i still use thc i don't know why but i just love the medical ones still they are my crutch still but I'm hoping to stay off nic for a long time starting now just an update from me to yall with my drug use that i am listening.

I hope you did nor ignore or forget what I recommended about substituting THC with CBD for the meantime until you have worked your addictions out of your life.

 

[HadesWithin666]

You got to think why you're using the addictions for, what is the main problem/problems that makes you to do so? If those are not healed and understood then smoking/vaping will do just harm to you , it's a short term "solution" with very big problems in the long run.

 

[Fsihson666]

hi that is how much I've been off so far i keep getting a huge urge to go back but i know its not good for me. i still use thc i don't know why but i just love the medical ones still they are my crutch still but I'm hoping to stay off nic for a long time starting now just an update from me to yall with my drug use that i am listening

You got to think why you're using the addictions for, what is the main problem/problems that makes you to do so? If those are not healed and understood then smoking/vaping will do just harm to you , it's a short term "solution" with very big problems in the long run.

I'm going to take steps in stopping now I feel like I have to many problems that I can't do anything about

 

[Fsihson666]

I'm going to take steps in stopping now I feel like I have to many problems that I can't do anything abou

I'm going to take steps in stopping now I feel like I have to many problems that I can't do anything about

I don't think I have a single person I could talk to that would understand my drug use so I know I'm here experiencing it I'm numbing my deeping hurts while everyone trys to curropt it. And my whole child hold of smoking and vaping i never really applied the force to stop even when I was stopping for a year and other. I just feel like drugs are the only thing that numbed me and woke me up to it maybe when I got high the first time.

 

[Fsihson666]

I don't think I have a single person I could talk to that would understand my drug use so I know I'm here experiencing it I'm numbing my deeping hurts while everyone trys to curropt it. And my whole child hold of smoking and vaping i never really applied the force to stop even when I was stopping for a year and other. I just feel like drugs are the only thing that numbed me and woke me up to it maybe when I got high the first time.

Plz don't hate me for going back I keep thinking to go back but I know I can take small steps

 

[HadesWithin666]

I don't think I have a single person I could talk to that would understand my drug use so I know I'm here experiencing it I'm numbing my deeping hurts while everyone trys to curropt it. And my whole child hold of smoking and vaping i never really applied the force to stop even when I was stopping for a year and other. I just feel like drugs are the only thing that numbed me and woke me up to it maybe when I got high the first time.

I understand you Brother, I really do, not just saying.

Thing with drugs as you know is that they create dependency and it becomes the only thing that gives you dopamine and other chemicals which relates the 'happy state' , they not only that influence on the chemical and psychological point of view but also spiritually by making holes into your aura which is like a spiritual mutilation , somehow making a bigger wound then the one which already was/is .

The only one who can save your soul it's just you , that's your whole mission , nothing else, we need to stop telling ourselves that 'one day' . I need to quit smoking as well and drink more water, be more healthier , sleep more, take more care of myself.

 

[Fsihson666]

Plz don't hate me for going back I keep thinking to go back but I know I can take small st

I understand you Brother, I really do, not just saying.

Thing with drugs as you know is that they create dependency and it becomes the only thing that gives you dopamine and other chemicals which relates the 'happy state' , they not only that influence on the chemical and psychological point of view but also spiritually by making holes into your aura which is like a spiritual mutilation , somehow making a bigger wound then the one which already was/is .

The only one who can save your soul it's just you , that's your whole mission , nothing else, we need to stop telling ourselves that 'one day' . I need to quit smoking as well and drink more water, be more healthier , sleep more, take more care of myself.

i remember it saying that shrooms and those drugs create holes not weed does nic too?

 

[HadesWithin666]

i remember it saying that shrooms and those drugs create holes not weed does nic too?

Everything it's a shit hole, weed , thc , vape , tabbaco , alchool, whatever, there's no such things that are " less bad " it's just each fucks you up in different way , don't resume to a addict mentality saying " oh but this is better then the other X " , no , it is not.

 

[Fsihson666]

Everything it's a shit hole, weed , thc , vape , tabbaco , alchool, whatever, there's no such things that are " less bad " it's just each fucks you up in different way , don't resume to a addict mentality saying " oh but this is better then the other X

im so addicted i just posted this and im already back

 

[HadesWithin666]

im so addicted i just posted this and im already back

Well just stop doing it.
Stop = No addiction = easy
Working towards to understand why are you doing what you're doing and then read cases of people who end up by just doing that, a life wasted trough chemicals , then when you're dying you're going like fucked spiritually and all of this lies people telling to each other about 'I do it because it helps me' it helps you on the moment and then destroys you in the long run amplifying and making things hundred times worse.

Just quit, don't cry for yourself , just get better bro. Nobody said it's that easy but you got to do it , otherwise ..

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You need to become mentally stronger. You will become stronger with more effort and practice.

Just think however much you want a cigarette or a joint right now, if you smoke one, you will only want one even stronger next time. But if you do not smoke one, next time the craving will be weaker than it is now.

 

[Henu the Great]

im so addicted i just posted this and im already back

Do not affirm your ailments, it will make it harder for you to heal. Instead, say "The addiction that I am going through at the moment", or similar.

"My ulcers, my flu, my heart condition… etc.
DON'T *OWN* THE DISEASE!!!!! How many times a day do you hear people repeating and repeating this negativity?? How can you expect to heal and get well when you OWN the disease???? Instead, say "THE ulcers, "THE flu"… Get it??? Don't own ANY disease.

Overcoming Obstacles

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't think I have a single person I could talk to that would understand my drug use so I know I'm here experiencing it I'm numbing my deeping hurts while everyone trys to curropt it. And my whole child hold of smoking and vaping i never really applied the force to stop even when I was stopping for a year and other. I just feel like drugs are the only thing that numbed me and woke me up to it maybe when I got high the first time.

What you are doing is masking the underlying issue with substance abuse. To effectively heal, one must target the root of the issue, whatever it/those might be. For example, inhaling Sun energy (invocation) and then programming it to heal will make you feel better not only in the short term but also in the long term when it is done consistently long enough.

Another example is physical exercise and Yoga Asanas. Hard is it may be to begin new activities, these things will improve and maintain superior health.

There are many more examples when you start to look for them and to effectively become a new you, a new chapter has to be opened. This happens gradually, and always when something is left behind.