Henu the Great said:
Mantras such as Surya, Raum and Vishuddi can be used in conjuction with light for cleansing. With mantra cleaning is more potent than without.
If I may ask an old and important question.
I have an old fear. For example, it appeared during my initiation ceremony in 2019, or during standard rituals.
The problem is called
obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD). No official diagnosis, I have not seen a psychiatrist. It doesn't hinder me much. I work, I graduated from law school, etc. But OCD exists. Obsessive thoughts come without control.
If I am clearing aura, doing RTR or working with negative energy (or binding/freezing spell), can obsessive thoughts be harmful? For example, thoughts that are directed against people/animals I care about or directed against myself. I have read that if I am working with negative energy, even the slightest disturbance of concentration can be dangerous. But then how do I do aura cleansing, RTR, or binding spells for example? I would probably come up with an obsessive thought that the negative energy is going into my loved ones. Or, for example, if I was petting my cat and visualized white gold light, I would have to stop because the white gold light was "turned" to grey by the obsessive thought, etc.
Or should I ignore the obsessive thoughts? Should I continue the ritual as if nothing had happened? I am new and I don't know if obsessive thoughts can have any real effect during a ritual. At the same time as the thought appears, I also feel compulsively anxious about whether I have agreed with the thought. Of course I did not agree.
So that's a problem. I read it in the "
Satanist with mental health issues" topic:
"Prioritize Void Meditation above all else, as it is an immense help for those with mental issues. It will help you stay calm and in control. Try to do it atleast twice daily for 3 minutes each (or longer if desired).
Once a day, vibrate >>RAUM<< into your body for 36 times and state the affirmation >>In a positive and happy way for me, my mind and soul are completely clean at all times.<<"
(https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=194764#p194764)
And Fuchs wrote me this reply last year:
"Even if your animal would be affected by you cleaning your aura, you can and should clean the aura of your familiar/cat also daily. About your thoughts, it is not good, but see at as if you fokus 90% of goldwhite energy and then for a few seconds 10% on grey you still did fokus 90% on goldwhite, you also did allready figure out void meditation here is key to solve this issue. Of course you can and should do the Rtrs daily. Afterwards do aura cleaning:
Returning Curses Part 1 + 2
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses.html
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html
on you and your cat.
Also do daily aop aura of protection:
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Protection.html"
(https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=15534&p=275803&hilit=goldwhite#p275803)
What do you think? It would be important for me to protect and clean my cat spiritually, because I realized that she may have received vaccines in the past that could be dangerous to cats. And of course spiritual care in general is also important.