Advice needed, dear Brothers and Sisters....

[Belial_666]

Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a lot of time researching. 

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Allison P]

Well, you're certainly not crazy. Sounds like you've had some very
positive experiences! The first one, when you were sick, definitely
sounds like it was Father coming to you; he has a very warm, calm
energy. As for the others, with Lord Thoth...well, it definitely
sounds like he could be your guardian. You're very privileged, to have
had such contact; I've been dedicated for several years, and I still
don't know who my guardian is. Lol. Best of success with your
dedication! Hail Father Satan!

On 1/28/11, Belial_666 <darkjedi99@... wrote:
Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a
lot of time researching.

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power
meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two
days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm
all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my
Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my
mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my
Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and
study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a
paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and
candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten
minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other
times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and
that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Belial_666]

Hi
Thank you for your advice
There was a part of me that wondered.
I'm a eagerly looking forward to my dedication
Lucifer be with you!

Ave Satanas! Hail Satan! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Well, you're certainly not crazy. Sounds like you've had some very
positive experiences! The first one, when you were sick, definitely
sounds like it was Father coming to you; he has a very warm, calm
energy. As for the others, with Lord Thoth...well, it definitely
sounds like he could be your guardian. You're very privileged, to have
had such contact; I've been dedicated for several years, and I still
don't know who my guardian is. Lol. Best of success with your
dedication! Hail Father Satan!

On 1/28/11, Belial_666 <darkjedi99@... wrote:
Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a
lot of time researching.

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power
meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two
days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm
all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my
Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my
mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my
Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and
study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a
paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and
candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten
minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other
times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and
that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Allison P]

No problem! Ave Satanas!

On 1/28/11, Belial_666 <darkjedi99@... wrote:
Hi
Thank you for your advice
There was a part of me that wondered.
I'm a eagerly looking forward to my dedication
Lucifer be with you!

Ave Satanas! Hail Satan! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Well, you're certainly not crazy. Sounds like you've had some very
positive experiences! The first one, when you were sick, definitely
sounds like it was Father coming to you; he has a very warm, calm
energy. As for the others, with Lord Thoth...well, it definitely
sounds like he could be your guardian. You're very privileged, to have
had such contact; I've been dedicated for several years, and I still
don't know who my guardian is. Lol. Best of success with your
dedication! Hail Father Satan!

On 1/28/11, Belial_666 <darkjedi99@... wrote:
Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent
a
lot of time researching.

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power
meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for
two
days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt
warm
all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was
my
Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my
mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was
my
Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research
and
study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going
on a
paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense
and
candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten
minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other
times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through,
and
that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Arturo Bing]

Well if you havnt dedicated you should ask Enki if this is your guardian. I'm not sure one will have a guardian if not dedicated. Don't hold me to that though.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Belial_666" <darkjedi99@... wrote:

Hi
Thank you for your advice
There was a part of me that wondered.
I'm a eagerly looking forward to my dedication
Lucifer be with you!

Ave Satanas! Hail Satan! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

Well, you're certainly not crazy. Sounds like you've had some very
positive experiences! The first one, when you were sick, definitely
sounds like it was Father coming to you; he has a very warm, calm
energy. As for the others, with Lord Thoth...well, it definitely
sounds like he could be your guardian. You're very privileged, to have
had such contact; I've been dedicated for several years, and I still
don't know who my guardian is. Lol. Best of success with your
dedication! Hail Father Satan!

On 1/28/11, Belial_666 <darkjedi99@ wrote:
Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a
lot of time researching.

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power
meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two
days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm
all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my
Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my
mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my
Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and
study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a
paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and
candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten
minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other
times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and
that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Siatris]

Are you saying that you did this? http://gblt.webs.com/Guardian_Demon.htm

You can protect yourself by meditating on your aura of protection.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Belial_666" <darkjedi99@... wrote:

Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a lot of time researching. 

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Belial_666]

Yes, I did that, and everything pointed to Vassago...

Like I say, he told me Thoth, and everything feels right

My aura of protection? Is that on the JoS site, my friend?

Think I missed that one.. If not, can you please post a link?

Many thanks

Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Are you saying that you did this? http://gblt.webs.com/Guardian_Demon.htm

You can protect yourself by meditating on your aura of protection.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Belial_666" <darkjedi99@ wrote:

Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a lot of time researching. 

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Siatris]

If you just scroll through the meditation section it's in the beginners section near the bottom.

http://www.666blacksun.com/Protection.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Belial_666" <darkjedi99@... wrote:

Yes, I did that, and everything pointed to Vassago...

Like I say, he told me Thoth, and everything feels right

My aura of protection? Is that on the JoS site, my friend?

Think I missed that one.. If not, can you please post a link?

Many thanks

Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@ wrote:

Are you saying that you did this? http://gblt.webs.com/Guardian_Demon.htm

You can protect yourself by meditating on your aura of protection.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Belial_666" <darkjedi99@ wrote:

Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a lot of time researching. 

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Belial_666]

Thank you, dunno how I missed that one

Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

If you just scroll through the meditation section it's in the beginners section near the bottom.

http://www.666blacksun.com/Protection.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Belial_666" <darkjedi99@ wrote:

Yes, I did that, and everything pointed to Vassago...

Like I say, he told me Thoth, and everything feels right

My aura of protection? Is that on the JoS site, my friend?

Think I missed that one.. If not, can you please post a link?

Many thanks

Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@ wrote:

Are you saying that you did this? http://gblt.webs.com/Guardian_Demon.htm

You can protect yourself by meditating on your aura of protection.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Belial_666" <darkjedi99@ wrote:

Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters

Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....

I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a lot of time researching. 

I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power meditation.

Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...

A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.

Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?

I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".

I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.

I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.

I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.

And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...

Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and that I'm not crazy....

Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story


Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!