Belial_666
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Greetings, my dear Brothers and Sisters
Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....
I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a lot of time researching.
I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power meditation.
Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...
A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.
Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?
I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".
I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.
I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.
I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.
And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...
Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and that I'm not crazy....
Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story
Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!
Need a little advice, not really sure to begin....
I converted to our Father, on 11/11, last year. Since then, I have spent a lot of time researching.
I plan on doing my dedication ritual this weekend. I have done no power meditation.
Here's what I have experienced, please tell me your thoughts on this...
A week after I found Father, I was horribly sick, becoming bed bound for two days. All the time, I thought of Father. In my sickest moments, I felt warm all over, and totally at ease, with no pain at all.
Could it be possible I bonded with Father at that moment?
I have also lay thinking, trying to contact Vassago, as I thought he was my Guardian. When I went into a trance like state, I felt a presence, in my mind, saying "Thoth, Thoth, Thoth".
I took this as Vassago was indeed telling me that Thoth, and not He was my Guardian. I went away, give great thought to this, and did my research and study. I have to admit, I agree with Vassago that Thoth is my Guardian.
I feel a great love, respect and bond to Him.
I recently did a meditation to ask Thoth for protection, as I was going on a paranormal investigation that evening. I sat at my alter, lit my incense and candles, meditated and called His name, over and over. After around ten minutes, I felt a warm, tingly feeling all over my body.
And, finally, I am seeing dark, swirling figures, often around me, other times, around the room. I feel totally calm and at peace with them...
Somebody please tell me this is my faith in our Father coming through, and that I'm not crazy....
Thank you for reading, and my apologies for the life story
Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!