Satanic Path
Active member
My dream Is to find someone who at least can understand my path and my ideas.
Sometimes I feel like I Will never find my soul mate.
How can someone who Is blind react to your thoughts about Hitler and kikes?
I'm scared, I have to confess.
If you speak against jews you're automatically evil and racist.
When I try to talk to someone I like, that someone Is scared and disgusted by who I am, thinks I'm creepy and crazy.
Or worse, once I fell in love with a guy Who claimed he was a SS...but his ideas were so far from JOS and so wrong.
He was toxic to me.
I don't want to love someone and Hide at the same time... Since I had to hide for the most part of my life.
I doubt that I'll find someone who can respect of even follow my thoughts on Hitler and Jews.
If I had to choose, I'd choose to live a lonely life rather than be someone I'm not, just to be up to someone's love.
If I had to choose, I'd choose Satan every day of my life.
When I think to my future, I see myself all on my own, but not alone at all.
The Gods Will be with me, and maybe I could find a Demon who wishes to love me in a deeper way.
I know what Jos says about relationships with Demons, so why not try?
But at the same time I would not mind finding a guy who loves me, with whom I can adopt some children from an orphanage and give them a better life.
( Same race, so It should not be a problem to you)
And what about you? Have you found someone who Is similar to you?
Will It ever be possible for me to love a guy that follows Satan and Jos the way I do?
Do I want too much from people?
As Joy of Satan Is the only community I identify with, It Is important for me to find someone who's part of this great family, who shares my same thoughts and Ideology.
Thank you for reading me, and excuse me for the mistakes.
Sometimes I feel like I Will never find my soul mate.
How can someone who Is blind react to your thoughts about Hitler and kikes?
I'm scared, I have to confess.
If you speak against jews you're automatically evil and racist.
When I try to talk to someone I like, that someone Is scared and disgusted by who I am, thinks I'm creepy and crazy.
Or worse, once I fell in love with a guy Who claimed he was a SS...but his ideas were so far from JOS and so wrong.
He was toxic to me.
I don't want to love someone and Hide at the same time... Since I had to hide for the most part of my life.
I doubt that I'll find someone who can respect of even follow my thoughts on Hitler and Jews.
If I had to choose, I'd choose to live a lonely life rather than be someone I'm not, just to be up to someone's love.
If I had to choose, I'd choose Satan every day of my life.
When I think to my future, I see myself all on my own, but not alone at all.
The Gods Will be with me, and maybe I could find a Demon who wishes to love me in a deeper way.
I know what Jos says about relationships with Demons, so why not try?
But at the same time I would not mind finding a guy who loves me, with whom I can adopt some children from an orphanage and give them a better life.
( Same race, so It should not be a problem to you)
And what about you? Have you found someone who Is similar to you?
Will It ever be possible for me to love a guy that follows Satan and Jos the way I do?
Do I want too much from people?
As Joy of Satan Is the only community I identify with, It Is important for me to find someone who's part of this great family, who shares my same thoughts and Ideology.
Thank you for reading me, and excuse me for the mistakes.