Satan_is_our_Father666
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First of all, I want to apologize if this question has been answered already a number of times. I tried to look for the answers with the Forum Search method but there's just too many mentions of the same words in other unrelated topics, so here we are.
I've been reading the JoS several times, and there are still pages I don't completely understand. As soon as I stumbled upon the JoyOfSatan website in 2002 (I got there looking for real information on Telekinesis, my all time favorite ability one could say), and after the initial surge of happiness KNOWING I was finally Home, I began reading about the Demons. Somehow, I didn't read much about Satan, as I already felt Him as a Father and didn't need much more to know I could trust Him completely.
So I read about Demons and got mind blown at how amazing and different they were, and how much we could learn from them, and even befriend them.
But something I really never understood, so I'm asking you today because it's one of the few doubts I have.
This is not in any way a doubt that would possibly lead me away from Spiritual Satanism, actually it's exactly the opposite, as (long story short) 1) the RTRs have caused me to feel more of my upper chakras 2) I used this slight advantage in order to find out who my Guardian is in a way I haven't done before (so no beginner's pendulum, no "guessing", no "look for the same dominant Element" for once, just plain feeling) 3) and I started having very very brief visions of shapes and colors I can't yet understand, a "tingling" when I asked if Raum (pendulum called Him Chnum back in 2003) was my Guardian and this morning I had a dream about Phenex/Phoenix (I've had a bunch of visions of actualy phoenix birds in 2013 after I had my first encounter with Haures, and somehow always thought these 'phoenix' birds were Hers).
This intro (sorry for the lenghty intro) just to say that I started questioning myself and how much I actually know about Demons, wishing to be able to understand more and trust them more than I already do (I feel that I only trust them in a "theoretical" way, not being able to summon yet, just reading about them and loving them, and I want to learn how to trust them in a "practical" way, speaking with them, working with them, being directed to success faster than just shooting in the dark with my meditations and trying to understand without a Guide).
So here's the question, sorry if it's stupid:
I keep reading of how JoS members (in the first years of JoS website existence) have "freed" Demons, so much that our Gods looked weaker to some and physically different but "bolted wings after being freed", as HP Maxine mentions.
So why did our beloved Gods (being Gods, much more powerful than we are) needed being freed? And why by us weaker beings? What has happened to them that has made them weaker and in need of help?
I guess I don't know much about our history, just the guidelines I can read in the JoS, I always postponed understanding these questions until I could have summoned my Guardian properly and asked Him/Her, but now, in the face of all that's been happening, I feel it's more important to know just how much we can, or "I" can, help our Gods, what I can do to ensure they never get weakened again, how I can ensure we are ONLY rising from this point forward, not falling back one single step.
What exactly happened in our past?
I can feel how the Demons are trying to toss me a line in order for me to grab on and work with them, but it's a long shot for now, I'm still not strong enough, open enough, and I REALLY want to boost myself (in relative safety, but I don't mind dangerous energies, like Elements or more if possible) in order to at least get close to one of the Gods and work my way up, doing something useful for them and us while on Earth.
I'm already doing RTRs of course, that goes without saying, but it doesn't feel like much. I could be doing more. I just need the guidance so many have already had.
Thanks for reading these rants.
HAIL SATAN!!!!
I've been reading the JoS several times, and there are still pages I don't completely understand. As soon as I stumbled upon the JoyOfSatan website in 2002 (I got there looking for real information on Telekinesis, my all time favorite ability one could say), and after the initial surge of happiness KNOWING I was finally Home, I began reading about the Demons. Somehow, I didn't read much about Satan, as I already felt Him as a Father and didn't need much more to know I could trust Him completely.
So I read about Demons and got mind blown at how amazing and different they were, and how much we could learn from them, and even befriend them.
But something I really never understood, so I'm asking you today because it's one of the few doubts I have.
This is not in any way a doubt that would possibly lead me away from Spiritual Satanism, actually it's exactly the opposite, as (long story short) 1) the RTRs have caused me to feel more of my upper chakras 2) I used this slight advantage in order to find out who my Guardian is in a way I haven't done before (so no beginner's pendulum, no "guessing", no "look for the same dominant Element" for once, just plain feeling) 3) and I started having very very brief visions of shapes and colors I can't yet understand, a "tingling" when I asked if Raum (pendulum called Him Chnum back in 2003) was my Guardian and this morning I had a dream about Phenex/Phoenix (I've had a bunch of visions of actualy phoenix birds in 2013 after I had my first encounter with Haures, and somehow always thought these 'phoenix' birds were Hers).
This intro (sorry for the lenghty intro) just to say that I started questioning myself and how much I actually know about Demons, wishing to be able to understand more and trust them more than I already do (I feel that I only trust them in a "theoretical" way, not being able to summon yet, just reading about them and loving them, and I want to learn how to trust them in a "practical" way, speaking with them, working with them, being directed to success faster than just shooting in the dark with my meditations and trying to understand without a Guide).
So here's the question, sorry if it's stupid:
I keep reading of how JoS members (in the first years of JoS website existence) have "freed" Demons, so much that our Gods looked weaker to some and physically different but "bolted wings after being freed", as HP Maxine mentions.
So why did our beloved Gods (being Gods, much more powerful than we are) needed being freed? And why by us weaker beings? What has happened to them that has made them weaker and in need of help?
I guess I don't know much about our history, just the guidelines I can read in the JoS, I always postponed understanding these questions until I could have summoned my Guardian properly and asked Him/Her, but now, in the face of all that's been happening, I feel it's more important to know just how much we can, or "I" can, help our Gods, what I can do to ensure they never get weakened again, how I can ensure we are ONLY rising from this point forward, not falling back one single step.
What exactly happened in our past?
I can feel how the Demons are trying to toss me a line in order for me to grab on and work with them, but it's a long shot for now, I'm still not strong enough, open enough, and I REALLY want to boost myself (in relative safety, but I don't mind dangerous energies, like Elements or more if possible) in order to at least get close to one of the Gods and work my way up, doing something useful for them and us while on Earth.
I'm already doing RTRs of course, that goes without saying, but it doesn't feel like much. I could be doing more. I just need the guidance so many have already had.
Thanks for reading these rants.
HAIL SATAN!!!!