AskSatanOperator
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Greetings.
Let's start with the fact that I wrote this post(https://ancient-forums.com/threads/76089-i-believe-serious-enemy-attack.296941/).
The reason I have to write again is that the problem is not only not solved, but it has gotten drastically worse and other (new) attacks are coming very frequently.
In the thread linked above, the emphasis is mostly on intrusive thoughts, but I am seeing much worse attacks.
Anxiety, panic, coming out of nowhere, but not like the panic attacks known in psychiatry, but persisting for hours(I have had one that lasted more than 10 hours).But at least the constant anxiety is felt, even if not a panic like state.
Aggressiveness and irritability that comes out of nowhere. I would best describe it as hatred and nervousness that extends to everything and everyone, even for nothing. This can be very bad and feels quite unbearable.
Severe lethargy, feeling of weakness.But to such a degree that no amount of rest will help it.But perhaps the best way to describe this phenomenon is that I feel so incredibly sick that it is unbearable, like collapsing in on myself.Within a few hours I am sure it would kill me or I would be in the ER with it in the hospital.
These are driving me completely crazy, I think I'm going insane, because I don't know what to do with them, how to defend myself.
Many times I even think that I am really mentally ill or even physically ill, but after the AoP and the Gods ritual I feel relief almost immediately.
Oh, Brothers and Sisters, if this were really an illness, why does it disappear after the AoP and the Gods ritual, or at least lessen significantly?
My problem is that while it used to be enough to do AoP and maybe a God ritual (if my AoP was low against enemy attacks), now I need at least 5, and often up to 7 God rituals a day to repel enemy attacks.But even then the attack is only stopped for a maximum of 3 hours, after that the aforementioned heavy attacks start almost again. In fact, I often have to perform at least 2, but I've had to perform 3 god rituals to stop the attacks at all, but I repeat, they come back very quickly.I often wake up with anxiety and nervousness even while sleeping.But I can't sleep for 8 hours because the negativity is always there.
My problem with this is that if this continues, either the burnout will kill me, or the enemy attacks, the curses.
Of course I've tried to ignore the attacks, even though I can't defend myself effectively, but it feels so unbearable, mostly as I've written, that I feel incredibly bad, which I experience as completely unbearable.
If this goes on and I don't get help (either here on this forum for some effective solution or help from the gods) then I only have a few days left because the negativity is killing me.And this is not meant to be self pity, but for me it is a reality, fact.
Of course I keep praying to Zeus and my Guardian, but I don't really see any prospects yet.
Can you help? Because if not, it's the end for me (at least in this life).
Let's start with the fact that I wrote this post(https://ancient-forums.com/threads/76089-i-believe-serious-enemy-attack.296941/).
The reason I have to write again is that the problem is not only not solved, but it has gotten drastically worse and other (new) attacks are coming very frequently.
In the thread linked above, the emphasis is mostly on intrusive thoughts, but I am seeing much worse attacks.
Anxiety, panic, coming out of nowhere, but not like the panic attacks known in psychiatry, but persisting for hours(I have had one that lasted more than 10 hours).But at least the constant anxiety is felt, even if not a panic like state.
Aggressiveness and irritability that comes out of nowhere. I would best describe it as hatred and nervousness that extends to everything and everyone, even for nothing. This can be very bad and feels quite unbearable.
Severe lethargy, feeling of weakness.But to such a degree that no amount of rest will help it.But perhaps the best way to describe this phenomenon is that I feel so incredibly sick that it is unbearable, like collapsing in on myself.Within a few hours I am sure it would kill me or I would be in the ER with it in the hospital.
These are driving me completely crazy, I think I'm going insane, because I don't know what to do with them, how to defend myself.
Many times I even think that I am really mentally ill or even physically ill, but after the AoP and the Gods ritual I feel relief almost immediately.
Oh, Brothers and Sisters, if this were really an illness, why does it disappear after the AoP and the Gods ritual, or at least lessen significantly?
My problem is that while it used to be enough to do AoP and maybe a God ritual (if my AoP was low against enemy attacks), now I need at least 5, and often up to 7 God rituals a day to repel enemy attacks.But even then the attack is only stopped for a maximum of 3 hours, after that the aforementioned heavy attacks start almost again. In fact, I often have to perform at least 2, but I've had to perform 3 god rituals to stop the attacks at all, but I repeat, they come back very quickly.I often wake up with anxiety and nervousness even while sleeping.But I can't sleep for 8 hours because the negativity is always there.
My problem with this is that if this continues, either the burnout will kill me, or the enemy attacks, the curses.
Of course I've tried to ignore the attacks, even though I can't defend myself effectively, but it feels so unbearable, mostly as I've written, that I feel incredibly bad, which I experience as completely unbearable.
If this goes on and I don't get help (either here on this forum for some effective solution or help from the gods) then I only have a few days left because the negativity is killing me.And this is not meant to be self pity, but for me it is a reality, fact.
Of course I keep praying to Zeus and my Guardian, but I don't really see any prospects yet.
Can you help? Because if not, it's the end for me (at least in this life).
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