AskSatanOperator
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I keep having terrible dreams. I feel the need to talk about it, and if anyone can give me a suggestion, I will welcome it. I am working to make a lot of money, I want to be free, since I started I continue to have terrible dreams, where I find myself in situations of anxiety and inadequacy. Above all, I feel a deep sense of inadequacy in the lower chakras; I am a woman, and I feel it in the clitoris but also in the entire low area around the first and second chakra.
It is as if I am now venting many blocks from these chakras.
In particular, I have had terrible dreams for years, in which my parents. I often dreamed of chains, stone structures, locked up there by my own parents. My parents have deep wounds, both differently, so I don't have a sense of aggression towards them, nor do I blame them anymore, if someone had asked me until some time ago (before I started working for money) if I had a trauma related to the family, I would probably say no. But I truly have all kinds of "traumas", that have their root in my family situation. In fact, I do not talk to them anymore.
Tonight I dreamed of my father, I don't remember the dream, but in retrospect I get a sense of anxiety about the first two chakras (especially the second), and if I wonder what had happened in the dream it occurs to me that I don't deserve to make a lot of money. I feel like I have instilled in the unconscious of not deserving of being in financial ease; in fact as a child, both of my parents have repressed and ridiculed my material needs in every way, right from the very first years of my life. I have sublimated the emotional ones in what are my talents today, and I am learning the value of true love for the gods, especially for the goddess Astarte, who every time I communicate a need (especially when I speak of my will to be financially free) she validates me leaving me the beautiful emotion that makes me feel that I really deserve all this. When I think of Her, I feel a sense love that I cannot explain. Satan saved me.
I am happy that all this is coming to light, because I want to work on it and free myself.
Do I need to work on specific chakras to release all these traumas? Should I focus on healing, or on destroying the roots of these traumas? I feel like I need to use healing words of power in the chakras, while performing a general working to destroy all negative karma related to finances. But I am not very sure.
Thank you.
It is as if I am now venting many blocks from these chakras.
In particular, I have had terrible dreams for years, in which my parents. I often dreamed of chains, stone structures, locked up there by my own parents. My parents have deep wounds, both differently, so I don't have a sense of aggression towards them, nor do I blame them anymore, if someone had asked me until some time ago (before I started working for money) if I had a trauma related to the family, I would probably say no. But I truly have all kinds of "traumas", that have their root in my family situation. In fact, I do not talk to them anymore.
Tonight I dreamed of my father, I don't remember the dream, but in retrospect I get a sense of anxiety about the first two chakras (especially the second), and if I wonder what had happened in the dream it occurs to me that I don't deserve to make a lot of money. I feel like I have instilled in the unconscious of not deserving of being in financial ease; in fact as a child, both of my parents have repressed and ridiculed my material needs in every way, right from the very first years of my life. I have sublimated the emotional ones in what are my talents today, and I am learning the value of true love for the gods, especially for the goddess Astarte, who every time I communicate a need (especially when I speak of my will to be financially free) she validates me leaving me the beautiful emotion that makes me feel that I really deserve all this. When I think of Her, I feel a sense love that I cannot explain. Satan saved me.
I am happy that all this is coming to light, because I want to work on it and free myself.
Do I need to work on specific chakras to release all these traumas? Should I focus on healing, or on destroying the roots of these traumas? I feel like I need to use healing words of power in the chakras, while performing a general working to destroy all negative karma related to finances. But I am not very sure.
Thank you.
Remember to breath in the color of the chakra into it on the inhale, and then vibrate the mantra on the exhale, Sowilo rune might be best for both (or all 3 lower chakras), or you can look on the JoS and do the other mantras recommended for each chankra. Even just 8 repetitions done during the hour of the planet ruling the chakra will help a lot, do it daily. If you miss the occasional day it's fine, just pick up again the next day.
