slyscorpion said:
I dont know if you have pluto in Scorpio or not but I want to try and answer your question
Oh yes I am Pluto in Scorpio. Without revealing much Pluto in Scorpio 11th house, Sagittarius Ascendant, and Jupiter in secondary best position Cancer. And on top of that North Node in Aquarius. So prominent Sagittarius, Jupiter and Aquarius positions, demanding of freedom even detrimental to sociability, career and relationships.
There is a website that calculates percentage of elements: In order from strongest to weakest Fire, Water, Earth, and Air.
I read everything you said and I'm the type of dark individual not pluto-wise cause that isn't my zodiac. But in other words my mind is in dark places and very evil person. I don't seem that way on the outside in fact many would state they never knew such things inside of me. And perhaps to my detriment I've self-censored myself perhaps like in one astrological aspect I have "Grow a pair" and stand up for my dreams, wishes, and desires like telling people my political and religious background and crushing them in debate despite the fact I feel like my lack of information as to what I consider to limit my debate. For example typical young self mentality thinking about killing people particularly my obsession with guns. Well right now I'm an adult and I never held a firearm in my life. So why did I think that up? In fact considering I seem to be a sensitive person was it even my own desire to think that or what was in the air and I'm picking things up from others and the air.
So I can generalize much about myself. It seems I thought more darkness and evil in my youth growing up in school days. But I have lightened up a bit in fact I've kinda self-assaulted myself. I have this habit of trashing myself and regenerating from it. Also kinda lost touch with my toughness I've let my defenses down cause I can't seem to help myself nor receive help again other astrological aspects are at play.
Albeit I will state that unlike some JoS members a lot of things do not bother or I'm even phased by it. Like for example there are threads people make and people react in a certain way and I respect that but in my mind I literally state "Guys WTF this bothers you come on people don't you guys tell me your phased by this shit". I pretty much have to bite my tongue and not post a reply cause I might get banned for being so supportive of the negative.
Like I said I don't condone or support the negatives of the World cause that is anti-volkish, anti-Satanic, and anti-Nazi. Nazism and Satanism stand for truth and justice. But my mind is VERY uncaring of such things. In fact if I were still a little kid and the JoS existed to our current levels in the '90s-'00s(Shame we couldn't do RTRs till just a few years ago would have really changed the landscape beforehand); I'd probably type some shit that would make you guys question if I understand Nazism and or Satanism at all.
I mean I did grow up through the lens of Neo-Nazism such as hating all races but Whites as an example. Just typical kosher Nazism until I ran into the JoS even then it took years to reprogram.
So what can I say I do embody that scary scorpio negativity, I don't think it's wrong or evil perhaps I need to grow up more nicer but somehow it's who I am or what I became and it colored my life in. So I guess I embody the scorpio in pluto but the dark side. I have read of demons in such manners those that embody the darker traits of Gods and Humans. Perhaps that's where I belong the dark, evil side of things not to call Demons/Gods evil just perhaps their mentality is more combative and forwarded towards evil inclinations. Perhaps said in a more justicial manner i.e. dealing with threats or providing assistance in Justice. I guess we can as an example state someone in such manners like Saurathra(Sorath) he doesn't like everyone.
What can I say not everyone can be nice.
Good if you want to work on things on your own, but also don't let it keep you away from here. Because we do care about you. We're all a family here.
