anyone?

haha seriously a question tho. my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage) my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down...

i have owned multiple topics of levay's bible and other books of the type, but my xtian mother always finds them and disposes of them. i'm going to college soon and i went to borders to stock up and there are NO books on satanism. none at all. and there used to plenty. i can find some on wicca...

your asmoth sounds like my krade. no one has identified krade either.

i just started learning about spiritual satanism. i was formerly levayan but i think believing in demons as actual entities explains alot of things from my childhood. what is the first step?

you sound like you have been through alot and speaking multiple languages and being open to new ideas makes me believe you're smart i am not the most knowledgeable, as i have just opened myself to spiritual satanism myself. i used to study levayan so the others on here wil probubly be able to...

sorry if i'm posting things in all the wrong places < this site is confusing. Krade is what my friend called the being i used to talk to, the one i introduced her to. she pronounced it K-ray-d but i pronounced it k-rah-day. i assume the being is male. tall. long fingernails. i never say the...

i'm sorry :( i was baptized an infant and forced into confirmation at like... 8? 9? even tho my mom knew i didn't want to be. i feel like i've lost so much time.

what's the first step in spiritual satanism? i know the basics of levayan, is it that different? besides not viewing the Morning Star and his Demons as actual entities... ?

--- In [email protected], "xeratae" <xeratae@... wrote: same :/ 'cept for the 'not letting go of the xtian thing' thing. i saw the end of that and sprinted

oh, the uniforms are FANTASTIC

--- In [email protected], "kreckian_lord" <dr.sethfcm@... wrote: when i was little, and a good little xtian girl , i told my mother i saw angels all the time and when i started telling her what they were saying she got upset and had a priest pray over me haha

whats the first step in promising myself to him?

ey guys. my name is Bekka and i am 18 years old. i was raised xtian, even forced to attend catholic school. i went through stages where i believed but it never really stayed and i always considered myself agnostic because basic xtian ideas didn't sit right with me. eventually i became...