Just firstly like to apologize for taking so long to respond, university caught up with me. It's alright to tell me to take it easy, but I never said I was angry at not receiving replies, I'm rarely angry. I said I was confused and disappointed that I couldn't find an answer to my question and...

Firstly, I'm just going to say that I'm feeling a little "off" today, so what I'm thinking/feeling might not reflect what I would normally. I'm not saying this to get any sort of sympathy or advice, but just simply so people know where these thoughts/feelings are coming from. I did post a...

This is just a small thing but I thought I would ask for next time. I've noticed that a few of the messages I posted haven't appeared on the message boards. I wrote them a few days ago, I was wondering if it was because they were never received, or if there was something wrong with what I had...

This is just a small note to say thank you to Father and the Demon/s around me. While I have not identified my GD yet, it's the little things that count that let you know that someone is there for you and knows you inside and out, even down to the smallest desire. I just found out that I won a...

What you need, is to force the doubts from your mind. With the doubts you have, no matter what you do, you will not contact a demon. This is because these issues are within -you-. Yes, you have been meditating for 4 months, but what has it brought you? Has it brought you courage, self belief...

Hello, Sadly I'm not from SA, I lived in NSW but now I'm in Canada. Welcome to JoS and I'm sure you'll get to know a lot of people here. Of course I don't have to remind you to check out the JoS website: www.joyofsatan.org as a starting point to gather information from and I hope to read...

Welcome Sieg, I hope you are able to find what you're looking for here and I'm sure everyone will lend their advice if you ask it. I appreciate the fact that you wish to approach your new journey with respect. Good luck and I look forward to reading your future posts. -Sepa. Hail.

I'm not sure if this has been posted before, but I came across an unfortunate episode of "The Nostradamus Effect" episode nine, entitled "Satan's Army". I've got a link here to the episode in five parts from youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3H8dTZUs ... PL&index=6 It's obviously...

I've only been a member for a short time, and admittedly I've done more reading of the posts here than replying or posting my own, I did post one or two that didn't gain much of a reply, but I figure that someone will reply if they think they can help out, also I think if we become more involved...

Those candles are beautiful, thank you for the link. -Sepa. Hail.

Thank you for sharing your story, you showed great courage and strength being so young and revealing your truth to your family. As for me and my "coming out" tale, I've always been the black sheep of the family, my parents were never heavily into christianity, the only person I had problems...

I performed the Dedication ritual a little while ago, say about a month. My alter was simple, I used a small flat piece of black marble as the base for my black candle and after the ritual I kept it with me. I saw it as a symbol of my ritual and my pact, as a reminder of it. A few days ago I...

Thank you for posting this series, I've been unable to find the other ones in this set, Are they posted somewhere in JoS? If not could you please post them in a folder? It would be a shame to be without. Thank you again, Hail.

Firstly I would like to say hello to the group and introduce myself. I've only joined recently, though I have been a quiet participant of Satanism for a little longer. My goal here is to learn as much as I can, and hopefully share some of my own insight and experiences. While I hope to be...

What really matters is your intent when you did the ritual. You aren't lowly anymore, you don't have to beg for forgiveness from anyone. If you performed the ritual with the good intention in your heart then you don't have to do it again. No ritual is ever perfect because we as humans aren't...