shouldn't you be able to extract that from yourself and send it to someone though?

I found these when on lord azazel's page and hit this: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/AzazelHC.html Honorary/Invocatory https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Azazel_PsalmHC.html Psalm to Azazel...

Now I know that we don't have the outer trans planet square because they were being held off until we were more capable of handling them, but I've been wondering - since pluto rules death would it be possible that the pluto square is so powerful it could be used to end someone? Also, if one is...

wow, what type of music, pan flute or something celtic-ish?

Is this a jewish thing or something? It's on the arms of baphomet.

I keep getting pissed off on how inaccurate satanic merch sites are to the point that I damn near want to do one on my own that way someone would be doing it right, not that I know how I would do any of that, but It would still be pretty cool. But I was wondering on what the gods might think of...

I didn't mean to sound like I was actually going to do it, and I should've titled it better. The main reason why I asked was because I was wondering if stuff like this is possible with the aura, on what it chooses not to deflect and if it can't deflect based on the sender's way of tricking their...

So I was thinking that since we program our auras to deflect negative and all that, if one of us wanted to we could do a square for someone else in the forums right? Like a blessing in a sense, would our auras accept that since it's not a curse? But on the other hand, is it possible to send one...

hey lydia, is it ruined if we miss a day?

YUP thats it! I thought it had something to do with chakras, but I misremembered the page THANKS

Do you guys know where I can find the meditation where you hum "b" when your lips are almost closed? I remember it had a picture of the back of a Pharoh's crown and it looked like a bee. Cant find it anywhere.

Do you think that After a square is done then whatever you squared for will take more effect during it's hours? Like if I did a sun square to get rid of a pimple, or whatever, do you think that, since the square is going to heal you overtime, the square will heal you more during hours of the sun...

Okie dokie thanks! I'll just stick with the 36 since I just did it again and it wasn't anywhere near as bad, but I'll send you a post card from hell if I explode :D

Really? What about on the 17th when the moon is in scorpio? It says "ending things permanently, freeing the soul", would the 17th be better?

So here recently I did a jupiter square for luck and fortune as well as abolishing anything that weakens my natal jupiter. I was doing a second one and failed it, but can we do multiple of the same square to increase results? The results of a square should be indefinite, right? Also, let's say I...

hey lydia since I started the cleaning at 5pm on saturday the 2nd a full cycle of 28 days would end on the 30th, so should I just go for 56 days, or just a 21 day cycle and then a 28 one? I did raum 36 times into my chakras, so 252 times total, and I got a little nauseous and my body kinda...

Hey guys, on the 24th of april is says it's a good time for freeing the soul, but on the next day moon goes into pisces. Was it supposed to say "freeing of the soul on the 24th, or on 25th, because that is when moon goes into pisces? I'm trying to do a freeing the soul working for 90 days...

any specific hour to do them in?

so, there is someone that has known me to be a satanist for a few years now, pretty much since we met, and for a while I would kinda hint that they should look into satanism, but they never want to. They have a weird believe that there is a higher power, but since there are so many religions...

Is raum a cleaning mantra and can i use it?

so would you vibrate uruz for 48 times and then ansuz and sowilo, or keep it like the race awakening ritual and keep it together urus, ansuz, sowilo 48x?

As someone that has hated many people to death I can say that people are better off living a long life can be a much better outcome than killing them with a death spell. You can do what you want with your power, but it's best to only use death spells if you need to. What I would want to do to...

i've only met a couple of decent people of my age, but everywhere else i've gone has been filled with degenerate wiggers. I know there are decent people, but you pretty much never meet them since I'd say my generation is 90% wigger.

oh no I'm not looking for people, I just hate my age group. I don't trust people and I hate being around people, so I don't want anything to do with them

This is something that i've been putting off talking about for a while since it's more of a rant, but I finally thought of a question that I could think of that would allow me to bitch about my retarded generation. I'm a zoomer. About 99% of every one of my age group that i've met have been...

do xtians curse when they pray for someone, like if they prayed someone's cancer went away, would it get worse, or are they just giving some thoughtform power?

instead of saying "this energy is being directed back to the senders" you would say the victim's name instead right?

no Im not a teen anymore.

if you happen to be doing a 90 day ansuz working and miss a day, is there a way to recover?

I actually discovered the jos in about 2011, but because I thought the "church of satan" was legit, because it was a church, I went with it instead until 2017 when I left and got into the real deal.

hey commander, when it says: I call you by your Name: A, ASTR, NNA, ASTAR, ASTARTE, ASTAR, NNA, ASTR, A are we vibrating those? like aaahhh, asstttrrrrr (r's rolled) and so on, or just saying them like a name?

so, a while back I had something like a half nightmare. It was gray, but in a very comfortable way and I was at peace, I started to fish in this one pond, and I kept catching fish until one big one pulled me off the dock and into the water. At the bottom of the pond was a black hole that was...

Hey lydia would your gender working help someone who has the "bill clinton star/ vindemiatrix" conjunct their chart ruler? also, in the jos natal chart site tool it shows fixed stars with trines and squares, do those count? The jos says only conjunct and oppositions matter, or is that outdated...

So are we saying these like " the queen, the queen, the queen" and so on and go from 1 to 10 ten times? -SAY: ASTARTE you are: then the following words x3 times while focusing on the Sigil, on the sequence given. Each word said must be focused intently, then you imagine light filling the whole...

is there a way I can change that?

i have a qr code in my signature of the jos main site. Anyone can print it on sticky paper and just leave little qr's around town like I kinda did.

So what ive been doing is the dagaz rune 16 times and say "the power of the dagaz rune is safely empowering my clairavoyance and claireaudiance points, my claireaudiance and claireavoiance points are open now and forever" and i focus on my 6 eyes, pineal gland and audiance points, sometimes...

So are the 3rd eye and astral vision different from eachother, like if my eye were open wouldnt i need to empower it with excersises to actually use it? If thats the case if ones eye is open then that doesnt really mean they can use it, right? Like how some people have eyeballs but still cant see.

So im gonna start a 90 day abolishing saturn with ansuz on the 3rd of February, but im not sure if the aff could be better. Its " in a safe, healthy and positive way for me the effects of my natal saturn are no longer hindering me now and forever". Any tips? Im also doing a jupiter square that...

is there any benifit to finishing it?

one day with jupiter square was 2 sittings of mantra, but i skipped on accident and did 16 instead. Did this ruin it, or can i do the 2 now and get back on track?

do you happen to have a protonmail? Im going to do as many squares of jupiter as possible, but im not sure as to what I should use them for. I wanted to take care of anything that would need fixed in my chart first, but im not sure what needs to be fixed. Would you mind if i sent you an email?

so when it comes to moon in pisces, what would i do for 3rd eye? like, how would my schedule look like for that working and what would entail in the working? thx

hey guys, i still dont understand how i can use esbats to my advantage, what can you do and how?

oops sorry i forgot to say thanks for the whole project :D. I was looking at it so long I went straight to asking questions, didnt want to sound ungrateful. It's funny though, literally the morning of that day, or the night prior I was looking at the post made about this a long time ago...

I've been wanting to get my tarot reading done, but i dont know what to watch out for, or should i just not do it?

the black moon and lot of fortune mean something after all?

so what keeps a soul locked in place to a vessel?

that makes me wonder, what do you think would happen if someone played mad scientist and put a dog soul in a human fetus?

so, how do old souls find vessels (fetuses)? Is it like a moth to a light and they rush to it?

so, creating new souls is natural, which I can understand, but with reincarnation is that natural too, or is someone intervening to make it happen?

Does anyone know any good charities? The adl doesnt count as a charity lol :lol:

what about saturn? The reason why i ask is because i have a few retros and because of that, i believe, is why it's so hard for me to learn things and absorb information, like a learning impediment

so i lately been wanting to get rid of the effect of retrograde planets in my life but by doing so wouldn't I want to use a square of that planet? For example if one had a retro jupiter, would a jupiter square fix it, or a 90 day? Also in the case for someone that would have saturn retro, if...

the way to curse them though, how? there isnt any black magick date nearby.

so some little shit head has been hacking into my things stealing hundreds of dollars and taking my accounts. I just got even more emails regarding password changes, so I wanted to say here that if this account gets hacked and they start shit talking don't believe anything, just in case. i wish...

lol, i'll still do it as long as i can get away with it

I've been visualizing the 3rd chakra as pointed down for years because there is an illustration of it on the jos, but when reading the necronomicon meditation on it, it says it's pointed up. Which one is it?

Im having kinda a hard time looking for accurate merch for an altar, I keep finding baphomet statues with the petagram pointing up for example, does anyone know where to find good merch? Of course everywhere i look the merch is usually crap.

back in 2017 i finished the 40 day and 6 month meditation things, but near the end of the 6 month program (which i wasnt ready for) I slipped into a horrible habit that I didnt realize was the issue until this year and it had been very self destructive until now of which i pretty much quit it...

i remember when i started the 40 day meds. The dreams i were having were getting more lucid and no matter how chaotic or scary the atmosphere was I wasnt affected by any of it and I was more aware that I was dreaming, I also had the feeling of needing to do morning meditations before heading out...

OH YEAH thats a good one

I really like reading quotes from the gods, it makes me excited, so I would like to read as many as I can. I'll add the ones I can find and anyone can add the one's they know too. "Darkness is light turned inside out" - Beelzebub “[Satanism is] mankind’s original religion” - Satan "IN THE...

I think it's funny when I read a quote from a god, because I get excited when I read them, like the one from lord thoth that's on the new meditation page. I just eat quotes up like a kid eats up bedtime stories. I wish there were a collection of quotes from the gods somewhere.

minor demons can do that? How do I request for them? I gotta go to bed. I thought you said "pubic hairs *rip*" what's a merkaba staff?

thats good to hear, i was hoping nothing would be "permanent", or at least involve me doing a 90 day sun square to recover it :D I'll definitely check that out thx again!

so it was about 8 to 10 days ago when I was covid free, but since then my smell and taste has barely come back. I have to really try just to smell something and things still taste different if I can taste at all. Is there something I can do that could bring my senses back to normal? I remember...

Natural ability?! Mines jealousy :lol: When I was a kid I noticed when I cupped my hands over my eyes making it pitch black I could see random floating blots of colors. Don't know if that was third eye, or me pushing too hard on my eyes. I just tried it now, pretty sure I was just pushing too...

Hey lydia, I had an off topic question for you. How long does it take you to get into a deep trance? How long did it take you until you could consistently get into a deep trance within the time it takes you now, and since you are so advanced what would someone at your level even be doing in a...

one thing i forgot to mention is that during our argument, when they told me october 1st they said "so your moving out on october 1st?" I said "i guess". I wish i said "we'll see". Would this affect what I would say in the affirmation, since I made it sound like I agreed to that date?

okiedokie. Im going to do another binding on them on sept. 20th when the moon is waning, but this time if I use your method "The energy of ISA has now and permanently prevented X and Y from removing me from my residence for any reason, in a positive and safe manner for me". would that mean I can...

I finished the 6 days isa about 3 days ago for one and yesterday for the other one, but today we got into an argument over it and they seemed unmoved, or the binding hasn't taken effect? I was able to extend my time to oct. 1st tho, but i still dont think there are apartments going to be open...

whelp, I fell asleep and woke up at 7:40 am and did my binding then which didnt get done until 8. Did i just ruin it? I was aiming for hour of saturn at 2am and fell asleep...and im on the final day now.

I started the isa 2 days ago. I started on one person that day and added the other today and do them seperatly. My affirmations have been "Affirmation x18 reps: [Full Name] is bound, she is unable to speak against me. [Full Name] is bound, she is unable to act against me. [Full Name] is bound...

i was gonna do 111 isa for 6 days so that would be 666 reps, is that more liable to work?

just for four days?

would I end the binding on sept 6th when the moon goes new?

i may have to do that, but i never understood how. There are 2 people i would have to bind, unless i can bind one and make them convince the other to give me more time. I dont know how that would work affirmation wise, " name is allowing me as much time as I want", or "name is no longer kicking...

Don't you have to buy the trailer and then rent the land under it? I heard a trailer can cost around 100k.

malefic is terrible, right? also, if a planet suffers from retro saturn how does it differ from direct saturn if direct saturn were to be aspecting?

oh, yeah im doing that. also looking for a studio

so, here recently i've been givin a deadline to move out, which is sept. 5, because i wont get vaccine. well, things were good for about a week when i found a good apartment and job. BUT in the past 3 days i've never had so many unfortunate events happen in my entire life. I guess covid attached...

a house? i wish

so lets say saturn is transiting someone's moon. they are more likely going to have misfortune in the home, and/or build a home, but when saturn goes retrograde and is conjunct the moon what would retrograde effect? Is retrogade just the "bad things" about a planet, or the opposite of the things...

Update: welp, that apartment i found told me to go frick myself, but a moment a hilarious irony... Those 2 that are kicking me out and the 3rd who said nothing in my defense for not getting covid shot...now all have covid and i dont. get fucked. kike worshippers: 0 big dipper: 1

apartment. i have everything i need, i'm just waiting for something. it's going to be so cool having my own place. I have 105 scented candles and i use some when giving the gods 15 mins of appreciation each day, but the dipshit i live with once threw a HOT MATCH in a trash can, caught it on...

UPDATE: I got a job and found a place, I just haven't applied yet. also fuck amazon, i've already worked for them and albeit they pay good the work sucks

Hi, I have not been able to find a guide on numbers and their properties on the jos or the forums. Is there a way we could formulate a table on numbers and their uses, please? For example, I know that 9 is the number of saturn and I think a number of binding, in both senses, and consecration...

college age. I know this is a good thing, it's just I always imagine the worst things are gonna happen, this came at short notice as they told me they weren't gonna make me get it in order for me to live here and now they're trying to make me get it, and I haven't done any of this before, so...

yeah it's definitely a good thing, it's just the whole thing is something I haven't done before and it happened in short notice, but it'll be fine. I'm just bitching about it. thx

they dont care dude. they're the type to believe everything they hear on the news and ted talks, plus i've already offered to give them proof, but as with every time I offer proof on any subject these people always refuse to listen. These people are the dumbest people on this earth, im not...

I happen to live with these 2 dumb kike worshippers and 1 of them is quadriplegic and cant afford to get covid, so they gave me the ultimatum of vaccine or getting kicked out. I have weeks until im out, unemployed and have 1600 dollars, currently living in missouri. well shit...what to do, what...

I'm pissed that I didn't think of this a while back seeing as I'm toxically competitive, this is right up my alley. However I might be starting a job soon, so I don't know how things will go.

my only worry is that after achieving total control of the universe what is to stop us from becoming bored for eternity?

Why do we not do shema rtr as a primer for these anymore?

thx guys much appreciated.

So when I look for a job im trying to find something that I was supposed to do according to my chart, since whatever planet there would help me feel more at home with that specific job, but I have no planets in the career house. How do I look for "career" planets; angles, like opposition...

these look pretty pretty. i wonder how i could turn a god's sigil into a poster. I can see myself doing that at some point and hanging it in an astral temple as soon as I get my own place, then maybe I'd get around to talking to my guardian, which happens to be lord leraje. I've never talked to...

Did it work? I've been wanting to dabble in black magic myself.

Hey sly, do you happen to have a protonmail or some way I can contact you? I wanted to ask about an astrology question on my chart.

so i happen to have a shitty star conjunct my ruler. How is it that one could ward off the energies of that star to prevent future oopsies? Like a working or something?

I mean, One wire phenomenon does have more posts than both of us combined...maybe he is more important :lol:

So i was thinking: The moon is the fastest of the planets and mercury is the 2nd fastest. Is that why the moon square is the longest and the mercury square the 2nd longest? It started to make sense to me that the squares are longer depending on how fast a planet is, but I don't know why. Since...

i cant wait for the "demons" section to be updated. excitement

I placed the "full package" order on may 28th in 2020. I actually heard from her that it can get kind of annoying having loads of people messaging her about their orders after she makes a post, but if we keep it all within one thread I'm sure it wont fill her with as much dread :lol:

lol I can't tell which is bigger, that five head or that schnos

Does it have to be clear or can it be yellow? Getting it clear is hard.

is it "lera-jay" or "lera-jie" or "lera-jee" thought i should know since shes my guardian :)

Even the guy in the back is trying not to laugh at those images. I wonder what caricature the jews would use to make fun of us. probably cattle.

I have the jos qr code here. Print it out on label paper to make stickers out of it.

I have the jos qr code here. Print it out on label paper to make stickers out of it.

if i could get some stickers with barcodes or qrcodes or something I would put them out there, but I would feel weird doing that. If I put it somewhere and it happens to be in an annoying spot I wouldn't want to give a bad impression on the jos.

hey that's cool.

yep, I was wondering on how we could pretty much destroy someone physically with the elements. like using air to cause a seizure, or fire to cause one to burn up, but what about water and earth? Can earth give someone kidney stones or blood clots and could water cause someone to freeze or drown?

oh I already know better. I'm not experienced with the elements; I wasn't going to try it. I was wondering how one would use the air like that.

so I was thinking about that passage on the the jos that says people were able to boil another's blood from afar with the element of fire. How is it that I could shoot air into someone's blood to give them a seizure?

aside from the fact they tried to kill each other and blew each other's arms off :lol:, but I know what you mean. If I had someone to compete with in meditation, then I would be off the charts meditating, but I have no one to compete with in person and doing it over the forum doesn't feel as fun.

If I were to ever sublimate my competitiveness into a goal i'm sure whatever it is that I would want done would get done, but I'm not sure on how I'd do that, mars square? Also you got 1st and 3rd in the same race? :lol: That reminds me of a joke larry the cable guy once said "I once dated a...

I don't really add anything to the forums, but this is something I happen to have a lot of experience with and this writing is for anyone that wastes their time on toxic competition and I'll talk about what competition has done for me. First of all I'm a very, very, very competitive person and...

Like the race awakening, communications, 72, for example can we do race awakening 176 times "othal sol ose", doubling the sittings?

oooh okie dokie thanks a bunch

"extinguish the candle" I haven't seen that on the website. How do you do it? I have so much air it's not even funny, so I could use some focus exercises.

I absolutely loathe the school system, especially the schools that have a "ZERO TOLERANCE" policy in which if I am getting ganged up on by 5 kids and am out cold, unable to protect myself, I would still get suspended for fighting and maybe even for "gang" related stuff if I have the right retard...

ooh I look into that thanks

do you happen to know if the green moss agate would work well with a sun square to attract popularity since moss agate goes well with jera and jera has "good fortune, and Success of plans"?

okie dokie thanks. This saturday is the last day for a while to do a sun square so i'll just do it again. Also, do you happen to know if green moss agate goes good with the sun square to attract popularity by any chance?

I didn't notice it said 24 and i did it 26 times. I know you can't fall short of the number is going over the same?

that's funny I just watched that video and now it's here Lol sounds easier :lol:

okie dokie just checking

Hi. I've gotten into a deep trance before, but it only lasted about a second. what I did was the breathing exercise before I started. The humming breath https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Humming_Breath.html Then I did the ladder technique, then altered to the...

aldrick you haven't been active since december. You alright?

welp, iv'e been doing 15 minute meditation sessions on the god's sigils since February and I just realized I had already fucked up totally on the first god :P. I realized that the 4th through 8th of Feb was ruled by lord HAURES NOT lord HORUS...seriously? I looked through the whole jos demons...

oh wow that's got to be annoying. What you could do is make an alt account and call it "stormblood 2" :lol: and just color the character's hair blue from red. THAT would be funny for like a couple weeks.

I just did the necro throat med during the hour of venus, since it rules the throat chakra, but then I remembered that some of the information was messed up. Should I had done this when venus was strong and with what mantra and vibration, or are the heart and throat just mixed? I'm starting to...

okie dokie :D . I get nervous when I bring up stuff like orders, because I don't want people to think I'm rushing them lol. I grew up in a house with some people that had to fulfill orders and they would always tell people that it's done when it's done and they would yell and bitch at people who...

Hi lydia, i've been thinking about the natal chart order I placed a while back- it was the full reading with solar return and whatnot- and I'm thinking that I don't really need the solar return I don't know how much of a time saver it would be, but I'd like to try to save you some time all...

What makes an astral temple accessible? Like, what do I need to do in order for people to be able to go there? I've been making astral temples themed for the gods and I go there to focus on their sigil during their ruling days in honor of them. It would be cool If I could show people, but for...

Mr. nice billy san probably has a pedophilia pride badge, but that's just a conspiracy lol. I just found out those things existed a week ago and i'm not surprised to find out that people are trying to rationalize pedophilia.

OOPS. That reminded me of when I just started. I remember reading other's testimonies on how they "felt the gods" when they first dedicated and some others had awesome stories where they almost immediately met with a god. I got really jealous and felt like shit, because I thought they didn't...

I know animals are much different to people, but is the soul of an animal altered in any way if there were, for example: a poodle and they had babies with a Labrador and what about the babies?

So, I had an idea. How could we go about meeting other ss within each other's astral temples? I assume that if we were to open the doors in any way, then we'd be allowing trespassers to wreck the place, probably, unless we open the doors when were expecting other ss. I know that some people here...

Thanks for the links, but i've already been looking at my chart for info and all that. It's just the mars, pluto and mars-pluto aspects in that house don't really appeal to me, other than the competition, but competition makes me VERY unstable and I had to quit it. I even tried to make a youtube...

whats a "zola" situation? I just heard that get thrown around twice now. I looked it up and all I could find were wedding websites.

I don't have anything in my 2nd or 10th house, but I have pluto conjunct mars in my 6th which is why I've always been toxicly competitive, but I had to cut gaming out from my life since i've been playing games for around 18 years and I get so self destructive when I play them now.

Why do some gods rule days of five, six, and four, Also why do some gods rule days of 5, 4, or 6 on multiple occasions? Did they bid on it lol?

Does anyone have experience in this field? I'm struggling trying to find something I want to do for a living (I know voice acting isn't stable). I've been more of the manual type of worker, but here recently when I go to work somewhere I cannot stand it. I'm passionately hating work more and...

after re-reading this I thought of something. I've been thinking of doing that meditating on the sigil thing throughout the year only because I like to think it's like a weekly "birthday" type of thing and giving them attention on those days might be nice, I don't know if it's weird to do so...

I dont know why, but when I first read about him on the site I felt like he was a friend of mine and felt like he'd be fun to be around for some reason and even thought he might've been my gaurdian when I didnt know who it was at the time

wait, so, if lord beelzebul was/is zeus, then what about lord zeus? Was he apart of the greek pantheon as well, or am I missing something, why do we have 2 zeus' ?

what about ganesh? He's pretty cool. He's got an elephant head too!

oh yeah forgot that existed.

hey there. So are there some benefits to spinning the aura? My logic is that since things create energy when they move, maybe so could are auras, but I think that may be only physical things that do that, but I don't know if its limited to physical things only. Sometimes when I clean my aura I...

are there bold days? I can't see bold

so, i dabble a lot in greek mythology and I was looking at the story of adonis and aphrodite. On wikipedia it says he also had some Mesopotamian roots, which involved him (his name was dumuzid/tammuz) and his wife: Lord innana. Since I know lord innana is real it made me wonder if tammuz was...

... yeah I didn't think it was a good idea lol.

Hi. So, I noticed everyone on earth likes to name their dog (mainly pitbulls) "zeus". Do you think this is disrespectful in some way/would they hear you say their name every time you called your pet? I know this is pet related, but this is a question on the god's opinions and not animal health...

What are "virgo traits"? I can't find anything like that on the astrology page- only that they have bowl issues. My south node is 1 degree from my retro uranus and 5 from my moon in aquarius... maybe i'll invent a new spatula? It's also square saturn

HI. So how is it in hell? I see there are gods of hell that are treasurers and run gambling houses; does that mean that there is some sort of "energy bank" in hell, maybe stored in the pyramids there? Secondly, the gambling houses - what do they gamble with, energy, or did they make up some sort...

My answer to someone when they ask me if abortion should be legal I always would tell them that it should be left to females to make their own decisions. I don't think men should have a say unless maybe there would somehow be a birthing strike down the road, then it would be a different topic...

So lets just say one of us walk on the moon. would the moon's energies be multiplied significantly to our aura's making us full of water energy? same goes for the other planets. I don't exactly understand how the planets have impact on us. My theory is the energy produced by them comes from...

Okie dokie. If I could recommend a game to make content on I would pick: "HUNT- Showdown". It's a battle royale , but it's the best one out there and the best part is it's fairly new and isn't that popular, but just in case it does later on down the road it would be cool to have content for it...

My chart's emphasis is what I've been doing for a year now and a certain moon aspect (mixed in with a bit of saturn, maybe) has had emphasis in my jobs and especially my mars aspect. My mars aspect is so strong it put me on a road of self destruction and I finally after 18 years kicked a bad...

HI. So my philosophy is if I don't know how to do something, then I shouldn't do it (this is all career wise). I think that if I want to do something, but I don't know how to do it and it doesn't come naturally, then I need to do something else (like drawing). For instance I have no idea what I...

no not that one. The one im looking for had really small pics of the gods faces that looked kinda real and it had poetry.

Hey aldrick, this is off topic but, there is this poetry site that had some artwork on the gods and I remember you posted something on there. Do you remember the name or link of the website. I cant find it. thx

I also wonder on if he is loki from norse mythology. I know thats one of his names, but the stories I hear about loki are all basically about him doing hilarious stuff that makes him seem like a douchebag, getting in or someone else in trouble, and someone benefiting from it. Thor got the hammer...

I've also been trying to do the same thing for a while now. I have around 100 vids and not as many subs. I would do much better if I had someone to play with. I mainly do ps4 since im not good at anything pc related and my pc isnt really good at all. If there was some way we could contact each...

It made since to me that altering the affirmation in a way that made it more specific wouldn't weaken it, but I have no idea. Do you think there is a deadline until you commit with an affirmation in the case of coming up with an edit that would be better off? I do aura cleaning for 90 seconds...

Today was the last day of the 90 day munka :D. I eventually changed the affirmation to " my 7 major chakras" from "my chakras" and I forgot to add the "and their extensions" part, so I hope this works. I dont feel any different now and im not sure what I would feel or when I'll feel it. I'll...

So, right now I feel REALLY weird. It feels like any day now something I fear greatly is going to hit me hard and I'm going to snap. It feels like a lot of things are coming at me all at once. I seriously cant tell if i'm just excruciatingly bored, or if i'm feeling a bit hopeless? maybe? The...

This might be off topic, but I never really thought anything of demons when I was a little wee lad. I remember drawing a pic of what I thought was satan with horns and goat legs with big muscles and sign saying welcome to hell when I was around 5 and tried to stick it on the fridge with the rest...

hey. So, when we become gods do we just become citizens of duat? Do we become Guardians if we want to? Becoming a succubae/inccubae? When the people start waking up years down the road, let's say we'll have 5.5 Billion people that become satanists. Are we really gonna have 72 (don't know if...

I've been a satanist for 3 years now and have wasted those 3 years. I was VERY against contacting the gods since I never would understand how busy they are, Plus i wanted no help from anyone, since I passionately hate the feeling of owing someone. It wasn't until a few weeks ago that I was so...

On the website there is a bunch of weird chinese text. Is it pronounced: yee-nah-nnn-aaa? Also do you role the r in raum? Sometimes you do and don't. thx

hey. so when I was about 4 on my first airplane ride my spine was really tingling during liftoff and ever since then i've been able to recreate it anytime. It feels like it's along the spine, but i think it's the right side of my back where the meat and spine connect. The reason why im asking is...

I was actually coming to ask the same thing lol. I had no idea how bad it was nor do i know what it involves doing. I just happen to look at my saturn return and it looks like aids and burning alive had a baby and named it tuberculosis drowning, so naturally i got very curious as to what it...

By coin armor do you mean this? When you talk about focusing on a demon you mean their sigil, right? If so, how does that help? Does that mean you'll eventually feel their energy? If so, if i did that i'd feel like they would fell like im staring at them. Also, to insert a pic. you go up to...

dude. seeing the 72 and 42 rtrs make me smile with nostalgia. I was doing those when i first joined and the shema rtr i havnt done since highschool. Too bad i'll be going to work soon and wont have a whole lot of time, but i always make up for what i miss if it's the frtr.

okie dokie thanks

so here's my take. I've been doing the returning curses part 1, I guess. I do the light going down and pushing debris out into a pile 3 times, imagine it shooting away, and stating: " My aura is deflecting and repelling any and all negative energies, curses, bindings, ill-will, thoughtforms, and...

I was getting a little dramatic there. my bad

Okie dokie. I've just done the full chakra meditation along with opening them up. Im now trying to get all the beginner stuff done and move on to intermediate, but a deep trance is my wall. I've gone into 2 deep trances, both of which only being a second long and the second one being an...

Im pretty dead set on believing its lerajie. When it comes to natal astrology i have 5 air (6 if were counting dc). Plus, she has some things that she teaches of which im passionate about and when i asked for a sign the next day i got a ladybug on my hand in my basement out of nowhere and i dont...

Do you talk to her, if so do you hear her and if you do how long did it take to get that open? I've vibrated her name 40 times once to ask her something and i screwed it up, but if i ever wanted to talk to her would this be the way for chit-chatting? If something were important I would think to...

It's a mess that not only involves them, but it's whole family. It's just a ton of shit that happens over time mixed in with the type of person that it is. I don't really want to describe them, since they are somewhat well know in my area and may be tracked since they've been on tv in the past...

I had and idea, not that i might do it, but what do you think would happen if i were to do returning curses and changed the affirmation. Instead of "My aura is deflecting and repelling any and all negative energy, curses, binding, ill-will, thoughtforms and destructive energy directed at me and...

I know this is no joke, but the person on my list is deserving of it and my life would be better for it. I could just make a poppit and watch them suffer, but i'd rather just get it over with. Plus, any day now, I'm willing to do it bare handed, but i'd rather not get in trouble. This person IS...

so, on the 14th I plan on doing some black magic and the moon in scorpio would help that, but I plan on doing a death spell by using their own aura. On the website it says that this method is not ceremonial, which makes me wonder if moon in scorpio would enhance it, or if it was meaning it would...

Okie dokie, also i've been using algiz now for my aura for a few days, should i have an affirmation for that; the website only talks about healing and attracting? I also only do it once a day.

um...I've always pretended they disappeared lmao. I've always used the same papers since we've been doing the frtr. I drew over them with pencil, although not enough to totally black it out, but after that I've been re-using the same papers and imagined them dissapating. Should I totally black...

How did you go about doing that exactly? I've been wanting to talk to her since she's my gd, but I dont know if i would do a ritual or vibrate her name 40 times or what? It's over nothing important, so would a ritual be for emergencies only, i only wanna talk to her?

so I have this chart of someone who is a saggitarius and has their ac in leo. Since they're a sagg does that mean jupiter is their ruler and the sun is co-ruler?

So, i use chronosxp for timings and it uses daylight saving time, but do the planets follow that? I'm unsure as to when planetary hours are accurate now.

I do. It's just i didnt know if i could replace vibrating thoth with dagaz. the website doesnt say that. I know of the runes, im now trying to figure out which meditations can be "upgraded" like: thoth to dagaz for 3rd eye, aura of protection to chariot of Ra, etc.

Is dagaz a rune that could be used for 3rd eye?

so last night i tried to contact who i think is my guardian for the first time (i think she would be lerajie) and i couldn't tell if the answer i got was a yes or no, all i felt when i asked was a cold chill down my arms and neck (which is what i feel every time i feel energy, like when i do...

One last think. I think i've already found an apartment and im already doing a munka working and wouldn't know if that would mess it up, but the ehwaz rune, im wondering, should i vibrate it 19 times as it rules that number for 32 days using my rosary? Also should i use the affirmation : "In a...

I don't know if you've done some gaming in your time, but there's a game called Bloodborne and outside this one cathedral there are people waving around giant wooden totems of the algiz rune; and even in the game's item description it says: "a seal to ward off evil entities", or something. It's...

do you know what he means by rising? i dont.