Do more kundalini yoga. For meditations and mantras to be truly effective, the nadis must be fully cleansed. So you're wasting your breath doing in depth meditations without the solid foundation of kundalini yoga. If you like, I can recommend some kriyas for assisting you with this problem...

Hinderances physical, mental, and spiritual all affect us on the path of yoga. Without saturnian limitations, we would never learn discipline. If you bow to your external circumstances, you lise your identity as the eternal God dwelling within the essence of your soul. If you like, i can...

Have you guys read the Al-Jiwah?

@denadehna I greatly admire your concern for a fellow SS, it shows genuine desire for advancing our cause. However, the astrological significance of Beltane goes beyond just an admiration of High Priestess Maxine Dietrich, but also connects my devotion ceremony to the current of aeons of...

Thank you brothers and sisters! Heil Hitler! Hail Satan! -Goosha Soosha

When I first initiated contact with the spirits of the Goetia, I was quite surprised that Baal was adamantly opposed to any type of blood sacrifice. From all of the lies in the bastardized systems of Jew magic, as well as what is portayed in the Jew controlled media, I was expecting to have to...

In my own personal experience, marijuana has been proven to be a tool of the enemy. While it does stimulate pineal expansion to a lesser degree than genuine raising of the kundalini, it opens one's aura to psychic attack definitely. I struggled with cannabis addiction for a long time, but...

Greetings, I have seen a few members using 88 as part of their posts. I was wondering if any members would be kind enough to elucidate the meaning of this numerology. Interestingly, i had 88 come up quite a few times tonight. 3 back to back cribbage hands containing two eights, then my sixth...

Greetings, Being a new member here, I am very grateful for this example of disrespectful behavior, and how it is treated by the Family. I will be taking extra consideration to act with reverence and respect, because it is obvious many here are highly intelligent, dedicated individuals. Thank...

Read all of the sermons. Do power meditation. Seek to establish a working connection with Father. Really search within and discover your personal limitations, and seek to overcome them. Good luck! Hail Satan! -Goosha Soosha

Todyy666, Although i am in no position of authority to be giving you prescriptions for your situations, i do feel inspired to offer some advice. First, i would recommend closing off your energetic body when surrounded by these influences. It could very well be an initiation for you...