Would i be wasting time?

[Jihiji12]

I've recently come to the realization that i most likely have a mild form of ptsd. Its related to a problem i have with my legs, where my knee caps sit on a sort of angle and randomly dislocate

I am pretty much in constant fear of this happening again after it essentially stopping, then out of nowhere happening again when things were going good for me.

I would like to do a freeing the soul to stop this, but my fear is it will happen again and my efforts will be in vain.

Should i go ahead and do it anyway? Or what would you recommend i do? I dont think I'll have the ability to fix my legs for a long time

I do yoga to help the tightened muscles but I'm even scared to work them out anymore as i can't even sit down or take off a shoe without risking it happening

 

[Dahaarkan]

I've recently come to the realization that i most likely have a mild form of ptsd. Its related to a problem i have with my legs, where my knee caps sit on a sort of angle and randomly dislocate

I am pretty much in constant fear of this happening again after it essentially stopping, then out of nowhere happening again when things were going good for me.

I would like to do a freeing the soul to stop this, but my fear is it will happen again and my efforts will be in vain.

Should i go ahead and do it anyway? Or what would you recommend i do? I dont think I'll have the ability to fix my legs for a long time

I do yoga to help the tightened muscles but I'm even scared to work them out anymore as i can't even sit down or take off a shoe without risking it happening

No spiritual exercise is ever a waste. Even if you cannot immediately see or feel the result, every meditation, breathing exercise, yoga session and so on has an impact on your soul. Which may manifest immediately, or may only be felt sometime later. But it is never a waste.

Your mind however, is clearly suffering from a defeatist mindset given your insecurities regarding whether or not you should attempt to heal yourself. Your mind is bombarding you with doubts instead of instilling confidence on you.

I recommend you to read this post:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=346933#p346933

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

 

[Aquarius]

Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

Don't use a saturn square for healing dude..... use a sun square.

 

[Jihiji12]

You're not wrong. Its hard to convince myself "this will never happen again" as I've thought that in the past, and i was wrong. I'll go ahead and start the working today


Yes, years ago when i was a teen. They did a surgery where they took muscles from other parts of my leg & essentially wrapped them around my knee cap to try to stop it, but it only made the dislocations more painful

Would vibrating Wunjo normally work fine? Or is there somewhere i can listen to an audio of Waunjo?

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I've recently come to the realization that i most likely have a mild form of ptsd. Its related to a problem i have with my legs, where my knee caps sit on a sort of angle and randomly dislocate

I am pretty much in constant fear of this happening again after it essentially stopping, then out of nowhere happening again when things were going good for me.

I would like to do a freeing the soul to stop this, but my fear is it will happen again and my efforts will be in vain.

Should i go ahead and do it anyway? Or what would you recommend i do? I dont think I'll have the ability to fix my legs for a long time

I do yoga to help the tightened muscles but I'm even scared to work them out anymore as i can't even sit down or take off a shoe without risking it happening

Broaden any freeing working to include not just the mental side of this problem, but also any physical components as well. Alternatively, you can instead try to heal the physical damage. Either of these wouldn't be wasted efforts.

Does this problem happen when you do yoga, such as the entire routine? You can attempt to stabilize this problem through physical action alone, but it may require either pushing yourself to do your yoga entirely and/or seeing a chiropractor or TCM doctor for targeted support.

Lastly, you may want to look up yoga specifically to support the knees/legs and/or asanas which can be done simultaneously to leg injuries.

If you do both of these solutions (spiritual + physical support), that would strongly guarantee the resolution of this. I cannot judge entirely, but this problem does not seem that bad if it is only happening sporadically. Also, it is unclear to me what happens after any knee dislocations, such as what pain it causes you or how you fix it.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

I would not use a Saturn square for this. Saturn's planetary energies will most likely attempt to worsen the problem in an attempt to force a solution. As you mention, Uruz, Nauthiz, or Satanama would be better here.

If he had a weak Saturn or deficient kidney energy, this would make it harder for the knees to heal. Not impossible, just a larger energetic hurdle to overcome.

In TCM, the kidney channels run near the knee. As an organ, they serve as storage for the yin and yang components of the body, like a battery. In this way, it relates to endurance and therefore relates to one's natal Saturn.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

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Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

I would not use a Saturn square for this. Saturn's planetary energies will most likely attempt to worsen the problem in an attempt to force a solution. As you mention, Uruz, Nauthiz, or Satanama would be better here.

If he had a weak Saturn or deficient kidney energy, this would make it harder for the knees to heal. Not impossible, just a larger energetic hurdle to overcome.

In TCM, the kidney channels run near the knee. As an organ, they serve as storage for the yin and yang components of the body, like a battery. In this way, it relates to endurance and therefore relates to one's natal Saturn.

Thanks for letting me know Blitz. What's the point of having a Saturn square if it just makes things worse?

 

[Jihiji12]

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No, yoga helps quite a lot with the daily physical pain. Especially the positions that focus on the hamstring/back of the knee area

Normally after a dislocation theres a 2 week to 2 month period of recovery, where i keep it elevated & try to stay off it. The recovery seems to get longer and longer each time. It causes significant pain, along with shock when it initially happens.

Theres really nothing i can do to "fix" it besides ice, bandages, and staying off it as much as i can. Even yoga causes too much pain while I'm recovering

Its also only recently become sporadic, it used to be quite regular. In total I've dislocated my left leg some 25+ times and my right leg about 7 times in the course of a 10 year period, the majority of them being when i was ages 11-17

I'll go on pink lotus and look up some more leg asanas and switch up my affirmation

Is there any physical activities aside from yoga you would recommend? I sometimes use some bike pedals but as i said I'm quite afraid of doing any more, but if it helps I'll go ahead and try

 

[darkmonkey666]

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Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

I would not use a Saturn square for this. Saturn's planetary energies will most likely attempt to worsen the problem in an attempt to force a solution. As you mention, Uruz, Nauthiz, or Satanama would be better here.

If he had a weak Saturn or deficient kidney energy, this would make it harder for the knees to heal. Not impossible, just a larger energetic hurdle to overcome.

In TCM, the kidney channels run near the knee. As an organ, they serve as storage for the yin and yang components of the body, like a battery. In this way, it relates to endurance and therefore relates to one's natal Saturn.

I am familiar with Saturn's energy that is not always a bad thing. This also is the way freeing the soul meditations tend to play out. With mental issues and some problems it gets worse sometimes way worse then suddenly better sometimes a solution is forced. No gaurentees this wouldn't play out this way with Uruz and wunjo too.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I am familiar with Saturn's energy that is not always a bad thing. This also is the way freeing the soul meditations tend to play out. With mental issues and some problems it gets worse sometimes way worse then suddenly better sometimes a solution is forced. No gaurentees this wouldn't play out this way with Uruz and wunjo too.

These are also good points. I think getting the best outcome comes does to HOW exactly you are able to free yourself.
I don't believe Saturn is bad either, but I am hesitant to "prescribe" it so readily, especially with Nauthiz available. In your case, if you have certain placements that improve your "relationship" with Saturn, or if you are generally a cleaner and more advanced soul, then you will have much better outcomes.

I think an additional way to get better outcomes would be to deep clean yourself, perhaps even directing it at the parts of your soul that relate to your objectives specifically. This should make the karma could out much easier.

It also matters exactly where this problem is coming from, like if there is a clear natal origin. It may make sense to work on issues that are indirectly relevant before tackling more difficult ones. For example, strengthening one's general emotional resilience before attempting to resolve specific emotional issues.

Coming back to Saturn, I also believe having a strong (healthy) natal Saturn would also make someone able to more easily withstand karmic backlash without incurring large damages.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

Don't use a saturn square for healing dude..... use a sun square.

Yea duh, my bad lol

 

[darkmonkey666]

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I am familiar with Saturn's energy that is not always a bad thing. This also is the way freeing the soul meditations tend to play out. With mental issues and some problems it gets worse sometimes way worse then suddenly better sometimes a solution is forced. No gaurentees this wouldn't play out this way with Uruz and wunjo too.

These are also good points. I think getting the best outcome comes does to HOW exactly you are able to free yourself.
I don't believe Saturn is bad either, but I am hesitant to "prescribe" it so readily, especially with Nauthiz available. In your case, if you have certain placements that improve your "relationship" with Saturn, or if you are generally a cleaner and more advanced soul, then you will have much better outcomes.

I think an additional way to get better outcomes would be to deep clean yourself, perhaps even directing it at the parts of your soul that relate to your objectives specifically. This should make the karma could out much easier.

It also matters exactly where this problem is coming from, like if there is a clear natal origin. It may make sense to work on issues that are indirectly relevant before tackling more difficult ones. For example, strengthening one's general emotional resilience before attempting to resolve specific emotional issues.

Coming back to Saturn, I also believe having a strong (healthy) natal Saturn would also make someone able to more easily withstand karmic backlash without incurring large damages.

Yeah that is true. I always ask how clean someone is and what happens during a Saturn transit before suggesting anyone do the square.
As well as if they know what their Saturn represents. I also say if someone hasn't done it yet at all to just be aware of what might occur from their chart and if something bad starts to happen stop and do cleansing a lot with sun.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

You're not wrong. Its hard to convince myself "this will never happen again" as I've thought that in the past, and i was wrong. I'll go ahead and start the working today


Yes, years ago when i was a teen. They did a surgery where they took muscles from other parts of my leg & essentially wrapped them around my knee cap to try to stop it, but it only made the dislocations more painful

Would vibrating Wunjo normally work fine? Or is there somewhere i can listen to an audio of Waunjo?

Uruz, Waunjo, Satanama , or Nauthiz could help. Read their descriptions here, https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Runic_Kabalah.html and within the website there are audios.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Thanks for letting me know Blitz. What's the point of having a Saturn square if it just makes things worse?

If you recall how HPHC said he had done about 40 Saturn Squares, this can give you an indication of their use. In general, any squares generate a lot of planetary energy, so they are more efficient than normal workings, such as a Sun square versus Sowilo. The same is true for Nauthiz versus a Saturn square.

The runes themselves seem to be "nicer" than normal planetary energies. Some energies, like the Sun, Jupiter, Mercury, etc are generally beneficial. Mars is generally as well, although it can get out of control in bad cases. The outer planets are the ones that are much wilder, including Saturn, as well as Neptune, Uranus, and Pluto.

So, if HPHC and other advanced members like Slyscorpion can successfully make use of Saturn Squares, then this means it is a matter of one's soul and its ability to handle different types of energy. Not just in terms of actual manipulation, where one strongly wills and shapes the energy, but also how your soul interacts with the energy on the receiving end.

Just like with curses or external dirt, a powerful and clean soul will have a much better outcome with the same energy than a weaker soul. With this in mind, there would come a time for everyone where a Saturn Square would become more efficient and useful than just Nauthiz alone.

Just to recap what both Saturn and Nauthiz do: They create situations where you improve based upon need. In a positive sense, this grants mental discipline and persistence. In a negative sense, this can create a situation where you could become ruined if you do not respond.

Another way to think about it is like being drilled by a drill instructor. Although it is harsh, you will learn your lesson and not repeat this mistake. Without this drill instructor, your new instructor may be the battlefield itself. In this case, the circumstances for not learning are much deadlier. Obviously, we want a situation that gives the benefits with minimal downsides.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

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Thanks for letting me know Blitz. What's the point of having a Saturn square if it just makes things worse?

If you recall how HPHC said he had done about 40 Saturn Squares, this can give you an indication of their use. In general, any squares generate a lot of planetary energy, so they are more efficient than normal workings, such as a Sun square versus Sowilo. The same is true for Nauthiz versus a Saturn square.

The runes themselves seem to be "nicer" than normal planetary energies. Some energies, like the Sun, Jupiter, Mercury, etc are generally beneficial. Mars is generally as well, although it can get out of control in bad cases. The outer planets are the ones that are much wilder, including Saturn, as well as Neptune, Uranus, and Pluto.

So, if HPHC and other advanced members like Slyscorpion can successfully make use of Saturn Squares, then this means it is a matter of one's soul and its ability to handle different types of energy. Not just in terms of actual manipulation, where one strongly wills and shapes the energy, but also how your soul interacts with the energy on the receiving end.

Just like with curses or external dirt, a powerful and clean soul will have a much better outcome with the same energy than a weaker soul. With this in mind, there would come a time for everyone where a Saturn Square would become more efficient and useful than just Nauthiz alone.

Just to recap what both Saturn and Nauthiz do: They create situations where you improve based upon need. In a positive sense, this grants mental discipline and persistence. In a negative sense, this can create a situation where you could become ruined if you do not respond.

Another way to think about it is like being drilled by a drill instructor. Although it is harsh, you will learn your lesson and not repeat this mistake. Without this drill instructor, your new instructor may be the battlefield itself. In this case, the circumstances for not learning are much deadlier. Obviously, we want a situation that gives the benefits with minimal downsides.

Okay I understand. Thank-you!

 

[NovaEra 666]

Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

I have done a Saturn Square to get rid of the problems of my knees and worked just fine, no side effects of the square

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

I have done a Saturn Square to get rid of the problems of my knees and worked just fine, no side effects of the square

Well my first instinct was Saturn because Saturn rules the knees but it makes sense not to use "more Saturn" to heal a Saturn body part. Just like I don't think it would be wise to apply Mars energy to heal sinus issues as it could further inflame them.

However if what you say is true then I am not sure what to think.

 

[NovaEra 666]

Have you seen a specialist on this? I would take advantage of modern medicine.

Also, Saturn rules the knees, I would try a Saturn square to correct them. However, Saturn squares are known to bring misfortune and the like so depending on your position in life you might want to to try a different approach. URUZ could be used or even WAUNJO.

Physical ailments aren't as easy to heal as emotional or mental but keep at it.

I have done a Saturn Square to get rid of the problems of my knees and worked just fine, no side effects of the square

Well my first instinct was Saturn because Saturn rules the knees but it makes sense not to use "more Saturn" to heal a Saturn body part. Just like I don't think it would be wise to apply Mars energy to heal sinus issues as it could further inflame them.

However if what you say is true then I am not sure what to think.

When i done a Mercury Square my lungs became more health even when i made an affirmation not targeted to it

So i have done the Saturn Square to treat my knees thinking it is good idea, well it worked.

 

[NovaEra 666]

I have done a Saturn Square to get rid of the problems of my knees and worked just fine, no side effects of the square

Well my first instinct was Saturn because Saturn rules the knees but it makes sense not to use "more Saturn" to heal a Saturn body part. Just like I don't think it would be wise to apply Mars energy to heal sinus issues as it could further inflame them.

However if what you say is true then I am not sure what to think.

When i done a Mercury Square my lungs became more healthy even when i made an affirmation not targeted to it

So i have done the Saturn Square to treat my knees thinking it is good idea, well it worked.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Theres really nothing i can do to "fix" it besides ice, bandages, and staying off it as much as i can. Even yoga causes too much pain while I'm recovering

Its also only recently become sporadic, it used to be quite regular. In total I've dislocated my left leg some 25+ times and my right leg about 7 times in the course of a 10 year period, the majority of them being when i was ages 11-17

I'll go on pink lotus and look up some more leg asanas and switch up my affirmation

Is there any physical activities aside from yoga you would recommend? I sometimes use some bike pedals but as i said I'm quite afraid of doing any more, but if it helps I'll go ahead and try

See this thread, as well: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=369649#p369649