Of course not! This is NOT how it is destined to be!
This is how the JEWS want it to be, so that people won't have the energy to even think for themselves and question their beliefs (let alone to revolt against them and so forth).
I'm telling you from experience, this isn't how it goes.
Also, don't forget that you are a SATANIST... so, do meditation and magick to gain the job you want, or to at least -for starters- find a job that has a reasonable schedule.
No one is forcing you to work like a dog. If you still live with your parents, then you have the freedom to go around searching for jobs, instead of accepting the first shitty one that appears in your way.