firebird894
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Some time ago before I was a Satanist I was experimenting with meditation and one night I was at a friends house, I was pretty bored there, I was sitting outside by myself and I had some time to meditate and I was trying to feel energy between my hands, I had been doing it for half an hour or so and I was feeling pretty charged up but I didn't feel any 'heat' a guy came out and looks at me funny and asks what am I doing? He had no idea about this stuff at all. And I said hey put your hand here between mine, dont touch me just put your hand there. And he did and as soon as he did he suddenly yelled jumped back and ran to the kitchen and put his hand under cold water, totally freaking out. I didn't know what was wrong with him or what happened either he was just freaking out saying something about it burns. I didn't feel any heat at all... I thought he had actually gone nuts. Then he showed me his hand and said what the fuck did you do to me? His hand was red like he had put it on a hot kettle.
What I am wondering is... what I actually did there I didn't feel heat... my hands didn't feel hot I wasn't thinking about burning the guy. I have never done it since... noone else has ever reacted like that to me. It was pretty weird. When you get your energy that charged can that happen? But you dont always feel it? Ive been thinking about it tonight I was thinking about my meditations Ive been feeling a bit stuck and then this voice pops in my mind telling me just relax, stop trying so hard let go.. you remember that time when... then I remembered that night.
Hail Satan!
What I am wondering is... what I actually did there I didn't feel heat... my hands didn't feel hot I wasn't thinking about burning the guy. I have never done it since... noone else has ever reacted like that to me. It was pretty weird. When you get your energy that charged can that happen? But you dont always feel it? Ive been thinking about it tonight I was thinking about my meditations Ive been feeling a bit stuck and then this voice pops in my mind telling me just relax, stop trying so hard let go.. you remember that time when... then I remembered that night.
Hail Satan!