locoamanda
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i'm not posting this because i need resolution or help, i'm just curious what other satanist will make of it. its completely normal to me, but alot of people find it strange.
i have native american blood in me, black foot to be exact. i wasn't raised native american or anything, i was raised normal in the suburbs. but when i was about 10 or 11 my mother warned me i might have a dream soon that would reveal to me my animal guide. sure enough i had an intense dream several months later involving me being a wolf on a hunt, running for the joy of it. after that nothing came of it for years except an affinity for wolfs and dogs.
later when i was a late teen i went through a depression, several depressions actually. during those when i got the worst, in a state with no energy or care for anything, my guardian wolf would take over my body and show me how to be strong. ever since it feels like my guardian lives inside me. mostly he sleeps, but sometimes he awakes and i let him control my actions. mostly this is harmless and on those nights i cuddle with my husband and nip his shoulders. occasionaly it wants control to show me strength or help protect me. i am at perfect harmony with my wolf ( a state i worked for, not got naturally)
anyway, this has obviously shaped my personality so now i have wolfish tendencies ( not that anyone would notice).
i'm curious to see the replies.
i have native american blood in me, black foot to be exact. i wasn't raised native american or anything, i was raised normal in the suburbs. but when i was about 10 or 11 my mother warned me i might have a dream soon that would reveal to me my animal guide. sure enough i had an intense dream several months later involving me being a wolf on a hunt, running for the joy of it. after that nothing came of it for years except an affinity for wolfs and dogs.
later when i was a late teen i went through a depression, several depressions actually. during those when i got the worst, in a state with no energy or care for anything, my guardian wolf would take over my body and show me how to be strong. ever since it feels like my guardian lives inside me. mostly he sleeps, but sometimes he awakes and i let him control my actions. mostly this is harmless and on those nights i cuddle with my husband and nip his shoulders. occasionaly it wants control to show me strength or help protect me. i am at perfect harmony with my wolf ( a state i worked for, not got naturally)
anyway, this has obviously shaped my personality so now i have wolfish tendencies ( not that anyone would notice).
i'm curious to see the replies.