Wiccan grandmother. and Satanist father

[uchiha_binzu]

I live with my Grandmother and Grandfather and my Grandma is a
Wiccan, she follows all their rituals and holidays mostly in her
privacy. She's tried to turn me on to her religion and I was
intrigued at first though i didn't know much about it. i think what
intrigued me most was the ability to heal. Now, my father is a
Satanist but I don't think he follows any sort of legitamate
following and I would like to show him this new religion of mine so
as to help him. I have had a horrid life for the longest time. I was
born to a Catholic family on my mother's side (because my father sort
of couldn't hang with us, but I love him anyway, intensely). I
renounced God after my mom became a heroine addict and my step
father's mother adopted me, and I became an atheist. I began to cut
myself and Child services intervend and I moved in with my
grandmother with whom i'm living now. I need this to help me
spiritually and I know neither my father nor grandmother will accept
this unless i show significant improvement. Please, if their is a
high priest or priestess that can sort of guide me it would be
greatly appreciated. Thank you.

Vincent

 

[zaeqon]

damn your life was FUCKED UP! well, satan may help you find peace in the world.

 

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Im no high priestess or anything, but i can tell you this much.
What you need to do is start meditating, work on your third eye, read
through the JOS page JoyofSatan.org
and on there youll find everything you need
if you need anything else feel free to email me and ill help you as
much as i can.
-Alex

Ave Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "uchiha_binzu" <uchiha_binzu@...
wrote:

I live with my Grandmother and Grandfather and my Grandma is a
Wiccan, she follows all their rituals and holidays mostly in her
privacy. She's tried to turn me on to her religion and I was
intrigued at first though i didn't know much about it. i think what
intrigued me most was the ability to heal. Now, my father is a
Satanist but I don't think he follows any sort of legitamate
following and I would like to show him this new religion of mine so
as to help him. I have had a horrid life for the longest time. I was
born to a Catholic family on my mother's side (because my father sort
of couldn't hang with us, but I love him anyway, intensely). I
renounced God after my mom became a heroine addict and my step
father's mother adopted me, and I became an atheist. I began to cut
myself and Child services intervend and I moved in with my
grandmother with whom i'm living now. I need this to help me
spiritually and I know neither my father nor grandmother will accept
this unless i show significant improvement. Please, if their is a
high priest or priestess that can sort of guide me it would be
greatly appreciated. Thank you.

Vincent

 

[uchiha_binzu]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "zaeqon" <zaeqon@... wrote:

damn your life was FUCKED UP! well, satan may help you find peace in

the world.
Yah i know... Yes, thank you brother, our father WILL help me, i know
it.

 

[rimpytipy2]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "uchiha_binzu" <uchiha_binzu@...
wrote:

I live with my Grandmother and Grandfather and my Grandma is a
Wiccan, she follows all their rituals and holidays mostly in her
privacy. She's tried to turn me on to her religion and I was
intrigued at first though i didn't know much about it. i think what
intrigued me most was the ability to heal. Now, my father is a
Satanist but I don't think he follows any sort of legitamate
following and I would like to show him this new religion of mine so
as to help him. I have had a horrid life for the longest time. I

was

born to a Catholic family on my mother's side (because my father

sort

of couldn't hang with us, but I love him anyway, intensely). I
renounced God after my mom became a heroine addict and my step
father's mother adopted me, and I became an atheist. I began to cut
myself and Child services intervend and I moved in with my
grandmother with whom i'm living now. I need this to help me
spiritually and I know neither my father nor grandmother will

accept

this unless i show significant improvement. Please, if their is a
high priest or priestess that can sort of guide me it would be
greatly appreciated. Thank you.

Vincent

You don't need a high preistess or preist to help you this one anyone
can help. Anyways, if your father is a real Satanist (Lavey or
Theist) he should accept your own religion weither he likes it or
not. If he's LaVeyian well consider it to him it's part of
worshipping yourself. Then he'll have to accept because of LaVey
rules (If he really follows them).

However as far as teaching it to him when you get to the point you
can do soemthing someone obviously sees
(Pyrokenesis/Telekinesis/Levitation/Etc) it can prove this to him. If
your father's rational he'll subject to truth. Yet if by their ways
he can somehow already do this, I'm not sure. But you could also just
tell him if he's LaVey he doesn't have to worship Satan just
acknowledge him. Also think of it this way, I'd rather currently live
with someone I can relate to more than christians.

 

[uchiha_binzu]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rimpytipy2" <rimpytipy2@...
wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "uchiha_binzu" <uchiha_binzu@
wrote:

I live with my Grandmother and Grandfather and my Grandma is a
Wiccan, she follows all their rituals and holidays mostly in her
privacy. She's tried to turn me on to her religion and I was
intrigued at first though i didn't know much about it. i think

what

intrigued me most was the ability to heal. Now, my father is a
Satanist but I don't think he follows any sort of legitamate
following and I would like to show him this new religion of mine

so

as to help him. I have had a horrid life for the longest time. I
was
born to a Catholic family on my mother's side (because my father
sort
of couldn't hang with us, but I love him anyway, intensely). I
renounced God after my mom became a heroine addict and my step
father's mother adopted me, and I became an atheist. I began to

cut

myself and Child services intervend and I moved in with my
grandmother with whom i'm living now. I need this to help me
spiritually and I know neither my father nor grandmother will
accept
this unless i show significant improvement. Please, if their is a
high priest or priestess that can sort of guide me it would be
greatly appreciated. Thank you.

Vincent

You don't need a high preistess or preist to help you this one

anyone

can help. Anyways, if your father is a real Satanist (Lavey or
Theist) he should accept your own religion weither he likes it or
not. If he's LaVeyian well consider it to him it's part of
worshipping yourself. Then he'll have to accept because of LaVey
rules (If he really follows them).

However as far as teaching it to him when you get to the point you
can do soemthing someone obviously sees
(Pyrokenesis/Telekinesis/Levitation/Etc) it can prove this to him.

If

your father's rational he'll subject to truth. Yet if by their ways
he can somehow already do this, I'm not sure. But you could also

just

tell him if he's LaVey he doesn't have to worship Satan just
acknowledge him. Also think of it this way, I'd rather currently

live

with someone I can relate to more than christians.

I think he might just say he's a satanist for show because he's very
blatant about it and thinks that the Jehova god is real and he also
believes that our Father is the evil he's been portrayed as.

 

[uchiha_binzu]

Thank you Alex, i've been meditating alot lately anyway, it was the
first thing i did after my initiation.