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I wonder the same thing, like the aura cleaning meditation. For one, how do you
suppose to visualize a bright lite, but I guess that easier than trying to light
up each chakra when I cant even my your chakras.
But I do still try everyother day I try and try and try. What is the deal with
the visualization, does that mean we are to really see what we are visualizing?
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From: Shayne Willis <shayne.willis@...
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Sent: Sun, July 25, 2010 12:58:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Why can I not do it
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Everytime I try to get in a trance I get very angery and full of doubt a little
voice in the back of my head says "you're a failure, you cannot do anything
right, you're worthless". and it's followed by extreme hatred and anger,
everytime I try to vizualize or feel energy I cannot how can I vizualize
something in my head when i'm not looking at it please help me. I just wish to
be free of this anger I wish to be at one with father and all around me, is it
the greys speaking to me telling me this or is it repressed memory of a long
ago?