Why am I White?

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Can you explain what you think is wrong with astrophysics? I don't know much about it, but I heard NASA is landing a new rover on Mars tomorrow.

NASA is a joke. Most of the things called astrophysics are just abstract ideas and loose theories that can’t be proven using the scientific method such as gravity. I wouldn’t give it any weight or credibility.

NASA=Never A Straight Awnser

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Read HPC Dealing with Astral Entities series, it explains a lot about race, and karma within races and why bastardization is so frowned upon by the ancients.

Is this post of HPC on the forums or where?

Dealing With Astral Entities - Sermon Series by HP HoodedCobra (HC)
Ghosts [Part 1]:
https://archive.is/fSBMp
Heredity/Race, Charts [Part 2]:
https://archive.is/acknR
The Serpent [Part 3]:
https://archive.is/dhvjh
Karma (1/2) [Part 4]:
https://archive.is/nH7qd
Mass Karma (2/2) [Part 4]:
https://archive.is/EHqFF
Dealing with the Alien Attacks of the Enemy [Part 5]:
https://archive.is/uxL9Z
Past Life Memory and Race Soul [Part 6]:
https://archive.is/AWd1M
On Dreams [Part 7]:
https://archive.is/RsoGF
Immortality of the Soul [Part 8]:
https://archive.is/e8v4a
On Astral Projection [Part 9]:
https://archive.is/ABcqK
Bargains With Enemy Entities [Part 10]: https://archive.is/BvnDO

Thank you

 

[FancyMancy]

This is long. You don't have to reply. There is zero obligation to reply. Others may reply, if they wish!

It's a bit paradoxical; when I think logically about how everything follows from something else, it seems like everything would be set in stone. And yet, like everyone else, I'm always consciously and subconsciously changing and influencing what happens next.

You just inspired another thought or realisation for me. Regarding what Hitler said about the eternal struggle - first, I was thinking about Energy flowing in the blackness of space, and to put that into more understandable terms, water flowing down a river. The water keeps on coming and coming and coming... the river meanders, but the water chips away at the bank/land, so that it then makes the river more straight. (While I'm typing this, I am expanding on my initial thought a bit.) The river's chipping away at the bank/land is like us trying to overcome obstacles - given enough time, energy, effort, etc., we would be successful eventually. My initial thought was the reverse - stuff keeps happening against us - stuff keeps flowing to us, over us, around us... and we have to keep repairing the bank/land. In one form or another, this is a continual struggle. Maybe this is too simplistic, but you just inspired that in me.

It's always nice to know I inspired someone.

I believe in progress, and in giving it your all. When people say they really want something, and begin to make an effort for it, but then give up the moment they feel the slightest bit of resistance, it pisses me off.
"But I tried it and it didn't work!", they say. Wrong. They never gave it their all. They never tried to see what happens if they push back against the resistance. They never tried a different approach. They gave it a half-assed attempt and gave up because they that's all they were willing to give for their "dreams". Then they wallow in self-pity about how they can't have what they want. For years. For decades. Sometimes even for a lifetime. Sometimes for more than a lifetime.
Is that any way to live? I believe the answer is "no".

I believe that if you really - and I mean really - want something, then you'll be prepared to crush and trample over anything in your way, and continue onward for a thousand years if that's what it takes. A realistic "want" includes the consequences and effort required. If someone can't accept those things, then they're just being idealistic.

Even if my actions are the consequences of my feelings, mindset and past, the things I do make such a difference.

I think that's what separates us from Animals - that we can choose and realise and understand things more than basic instinct of food, sleep, and reproduction. Even a guide dog for the blind obeys his/her owner/master/mistress (whichever term is preferred) so that s/he can eat and be warm, I think. Of course, higher pets (dogs; cats are too stuck-up and proud!, and rodents I think are too primitive) love us and show loyalty, etc., so they do protect us and look-after us - contrary to what I just said, I saw a video once of a dog coming for a toddler who was out front of their house, and the dog came up and attacked the toddler. With no thought of his/her own safety, the pet cat came to the Child's aid and saved him/her from the dog - but I wonder if they truly understand the consequences and pro-sequences of their actions; eventually, dogs learn that they'll never catch their own tail! Oh, and they're not embarrassed about that, lol. If they did understand, then I think surely they would be able to evolve more... Maybe?

Likewise, it must have been on TV or youtube, I saw a toddler Girl picking up toys and trying to put them in a basket she was carrying, but without realising, she kept missing, re-finding the same toy, and re-trying, repeatedly. Of course, now, she'd learn how to do that properly. She can grow-up to do great things, but pet dog can't. She can choose to do good things or turn to drugs and alcohol; the pet dog can't. We choose; lower Animals (because we're Animals, taxonomically-speaking) don't really. I think there is a lower amount of choice in Animals, but not very 'high', like us. Along the lines of the jew - it is trying to make us primitive lower Animals (again - the eternal struggle). Feelings don't have to influence actions (cognitive behavioural therapy alert!). Poor Animals, but speaking generally and on a much larger scale than merely guide dogs for the blind and companions for lonely people - they don't make a huge difference, despite their instincts of being loyal and non-alpha; we can and should, despite everything (again - the eternal struggle, trying to hold us back but we keep going).

This reminds me of an interesting YouTube channel I stumbled upon recently called BilliSpeaks. It's about a cat named Billi who was presented with a gradually increasing amount of buttons, each of which produce the sound of a word when pressed. The cat's owner taught her the meaning of the words by pressing the buttons when they're relevant, and over time Billi started to convey her own feelings by pressing the buttons herself, sometimes even in combinations to express more complex ideas.

There are things the cat doesn't understand, like that her owner needs to go to work to make money so she can take care of both of them. This can be seen by her trying to convey a message along the lines of "don't leave" when her owner was about to head out to work. And yet, there's so much that she is able to understand, and even convey, with the help of those buttons. I think it's really amazing.

I've heard something about this before; that people tend to perform better or worse based on people's expectations of them. Perhaps that applies to animals as well. Because Billi was expected to understand and use the buttons, she learned to do so.

I'll respond to the rest of your post at a later time, it's a bit much, although I think it's a very interesting topic.

There are also dog language translation devices. I think it has to be programmed, such that like in the example you gave of the cat, a certain bark would be associated with something. I expect it is less dog language and more individual dog barks being associated with things. This is also how Animals communicate. e.g. birds - you know when you hear birds chirping, twittering and singing? I don't mean that. I mean the sharp, shrill repeated tweet they make. The higher the number of tweets, and the longer the length of it, the more it indicates a more-dangerous predator is near; shorter/less tweets = less-dangerous predator being near. At least one experiment was done, and different objects were presented, like a fake Animal or a person, etc. The tweets were different depending on the danger level of the object near. Birds understand this. If I remember correctly, other groups of whichever species of Animal each have their own local or group dialects, as well. A type of primate (I forgot which) started sticking grass in their ear, we think as like jewellery or fashion, and having a sort of either greeting hand-holding gesture or an intimate hand-holding gesture among them, as well.

You mentioned the ability we have to choose to go down the right path or the wrong path. But who says what's right, and what is wrong? Rather than worrying about such whimsical, intangible things, I think it makes more sense to look at what benefits you the most.
When looking at it that way, the choice between living a lowly life or advancing is obvious to me.

The jew just thinks that it needs to do things which benefit it. According to us, the jew is wrong. That's that, really. I think it all comes down to - is might right? Someone said recently that the strong rule the weak. If I want to be an evil, dictatorial, authouritative Draconian despot against my separate, other-places subjects - even as a White Gentile and SS/NS in more civil society, then...can I? Can I kidnap NPCs and use them and abuse them, or would Gods and Goddesses punish me for that? Then, or instead, can I raise my own Elementals and do it? Would that be OK, but then They would still be conerned about me? I am not actually asking these questions; they are rhetorical, but that is something I've been wondering for a while.

I am in and among NS and SS, possibly in the Physical World but certainly online. In the future NS/SS World, I would be among them. Consciously and unconsciously, each person would expect things of me - could I lead a secret/double-life - one in the NS/SS World, and another of my own choice as mentioned above separate and away from the civil life and society? Being in the civil NS/SS World, am I obligated to be in that, or can I come and go...not quite as I please, but after I have done my duty - which I genuinely love doing and respect and take seriously - could I go and do whatever in my elsewhere places? Again - rhetorical, but certainly wondrous. I come from a christian background, so I am a bit more unable to just obey - even when it comes to obeying the clergy here and (while my advancement has been rather low to-date) even obeying Satan and the Gods and Goddesses - and again, even after Satan said to obey or listen to or follow His disciples...

Anyone who might be able to tell, could tell that my advancement has been very low. I know this definitely, because - based on what has been said - as one advances, dirty Energy gets cleaned out of your Soul, and clean Energy is infused within it. In turn, this either 'changes' you, or more likely brings out the real, true you. Would Satan accept me and my dedication if after I cleaned myself enough and properly, that I was of the nature of an evil, dictatorial, authouritative Draconian despot against my separate, other-places subjects? Either at all and entirely, or only if I was civil and courteous to NSs and SSs? Again - these are rhetorical questions here, but I am or would be asking them both from a personal perspective and - as this topic has turned now - from a Gentile, and more specifically White Gentile, perspective.

I want to live a deeply meaningful and fulfilling life. I want to live forever and accumulate accurate knowledge about everything. I want to be in control.
This path promises me everything I want, and has already given me a preview of many of those things as I walk it. Given that, it only makes sense for me to continue walking it.

Sorry to unload such things upon you, Mr/Mrs Noob! You don't have to reply. I am musing. You are a mathematician; therefore, I think you are logical, and I think you enjoy a (stimulating?) conversation, but you don't have to reply at all.

Anyway, I'll ask you this: do you want to do what-the-fuck-ever you want so strongly that you'll accept the consequences of your actions if you do it, no matter what those consequences may be? Or is the temptation you feel no more than a fleeting impulse, rather than something you really want?

Yeah, exactly. At this point, I am nowhere near prepared to either face the consequences - of which I may or may not know beforehand - or to be able to block those consequences from happening. In a sense, I am like a Child who is not allowed to swear at home, but once I gain enough abilities, then I could swear in front of family, etc. - but then there might still be certain things I would be punished for. i.e. my abilities haven't been strong and advanced; once I reach a certain amount of ability, then I can use my Magick my own way myself - "I allow everyone to follow the dictates of their Nature" - Yay! Well, I say yay; however - "but he who opposes me will regret it" - and not just regret it but "...regret it sorely". Dang. It's too vague. I need further explanation and information about that particular sentence.

Let's say someone was really lonely, got drunk and decided to have sex with an animal. The next day, he or she wakes up and thinks, "What the fuck is wrong with me? Why the fuck did I do that?"
For the next year, this person often thinks back to it and feels ashamed. They have this feeling like they lost a part of humanity in a sense, like they're less of a person now; even though they don't know what that even means. They deeply regret what they did that day, and wish they could go back and stop themselves; but they can't, and instead have to live with the regret of the mistake they made.
Does this person need to be punished?

Perhaps the person's make-up, constitution, disposition (Elements, etc.) was that he doesn't care or that it does not upset him that much. He is lonely and needs to have a bit of...unusual...intimacy. (I am not condoning anything, before anyone starts crying.)

Now, on the other hand, if they had thought to themselves the next morning, "Fuck that was wild, let's do it again!"
...Yeah, maybe send some misfortune their way and hope they realise that they really shouldn't be doing that.
I think that's what punishments are for.

If a 1 year old dog can decide to hump my leg, then it seems like that dog is willing... Cross-species interrelations are not exactly something that might be done to any great degree, but it is disgusting or wrong or whatever. The Energies of the act, regardless of whether it was pleasurable or disgusting or not, of his/her and the dog's Souls would intermingle, but they are incompatible, so they wouldn't mix. It would be like blotches of other Energy among one's own. We can't have inter-species babies (liger, tigon, etc. are more the same species than a Human and dog, etc.), so the mixing of Energies I don't think would matter. Plus with Animals' Souls being free, then I think the damage, if any, might be only to the Human. I think is boils down to it being disgusting and something that is not practised; therefore, made illegal because it is offensive. If everyone did it, then it would be common practice and not disgusting or offensive, etc. For all we know, any God or Goddess might do such a thing, but we are not told this because it would tamper our opinions of Them and discredit Them. Man, I never thought I'd be talking about humping an Animal on here! O.O

The way you talk and empathy and guilt makes me think of something that happened when I was 4 years old. A classmate suddenly walked up to me and destroyed the sand castle I worked on for half an hour by hitting it with a hockey stick; so I took the hockey stick from him and hit his face with it.

I thought it was settled with that, but he started crying. I thought it didn't make sense for him to cry when he's the one who destroyed my sand castle, so I asked him why he was crying. But he didn't respond and just kept crying.

That's when I realised that he was in pain. Just by looking at him, I started to feel his pain too. The pain I caused him by hitting him was more than the sadness he caused me by destroying my sand castle. I realised I went too far, and felt remorse for the first time.

I don't know, to be honest. Should retribution = crime - either doing the same thing back, or doing the same amount of whatever back - or should retribution be greater-than crime?...

So I helped him up and brought him to the kindergarten teacher so she could maybe help him. She said I should apologise to him, and I said I would on the condition that he did as well. She was against that at first, but I insisted, saying it wasn't fair otherwise, because he hurt me too by destroying my beautiful sand castle. Then we both apologised to each other, and it was settled.

I agree with retalliation.

Do you really think you have to look calm or dignified when taking revenge, to live up to some arbitrary standard of morality?

That could open a can of worms! No offence to anyone here - and I understand how/why this happens - but it does seem very religious here sometimes. By that, I mean like a christian who just goes along with what's said, rides the waves and is going where the water is flowing, like a group in a rapids dinghy. Of course, we have to set standards and we have to be civil, of course, but if my morals are different than other members' here and the clergy's, then is that OK? If they are different than Satan's, is that OK? If I want to do X because I enjoy it or whatever, even if X is illegal, immoral, disgusting, hateful, abhorrent, evil, etc., then so what - or not? Maybe morals are arbitrary, but Satan is the God of Gods (there may be other entities far greater than Him, given an infinite and eternal Universe), so... Perhaps it is a special permission or allowance or liberty after one reaches Godhood (can swear at home), while before that (not being old enough to swear) we have to be more obedient and civil, fitting into society's whims and wishes.

None of that matters. Just do what you think is right, even if that means looking a little crazy. I think it's important to be true to yourself.

I think I have been sounding rather NPC-ish and subjective, and I think that is OK when asking questions and mulling things over and seeking answers. To not be biased and instead hop over to objectivity a bit, though, I say that I think that I have been subjective. Also to not be biased, I said about perhaps being 'old enough' for things, just above. Furthermore to not be biased, I realise after I clean more and advance more and improve more - and I suppose heal more, even though I am generally quite healthy, if not Spiritually - then the dirty energies will be removed and I may not want or "need" to impose my will, be it illegal, immoral, dictatorial, authouritative Draconian, despotic, disgusting, hateful, abhorrent, evil, etc. upon anyone or any Elemental I 'bring up'.

You don't have to bottle things up just because you're White. But if you don't like the consequences of acting on your emotions, then it may be better to look for a different outlet for them.

I do expect that I still do have some cleaning-out to do; there would still be some deeper-buried things from being a christian, etc. deeper within, I think. If I want to be me, or who/what I think may be me, for now, then I could do this, that or the other - but other, more-powerful entities (Gods and Goddesses, the system, consequences, etc.) would still be more powerful for now, so I should lay-off until later, at which time I may not want to do it/them anymore, or I could and 'get away with it'.

Out of curiosity: on this planet of your own that you speak of, would there be anyone with you, or would you be all alone?

Lol, no I wouldn't be alone. This is also very silly, but I have very mini fantasies of BeInG mOrE pOwErFuLl ThAn SaTaN oNe DaY. :roll: :roll: :roll: PMSL. I say "very mini fantasies" because they are beyond ridiculously stupid, and I dismiss them nearly immediately - but even so, other followers and friends of Satan would not choose me, because He has established Himself already for such a long time, and others would be loyal to Him, no matter what I did, even if I was very much more powerful than He. I can remember a sermon or a reply about when a person gets to a certain amount of advancement, they might get arrogant and cocky, because they're all amaze-balls and so powerful, even though they aren't really, lol. I am nowhere near that advanced yet, yet I still have these nonsense thoughts, like I just said - and the entire point of what I'm making here. (I realise I need to do Void - I haven't done it for some time.) I might entertain these thoughts a bit, because we all want to be powerful and strong and important, and I supposed 'worshipped' or at least respected and looked-up to, but I know they are stupid imaginings.

I wonder, would you rather do something naughty and regret it, or do something naughty and not regret it? To me, the latter seems scarier.

I don't think I would be able to not regret it. Would I rather? I don't know. Not regretting might turn into psychopathy, and that is very dangerous.

As for the other thing you said, I think complete eradication is more suited for those who can't learn, no matter how they try.

The jew cannot change its spots, so it is as it is and will always be. As for Gentiles, Energies can help and improve drastically. If they try and want to improve, then I think leniency would be fair.

Perhaps we should know. Yet at the same time, how should we know? Should we blindly follow people's word? Should we make an educated guess based on whatever information we can find anywhere? Should we find out for ourselves somehow?

I followed as a christian. I am more reluctant now - but I cannot deny things I have experienced. They may be trivial compared with others' experiences, but they are real, genuine, actual experiences I have had nonetheless since dedicating.

Even without making assertions about what's right or wrong, I can say this: if you're thinking of doing something controversial, then at least make sure it's really what you want and think it through properly. Making a mistake because you acted on impulse and regretting it afterwards probably isn't what you want.

Well, yeah. I have grown a bit in that regard! In a sense which might sum this up partly - I was not "allowed" to be me as a christian; now, I can be me, and with the pendulum swinging from 'controlled' to 'liberated', I might swing too far into liberty and end up being controlled for a long time again... i.e. being in trouble legally or otherwise. It has to be done carefully.

Really - you don't have to reply to these things! There is zero obligation to respond - and others may reply, if they so wish! Lol. I tend not to go this far nor this deeply into things ordinarily. A member asked if I was OK. I am. I think it also could be the Mercury retrograde, as well, plus other things.

 

[FancyMancy]

This is long. You don't have to reply. There is zero obligation to reply. Others may reply, if they wish!

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It is long indeed. Even so, I wanted to let you know that I read it all, and that it was very interesting. With all the food for thought you've given me, I'm well-fed for at least a week.

Lol. Well, sorry. I hope it makes sense, and more than that I hope any bits of it help.

Other than that, I wish you good luck with your spiritual advancement. I'm curious how you will evolve as a person over the years as you become cleaner, although I know the details of that are only for you to see. Not that you leave a bad impression currently, though. But perhaps on the inside many things could still change, and then some of those changes may rise to the surface as well.

This may be bad to keep speaking it over myself, buuuuut - I have been slower than most. I am not racing against anyone. People - new and old - may run past me, passing me by, and that's OK. I can very easily get upset about that, because I've been a member of the JoS for maybe about 6 or 7 years and not got very far at all, but that would serve only to put me down instead of me carrying on.

I can remember at least two things, off the top of my head, in such times as those - keep calm and carry on, and what Hitler said; the eternal struggle. They are encouraging.

As for only me to see things - (this would make more sense, or just make sense, if you read another reply I just made in Aum vibration: good and bad effects, with a bit of lol connected to that) I don't know. I am a bit suspicious - and superstitious - about someone here. They seem to know things about me - and that is scary! bites nails like exaggerated cartoon characters

I also wonder how I might change as well. Then again, I feel like since I came to this path I've already taken myself apart and put myself back together differently, so perhaps stabilisation is what I need more than change for now. But even so, I'm sure there's much for me to discover and learn as I settle.

One important thing is to not expect. Expectations can hurt when - and usually it is when, I think - they are not met. That can be severely discouraging, and that throws us back a bit, so that we slow down or stop with our work. I think expectations are like gambling - "If I can just get that one big one, then I'll be satisfied!" I know it can be difficult to stop expecting, but there is Magick for that, as well, believe it or don't. You can use Words of Power for breaking habits, breaking down barriers, overcoming obstacles, making yourself stubborn in positive, beneficial ways (although "stubborn" here might not be the correct work to use), etc.

Either way, as long as we continue to walk forward, time will tell.

Yep! Good luck!