Curious666 said:
I love sex. I love women. I have massive respect for the opposite gender. But I am never interested in being in a relationship with any. I abhor relationships.
I never see myself marrying, anytime soon. Is this Wrong?
The thought of it just makes me feel weird. I look at couples with amazement and astonishment. I don’t hate it(marriage) or them, it just amazes me. I feel love/or the feeling associated with it; yet I don’t wanna be attached to anyone. The idea of two people being together for life, amazes yet scares me at the same time.
I guess I am polygamous. Or is there anything I should know about these Feelings/thoughts/ideas about marriage.
From my perspective, the idea of polygamy seems like something where there is a loss of feeling, as if there is no deep connection.
For example, the idea of seeing my partner having sex with someone else also disgusts me, I can't stand it.
Also, it would feel strange to have sex with someone other than my partner, I would feel uncomfortable.
And when I'm done, I won't feel the warm energy of my partner. Only my partner knows me in depth and only his soul and nature can satisfy me in depth.
These are unique moments and they happen in a precise sequence and are irreplicable.
With other people I might feel pleasure up to a certain point, but it will never compare to the love of my partner.
I wouldn't be able to give the right importance to all partners, so it becomes as if I belittle one or all of them.
When you have a certain connection, you start feeding on her pleasure and happiness and she will do the same, the energies that are involved are unique and can only be there if the people doing the sexual act are the same.
Personally, I am a person who likes to completely merge with his partner during the sexual act, so in my partner I see a refuge of pleasure and comfort, these magnificent sensations no one else can replicate and you can only find them on the same person.
This was my opinion, polygamy is also good, but I prefer to leave it to others.
In it I cannot see the deep connection I am looking for.
Marriage is similar to engagement, but it is much more serious.
In the eyes of Satan, you and your partner will be seen as one being.
A union that lasts for eternity, an accomplice with whom you can do and experience everything, literally an extension of your soul.
After these examples to give you an idea of what hypothetically a monogamous couple likes (the above doesn't exactly apply to everyone), I'd like to hear your views on polygamy (I assume you're a polygamist from what you've written).
Or other polygamous people can also let me know their opinions on these two topics.