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Kramer

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Thank you to everyone who supported me. You encouraged me to try some more. I have a question for about 3 years now. What I'm going to tell you happened before I had contact with Satanism. But I was already restless in search of the truth about humanity. At that time, I had a rather curious experience. One day, I was passing in front of my mother's room, the door was half open and I saw a humanoid figure coming out from behind the door, but it seems that when he saw me approaching, he hid again behind the door. I went to check and there was nothing. It was a smoky shadow, not clear. Days later in the same week, I saw again a figure entering my room, this time the human silhouette was clear. But as I saw it with peripheral vision, I didn't see exactly what it was like. It looked like a boy. I ran after it, but when I got to the room, again there was nothing. I don't know why, but I got irritated and screamed asking why he was hiding from me, I asked him what he wanted. I shouted talking to show up soon. Obviously there was no response. I wasn't afraid or anything. I started to feel like I wasn't all alone in the house, even though I was apparently alone. That same month, at dawn I was watching television and suddenly I saw a head sticking out from behind the column of the bookshelf. Like someone was sneaking up to look at me. I didn't look at the head, I continued to stare at the television, but I saw that this time it was even more on display. This time the figure, in this case the head, had hair. Long black hair. I immediately thought it was a woman because of the hair. When I decided to look, the head was already gone. As the figure appeared, it became more and more distinct and showed more than the previous time. The first time it was smoke in human form, the second time it was sharper but still confused, the third time it appeared with hair. And the last time he showed up... Aaahh, that's when I got even more confused. One night I was getting ready to go to my room, I was locking the kitchen door. When I turned towards the living room, I saw a man sitting on the couch. I stood there in the kitchen staring at it trying to convince myself it wasn't real. I didn't feel afraid so I got closer. I couldn't see his face because the long black hair was in front of his face, I was looking at him in profile. He was sitting on the couch with one leg crossed, one knee on top of the other. He had his hands on top of each other on his knee. He had his head down, looking down. He was wearing an elegant black suit with silver stripes and dress shoes. It looked like those rich men's suits from the Victorian Era. He was indeed very elegant, but still you could see that he had a slender and strong body. He was sitting, but I could tell he was big, tall. Maybe over 2 meters tall. He didn't move. As I got closer to him, I could face him and finally I could see his face. He was absurdly handsome. He didn't look human, the beauty was superhuman. From a distance he looked like a human, but when I looked at his face, it was clear he wasn't human. He didn't move or look at me. He was looking down and he was smiling. He was very white, his eyes were violet. Yes, violet. The design of his face... It was really beautiful. When he didn't move, I ignored him and kept walking until I reached my room. Before closing the door, I looked again, but he was already gone. It was the last time I saw him or the figures that I strongly believe were him slowly appearing.
During this time of the apparitions, I had a dream. In the dream, I was going to university, I was alone, but oddly enough I was talking to someone invisible. I could see him, but he didn't appear in the dream, but I could tell that I could see him. We were talking, we seemed to have a lot of intimacy. I told him to stop talking otherwise I would have to answer him and the others would think I was crazy talking to myself. He laughed telling me not to care about others. As I got closer to the other students, he would comfort me by saying that I was supposed to forget about them, that I was above them and that I didn't need them. Only his. And I looked happy. Then I woke up. I felt a presence at home for a long time, I didn't know what or who it was, but somehow I felt that this presence knew me very well, I felt that I had known this presence for a long time, but I didn't know who was. But I felt we had some connection. I don't know why, but I started to miss that presence as it disappeared. I even cried and asked to come back, but I had no more answers. I came to fall in love with that presence and I don't know why, it just happened. There was even a day that at my aunt's house, I felt the presence of something bad, I couldn't see it physically, but it's as if her image had been projected in my mind, I knew what she was like and where she was. But it seemed that she just didn't get close because there was "something" bigger than her with me. Sometimes I think it was him. There was one person who told me it could be someone from my past life... But it didn't seem human. I didn't physically see him in front of me. I knew he was there, and the image of him as he was flashed through my mind. I can not explain. But just as he appeared, he disappeared too and I never had a sign of him again. Shortly thereafter I began to take more interest in demons. At that time I wondered if demons were really evil beings. After a few months, I got to know Satanism. Does anyone have any idea who or what he was? What could he have wanted? Why did he disappear? I really wanted to know who it was.
 
This was very likely a demon trying to help you. As you saw for yourself, they display beyond a doubt they want to help.

Oftentimes, our dedication in this lifetime is not all they are waiting for, and they help us way before.

Now it's your turn to help yourself and NOT allow your life to go to waste.

In this case, use this as fuel and start meditation and putting your life in order. You can do this Brother. Step by step things will fall into place.
 
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
This was very likely a demon trying to help you. As you saw for yourself, they display beyond a doubt they want to help.

Oftentimes, our dedication in this lifetime is not all they are waiting for, and they help us way before.

Now it's your turn to help yourself and NOT allow your life to go to waste.

In this case, use this as fuel and start meditation and putting your life in order. You can do this Brother. Step by step things will fall into place.

So do demons really come into contact with people who haven't even had contact with Satanism before? Thank you so much brother! I am very grateful to each of you and to the gods. I will make it worth having them believe and support me!
 
Kramer said:
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
This was very likely a demon trying to help you. As you saw for yourself, they display beyond a doubt they want to help.

Oftentimes, our dedication in this lifetime is not all they are waiting for, and they help us way before.

Now it's your turn to help yourself and NOT allow your life to go to waste.

In this case, use this as fuel and start meditation and putting your life in order. You can do this Brother. Step by step things will fall into place.

So do demons really come into contact with people who haven't even had contact with Satanism before? Thank you so much brother! I am very grateful to each of you and to the gods. I will make it worth having them believe and support me!

This can come from someone having dedicated in a past life.

Yes, it is possible.
 
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Kramer said:
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
This was very likely a demon trying to help you. As you saw for yourself, they display beyond a doubt they want to help.

Oftentimes, our dedication in this lifetime is not all they are waiting for, and they help us way before.

Now it's your turn to help yourself and NOT allow your life to go to waste.

In this case, use this as fuel and start meditation and putting your life in order. You can do this Brother. Step by step things will fall into place.

So do demons really come into contact with people who haven't even had contact with Satanism before? Thank you so much brother! I am very grateful to each of you and to the gods. I will make it worth having them believe and support me!

This can come from someone having dedicated in a past life.

Yes, it is possible.

but I think I didn't dedicate myself in my past life. so I was wondering if it could really be a demon
 
The Gods see people's future potential, not necessarily as they are in the present, and decide who to help partly based on that. It doesn't mean that future will come to pass in 100% of the cases, but there are extremely gifted individuals who can help our side, and were not dedicated in a past life.
 
Powerofjustice said:
The Gods see people's future potential, not necessarily as they are in the present, and decide who to help partly based on that. It doesn't mean that future will come to pass in 100% of the cases, but there are extremely gifted individuals who can help our side, and were not dedicated in a past life.

I don't think it's the case that I'm talented...
 
Kramer said:
Powerofjustice said:
The Gods see people's future potential, not necessarily as they are in the present, and decide who to help partly based on that. It doesn't mean that future will come to pass in 100% of the cases, but there are extremely gifted individuals who can help our side, and were not dedicated in a past life.

I don't think it's the case that I'm talented...

You can can communicate with a god, it's a talent in its own right.
 
Kramer said:
Powerofjustice said:
The Gods see people's future potential, not necessarily as they are in the present, and decide who to help partly based on that. It doesn't mean that future will come to pass in 100% of the cases, but there are extremely gifted individuals who can help our side, and were not dedicated in a past life.

I don't think it's the case that I'm talented...
They can see all the potential person has. Even when you do not see something for whatever reason, they can, through and through. Your soul is like piece of glass to them, they can observe every detail of you.

Ever think why things were so hard for you? Sure you have, but have you thought it could be because you are diamond in the rough?
 
Kramer said:
but I think I didn't dedicate myself in my past life. so I was wondering if it could really be a demon

Are you sure? You are here now, within a community of which perhaps less than 1% of humanity currently subscribes to.
 
Henu the Great said:
Kramer said:
Powerofjustice said:
The Gods see people's future potential, not necessarily as they are in the present, and decide who to help partly based on that. It doesn't mean that future will come to pass in 100% of the cases, but there are extremely gifted individuals who can help our side, and were not dedicated in a past life.

I don't think it's the case that I'm talented...
They can see all the potential person has. Even when you do not see something for whatever reason, they can, through and through. Your soul is like piece of glass to them, they can observe every detail of you.

Ever think why things were so hard for you? Sure you have, but have you thought it could be because you are diamond in the rough?

I never thought about it
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Kramer said:
but I think I didn't dedicate myself in my past life. so I was wondering if it could really be a demon

Are you sure? You are here now, within a community of which perhaps less than 1% of humanity currently subscribes to.

I believe I was not a Satanist in my past life... Otherwise I would know and be more advanced in my current life
 
Most likely this was a demon. But be careful of the " shadow people" whose sightings have been increasing and being shown on the internet. These shadow people who scare humans or are also referred to as Skin Walkers ( dont think about this too much just in case you draw its ugly ass to you ), they scare people. They arent positive. So be wary the next time you see a shadow person.

This one doesnt exactly qualify as a shadow person because it is very likely a demon. Altho the enemy also has shapeshifting abilities, the main point here is that the demon actually cared about you and led you to JoS. If it was an enemy entity you would be led further away from the truth not towards it. I suggest you work daily on your astral senses, and then do a ritual to Father Satan, and ask him to connect you with the demon who visited you. Having a connection with a god is extremely valuable. Everyone MUST strive to get closer to them. I will try my best to aid others with this in my own way lol. Im preparing to start designing the " Gods of Orion oracle deck".

Hopefully it wont take too long 🙂
 
Kramer said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Kramer said:
but I think I didn't dedicate myself in my past life. so I was wondering if it could really be a demon

Are you sure? You are here now, within a community of which perhaps less than 1% of humanity currently subscribes to.

I believe I was not a Satanist in my past life... Otherwise I would know and be more advanced in my current life

This can be known after a good and long period of meditating. At first we all face obstacles. And by 'at first' I mean some months, years or decades, depending on the person, but in my opinion from what I am reading from others an average period is from months to 2-3 years. A period when you should work hard twice as much you believe
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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